Your everything i need, Your everything i want. I can't last a single second without you which is why i stay up all night and day to see you. It hurts staying like this, why won't you notice how much effort i put into this for you. You always go out with other guys and never look back and think twice about me. Sometimes you come back to me, but your just wanting sex from me. It's unfair for i am your rebound. I want to be more then just that. I want to be the shoulder you cry on, the person who is always there for you. I want to be your angel and forever. I want you to be only mine and forever mine. Even when i would be in heaven and you were in hell, hell would be in heaven for which i wouldn't be with you. My heart always aches when you speak of him. I hide it with a fake smile and hide the tears behind that fake smile. If only you knew how much i have loved you and how much i need you, and longed for you. If only....you loved me also...We would be lovers till the end of time and we would go out far away from the world and spend eternity with eachother...
((wow and i just wrote that from the top of my head...and my inspiration is mattie a.k.a puppet lovino~))
((wow and i just wrote that from the top of my head...and my inspiration is mattie a.k.a puppet lovino~))
