"Carpe diem! Rejoice while you are alive; enjoy the day; live life to the fullest;
『 My view on relationships is this: I like to be in them, but I know they aren't necessary to make me happy. I love being in relationships. The warmth, the happiness it can bring, all of it. But I'm beginning to say ******** it.
I am in a long distance relationship, and have been for a year solid. Myself and the girl I am currently with have been on-and-off, but I have remained with her for quite a while now. We've been mostly happy(though I tend to get jealous at times, which bothers her). The fact that this year has been mostly successful proves that my long-distance relationships are successful.
But I don't want it anymore. One of the main things that keeps relationships going is the physical aspect. Not sex, but the hugs, the kisses, the ability to cuddle(yes, I'm a guy that actually enjoys cuddling. -3- I'ma uke in my relationships, so nyeh. razz ). That is what keeps my closer relationships running. And I miss it. I miss all of that.
So now comes this factor: No one close to where I live likes me. At all. There's a girl I like, which is my friend's ex, that likes me, but not enough to date me just yet. Plus, everytime I advance on her(not for sex, just to show I like her) her ex decides to act like he likes her, playing with her heart by telling her he can't date her either way. But her ex is one of my closest friends.
The only guy I like, which I'd be willing to wait to visit for; I love him that much, is taken. :1 Kinda. His boyfriend is really unstable(disappears for weeks without a word, doesn't talk to the other guy) but he refuses to leave him. So fml on that factor.
So now you see my dilemma. No one around where I live is willing to date me, and I need the physical factor. The guy I want is taken, and the girl I want is too stupid to realize her ex is an a*****e. -.-;;
So any feedback on what should be done? Or comments on anything? ;3; 』
I am in a long distance relationship, and have been for a year solid. Myself and the girl I am currently with have been on-and-off, but I have remained with her for quite a while now. We've been mostly happy(though I tend to get jealous at times, which bothers her). The fact that this year has been mostly successful proves that my long-distance relationships are successful.
But I don't want it anymore. One of the main things that keeps relationships going is the physical aspect. Not sex, but the hugs, the kisses, the ability to cuddle(yes, I'm a guy that actually enjoys cuddling. -3- I'ma uke in my relationships, so nyeh. razz ). That is what keeps my closer relationships running. And I miss it. I miss all of that.
So now comes this factor: No one close to where I live likes me. At all. There's a girl I like, which is my friend's ex, that likes me, but not enough to date me just yet. Plus, everytime I advance on her(not for sex, just to show I like her) her ex decides to act like he likes her, playing with her heart by telling her he can't date her either way. But her ex is one of my closest friends.
The only guy I like, which I'd be willing to wait to visit for; I love him that much, is taken. :1 Kinda. His boyfriend is really unstable(disappears for weeks without a word, doesn't talk to the other guy) but he refuses to leave him. So fml on that factor.
So now you see my dilemma. No one around where I live is willing to date me, and I need the physical factor. The guy I want is taken, and the girl I want is too stupid to realize her ex is an a*****e. -.-;;
So any feedback on what should be done? Or comments on anything? ;3; 』
Make the most of what you have. It is later than you think."
