I'm really stressing about this, for real.
Anyway, I've been having major back issues for about
3 or 4 months now, and it's just gotten worse in the last two
weeks. I couldn't even get myself up out of bed yesterday
without putting on two icy hot patches and wrapping
a thermacare wrap around my ribcage.
So I went to the doctor this morning and I guess he's also
the hospital's chiropractor because he cracked the ******** out of
my shoulders and realigned my spine.
Gave me three muscle relaxer shots between my shoulder
blades and gave me a simple physical therapy routine
for my back and shoulder muscles.
If the condition of my back is the same in 3 weeks, I need
to go in so he can refer me to a physical therapist I can
see on a regular basis.
If that doesn't help, he'll refer me to a plastic surgeon so
that I can get a breast reduction.
I don't want a breast reduction, I really really don't.
It scares me.
I had a nightmare about it when I came home
from the doctor's this morning.
idk if any of you would really care about this cause I mean
having slightly smaller breasts doesn't seem like a big deal,
but it's a huge deal to me. It's really just breaking my
heart thinking about it.
I don't know if you've guys noticed, but
I'm in love with my breasts, really I am.
It's like they're a part of my personality now
and losing them would be losing something
that defines the way I am.
I'm really hoping the physical therapy helps strengthen
my back so I can support my breasts again, but I dunno.
tl;dr I can't support my tits and it's really ******** up
my back, but I don't want a breast reduction.
