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 Posted: Sat Aug 21, 2010 7:03 pm
i have been depressed with my life, it's been horrible for me, i feel worthless and like no one loves me,
first off my dads went threw a major sugery and the doctors totally screwd him up. he went from being the best dad that could do anything with me like riding quads and fixing bikes to needing mine and my grangrans help to do everything, like going to the bathroom and eating.
second i have no more friends and i didn't get to see my brother for my birthday, he's my only brother and he's in college, i miss him so much, he and i haven't always gotten along but he's always been there for me, i miss him so much and he couldn't come home for my birthday so that made me more depressed
back to the no friends, evey one stoped talking to me. all the people i thought always had my back turned on me andd stabbed me in the back, i'm alone and can't seem to find some one that gets me . they either act like my friend and back stab me or they are sucked into the 'crew' and turned against me.
is there any one out there that can help me?? at all?
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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 10:00 am
i know what your going through. i still have alot of my friends. i have pushed some away, but now i've made amends with most of them. i too suffer from depression. i came pretty close to attempting sucide. but i have friends, and therapists who help. mostly my friends. i am still having trouble adjusting to my parents divorce, and they have been divorced for seven years. but thanks to my friends, i dont try to kill myself anymore. however i still think about it. one needs to havde friends that they can talk to about things of this nature. you can private message me if you need someone to talk to. and i know what it feels like to be in your sibling situation. my brother hates me, and wouldn't come to my 18th birthday party. so i'll be here for you
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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 10:10 am
Trust me I understand. I may not be going through all the issues that you are going through, but I have battled with depression for quite awhile. I am always here to help if you need me. Message me whenever need help on something, ok kiddo.
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2010 6:53 pm
Update
okay so my life just kees siraling down hill.
my dad is getting worse, but the sad part is he's turned into a total a**, he drinks now, and its not cool, hes turning into a drunk and hes mean when hes drunk
i haven't spoken to my brother in months.
i am more alone then ever, i hate my life and i know its not healthy but ive started to cut, its helping more then i ever thought. no one talks to me, at all. ive stoped eating because ive been called fat and all witch i know i am, no one notices me, not even adults, i'm just there, and when im home my S.D. [stepdad] treats me like a peaice of s**t, i have seriously been concidering suiside, but then i think 'even though no will miss me nothing i worth killing my self"
i finally started to get close to some one secial and i thought we had something but he ushed me away like i was nothing, it hurt and he then trys to tell me he didn't mean it, so gave him a chance again, stupid move on my terms, he pushed me away and hurt me again. i hate my effin life.
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Posted: Fri Oct 01, 2010 7:51 am
stop cutting, thats prolly easier said thean done. i've contemplated cutting. so i know what you are going through. people would miss you. i don't know you that well, and i would miss you. mostly because our lives relate and your going through what i'm going through, and have gone through. so dont kill yourself. i've contemplated sucicde twice. almost attempted it once. luckily my friends helped me through. my grandfather used to drink. he wasn't much fun to be around. he has since cut down to one or two beers a day. i don't know what u look like so i can't really tell if you are overwieght. even if you are, you shouldn't stop eating.
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