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 Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 7:36 pm
You guys life is a piece of crap right now. I wont be on for a while ><
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 7:38 pm
That's fine. Just take your time.
If you wanna talk about it, we're here for you.
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57jellybean5 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 9:26 pm
yea if you ever want to talk we are all here for you.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 9:29 pm
STuart Left me....
He just left...He says that he wanted someone actually there... like to be there to hug and kiss.....he couldnt just wait......
I feel like using so many bad words right now...
Its just...I was serious about him..I thought he was the one...I hurt so bad. This is the most I have ever hurt in my entire life time. I feel ripped to shreds. Alone. THe only people that DO care are online and/or I cant ever see them. I dont have anyone here to give me a hug...may friend haley is just going to give me the I TOLD YOU SO SPEACH.
I feel like he had my heart squeezed it, then ripped it to a million pieces. my chest hurts so bad. I either sleep all day or dont sleep at all... i feel so blah..
The only person that I have told is my "big brother" and he was on the phone with me all last night to me crying...it happened yesterday...i was just so serious...I thought he was the one for me...
I could wait two years...why cant he.. crying i keep shaking. and wanting to cry..but im out of ters..literally....
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 9:35 pm
trust me i've been there before it hurts for a while but eventually it stops hurting. i have even wanted to kill myself a couple of times if it wasn't for my parents i wouldn't even be on gaia right now.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 9:39 pm
Well Imnot going to go kill my self. There is just WAY toomuchto look forward to in life.... I just hurt....so bad.. Right now I just want that warm embrace....he says he cant go one with out it...he needs a realationship with love like that...well for his information I havent for 16 years... I dont get any crap like that from my parents of friends... Why couldnt he just freaking wait.
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57jellybean5 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 10:27 pm
Oh no, rouge I am soo, so sorry. I can't believe that he did that to you, after all that you told me about him I thought for sure he was meant for you.
I'm so sorry, you don't even know how horrible I feel. I wish I could see you and help you and hug you. I want to say he wasn't worth it anyways, but I don't want to hurt your feelings. I'm so, so sorry.
Hey rouge, it's James. Don't want to go on my account, so I'm using Jess's. I'm so sorry about this, it's not even funny. I want to be there with you like Jess, we both wish we were, but we can only be with you through gaia. I'm so sorry he hurt you so badly, and if I were him I would hate myself. I wouldn't ever do that to Jess, why did he have to do it. I'm really sorry, I wish that didn't happen, you deserve so much better. You are one of the nicest people I know, and I can't explain how much Jess and I care about you. We're really sorry and hope you feel better. Love you girl, hang in there sad <3
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 10:37 pm
Reading that made me cry...Not because it was bad or anything...Its just... it means so much to me... I wish you two could be here too..WEll here its hot so I would rather be there :3
I just hurt so bad... I mean..I havent felt this dead in my entire life time..
Its strange I still love him...but its like a huge dent in it...I dont know even if I do still move to cali (Was planning to even before I met him) if I will give him a chance or not..
And I am so glad that you two are official now <3
Thanks you two...I really love ya guys...I just try to be me.
I just cant stop crying now... T-T
I hope I heal after a while.. I just wish I had someone to hug..I love hugs >w>
My best friend Kelsey in the whole entire world..I just told her what happened...she freaked....shes like my soul sister..the moment she found out that it happened she said shes riding her bike over here...by the time she gets here it will be 11pm at night...its 10:30 right now ><
I just feel so dead..
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57jellybean5 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 10:47 pm
Gosh that's horrible, I'm so sorry. I'm glad at least you'll have someone there. Tell Kelsey that we are very thankful that you have her. And we are sorry we made you cry. Jess started crying too, but she's calmed down a bit now. We're sorry, and we hope Kelsey can comfort you better than we can. <3
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 10:55 pm
i wish i could help you too. feeling bad for ya but all i can really say is hang in there.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 10:56 pm
Dont worry about the whole crying thing..it wasent an upset cry..more like.. Ahh I feel better/ loved cry.
What you guys said made me feel so much better.. THank you. You two mean alot to me... You two are on my To visit list >w<
You have done so much for me. THank you guys.
I will tell Kelsey that..she will smile. Shes just everything to me friend wise... I have known her since freshmen year 3 years...and she is still the bestest thing ever to happen to me.
You guys did an amazing job at comforting me. :3 thank you
-I smile and hug you both-
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Posted: Tue Jul 13, 2010 12:22 am
-Smile and hugs back-
Glad we made you feel even a little better. Take your time and don't rush, we can wait here on Gaia for you smile
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57jellybean5 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jul 13, 2010 7:07 pm
I just feel so bad holding up the RPs...I ...I just feel so dead and Zombie like right now...no emotions no nothing...
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Posted: Tue Jul 13, 2010 7:10 pm
And wIth the New RP. THe Twilight haunted town one.... Looks AMAZING!!!
I wants to join.. >W>
Need a human? Ghost? Or what do I need to be? Good guy bad guy? I can play more then one >w>
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57jellybean5 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 17, 2010 11:16 am
Awesome. We've got some rps goin' on here now, I'm excited!
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