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 Posted: Thu Aug 05, 2010 5:05 pm
...that make me think I am bisexual.
So I was looking for a certain anime picture for a roleplay character. It was a rock band type one. Anyway, I knew it would be hard to find a ton of choices for girls. Towards the end of my search...I decided to like under drunk anime girls. Haha Partly because the roleplay takes place mainly in a bar with a stage. Most of the pictures were pretty nondrunklike...or at least not really bad drunk. Then I came across this one picture of three girls. One girl was grabbing the middle girls boobs while the other girl was pouring wine between the middle girls boobs. By the way, they were fully clothed.
Yea...so is it weird that the picture turned me on? Haha
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Posted: Thu Aug 05, 2010 11:22 pm
No, it's not weird; I think it'd categorize it as normal to find that picture hot. =/
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2010 9:08 am
Haha
Yea but do you think straight women would fantasize about women just as much as they do men?
I should show the picture to my friends and see what they say. I just feel like doing that all of the sudden. Why didn't I do that before?
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2010 10:36 am
So...lately I seem to be kind of crushin on other girls. I don't know why that would be happening now and not a billion years ago. Maybe I just never allowed myself to really be open to that kind of thing even though I always felt that I would like or love whoever I ended up having strong feelings for...
Anyway...story time. ^_^
I joined this swing dance club at school. I came to the first lesson/meeting a bit late so I was behind. This one girl started teaching it to me. Private lesson. Haha
Now I have learned tons of dances in the past but they are all loner types (I mean if you are in a group its not a couple type thing). I get really nervous and uncomfortable with partner dancing...especially if it is closer and whatnot.
Needless to say, I learned the steps fine but I was resisting her lead when we were closer together. I was totally trying to pull away ever time. So lame. Anyway, I kept trying to force myself to look into her eyes because I was supposed to do that but that just made it more awkward. Me and her are basically the same height. She was really nice and had pretty eyes. Later that night she invited me to get Pizza with the group so I decided to go. I knew they were going originally but I wasn't planning on going because I didn't really know them. It was fun but I noticed that I kept wanting to watch her. I don't know...she is cute and has a fun personality. I felt like I suddenly realized I had a crush on her. I don't know...kind of weird because technically that has never happened before.
Last night my friend forced me to go to this dance class thing. There was this one girl that suddenly became uber cute when she revealed her not so shy personality side. So goofy and sultry kind of...hahahaaa
Yea...anyway...just wanted to mention that.
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2010 12:35 pm
I totally forgot the perverted part but I am too shy to say that hahahaaa
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2010 3:15 pm
Hell looking back at when I was younger "lesbian" porm turning might have been a big clue to my bisexuality!
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Bang Bang Kitty Lincon Crew
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2010 5:35 pm
Sorry for disappearing for so long and not responding... I think it's normal for straight women to fanasize about women as much as they fantasize about men. I just think it depends on the situation the girl is in. Girls fantasizing about themselves with another girl (or two girls together) is completely different from a girl fantasizing about themselves/a girl with a guy (or two girls with a guy).
Anyways, yeah, when you begin to start getting crushes, that's pretty much a dead giveaway. xp And I totally get what you mean about realizing how much you like someone once you realize they have a good personality.
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2010 5:23 pm
Ah sometimes we just don't pick up on things Typeface...maybe it has something to do with societies believes and whatnot. Haha
Ah don't worry about it Almost...er AP...so much easier. Hah
Oh yea...I have fantasies about them the same...all kinds of ways. Although when it comes to the more intimate stuff...I think I tend to lean toward picturing myself with another girl. I don't know why...they look nicer.
But in general...the fantasizing is pretty equal I suppose. Haha
In the past, I honestly don't remember what I thought about. I do remember that I always got turned on easy and I don't think it matter who was fooling around with who.
Plus, when I was younger I didn't care about such things that much. I was happy to be free to do whatever I wanted. I kind of feel the same way I suppose...but I am more aware I guess.
^_^ I got to the little club thing late last night and never talked to that one girl I liked...blargh. Then again, we never really talked the time before (group talk doesn't count)...we mainly danced. Yea. Oh well...technically I am supposed to meet up with that group every Tuesday. You know, last night I noticed that she is super touchy feely in general. Always going around hugging people and stuff.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 4:13 pm
Alykia I totally forgot the perverted part but I am too shy to say that hahahaaa Why be shy about it? Embrase the perveted side of yourself. Then you'll end up like me.
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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 9:55 am
Hmm...how are you like exactly!? Hahahaaa
By the way, I like your avatar look. ^_^
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 10:47 pm
I think you are having a tough time coming to terms with your sexuality. I don't know how old you are, but I can say that for me to realize that it's not just an inclination or a fantasy passing by, instead that I am BI, was really strange for me. It's not easy to deal with that when you have lived your life for a long time telling yourself you are one way, then you suddenly realize you aren't. You never were. And when you do embrace that idea, you notice other women more, think about them more, and begin to settle into the idea.
For me, it was always odd that other women would come on to me, and several asked me straight up if I was a Les. My answer was always No. But each time it would make me pause and question myself. Now I know why.
Story time: Way back when I was a teen, my bestie and I were out shopping in the Mills Mall. We end up in this store that had some really fly kicks in it. I was checking them out, excited as usual, and showing my bestie how hawt they looked on me. The sales girl comes up, gives me lots of eye contact, small touches, and even offers her employee discount to me. I was clueless as ever (I don't even realize when guys are attracted to me. I'm broken. LOL) and my bestie starts giggling and tells me that the clerk is coming on to me. It surprised me. Then I looked at the girl and thought to myself "She is FINE!" and wondered if I could be with a girl. Then I remembered my bestie was there, and feared (for the first time ever) what she or others would think. The rebel in me shied away from the idea because I didn't want to alienate myself.
Have you had moments like that when you were younger?
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 8:30 am
Well, to be honest...I don't think it would/is that strange to me. After all, I always had the mentality that "I will love whoever I end up loving". I basically meant that it didn't matter whether it was a girl or a guy because my heart/mind/whatever likes what it likes.
I have always been a pretty open person.
I also tend to not really care what others think. Well, I do...but not that much. So I doubt I would ever shy away from a girl that is seriously into if I liked her. Who knows though.
The story is cute! ^_^ I am the opposite...I can usually tell when someone likes me. The hard part is trying to figure out how MUCH they like you. Haha
As for you friend, she didn't seem weirded out about the fact that the girl was hitting on you...so that is a plus. Granted, she isn't friends with that person but yea.
I don't remember having moments like that when I was younger. Of course, there might be a reason for that a little bit...its complicated.
In any case, I did goof around with friends sometimes, but I think straight girls do that sometimes...some of them. Uh I mean goof around in a more innocent joking way...yea. Haha
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Posted: Sun Oct 31, 2010 11:52 pm
Okay...so that girl I had a crush on...tonight I found out she is bi. Not only that...I accidentally saw a picture of her naked on her cell phone. Hahahaaa and we totally felt each other up. Well, you know we had clothes on. Doing the whole checking the differences between boobs or whatever. And she lifted up her dress to show me her abs. It made me want to work out more for real.
Wait, shouldn't it have turned me on. Er maybe I was trying to only look at her abs...yea.
I like watching her dance.
I don't think she likes me like that but she gave me a lot of compliments and stuff.
She seems pretty forward sooo yea...I don't know.
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