~~~Sorry, no one ever answered me when i asked if we post the link to the story or just the story itself so...um..if its not okay ill move it somewhere and post the link~~~

It started about two years ago, at the end of my first year of middle school, it was so long ago yet i remember it like it was yesterday. The emotions from that day overwhelmed me, so much that i wanted to punch Tamaki out the moment he looked at me. But seeing Elliots childishly innocent self holding the one called Honey in her arms and seeing the other girls each enjoying the hosts attention I realized i shouldnt because it wasnt about just me anymore. I had the band to look after now and if it ment seeing them happy Id try to bite my tongue around tamaki. After all, In those two years that i spent away from him I changed physically and emotionally.I wasnt the little girl wanting him to date her anymore. I was the emotionally disturbed singer in a band. My eyes narrowed in on tamakis dumbfounded look on his face. He obviously wasnt use to girls not going crazy over him at the flick of his wrist.

"What was that?"I asked him with Scarlets guitar tapping on my shoulder showing it would be up someones butt if i didnt get left alone. Tamaki quickly got the picture, Maybe because he was a fan and saw scarlet beat up morons regularly. I was surprised I didnt know snobbish rich boys did any more then make everyone else feel like they arent worth it.

"Nothing.Nothing, Ella Tsukio is it? Ive heard your music it touched me deeply~"He answered walking over and taking my hand kissing it. I pulled my hand away and went to slap him for touching me but stopped before i got my hand in the air. Slapping the host club head would get me in deep waters.I put on a fake smile and pretended like it didnt bother me.

"Oh your a fan? I didnt know. Would you like an autograph?"I asked fighting back the incredible urge to knock him back. Luckily tamaki didnt see through my act. It was years of painfully putting on the prettiest smile i could so i could fool the world.He was one of the millions fooled by my act.

"Tamaki is too busy to worry about such things."a female voice harshly spoke. I looked up to see a red haired girl sipping tea on a couch not far from me and tamaki.She had only spoken a small sentance not even more then ten words and I already had her on top of my hit list, right below tamaki of course.

Tamaki looked over to her, "Princess Ayanokoji, this is--"

"I already know Tamaki, the commonor singer Ella Tsukio."She looked up and smiled.I looked at her blankly, She was officially ontop of my hitlist forget tamaki i wanted her gone first. Apparently my reputation proceeded me, as it did with the other members of our band family.I walked away from tamaki to join Elliot and Honey in eating cake. I didnt care for tamaki or his prissy little princess. I wanted to be away from him. As I sat in the chair I was met by Elliots sweet gaze.

"Ella-chan?"She asked she was one in a few who saw through my fake happy acts. My head lowered and the smile faded as my hair went into my face. I didnt cry, I hadnt cried in two years since that day I wouldnt start now. I looked up to Elliots graceful face, She was always the baby in the band.She matched honeys supposive M.O perfectly.

"Im fine Elliot, dont worry."I smiled, this time my smile was sincere, My band was more then a group of my friends, My band was my family and id never let them see me down after all around our group of oddly matched people one could never be sad.

Elliots concerned look quickly vanished to be replaced by a kind playful one.She began nibbling on the cake Mori had gotten her. I looked around for Mori, he was suppose to always be with honey yet he wasnt eating cake with us. I looked to a corner of the room. Scarlet had Mori's back to the wall. Her arms were around his neck and his arms were perfectly placed around her waist. I could only smile, they looked so pleased together.
I lightly tapped elliots hand.Elliot looked at me and I pointed to the couple in the corner, Elliot looked at Mori with Scarlet and giggled. Honey looked over and laughed,
"Takashi has a girlfriend!" He smiled. Mori didnt seem to notice his focus was only on Scarlet, It was a sign it was love at first sight. Scarlet leaned up kissing mori. She was now standing on her toes because he was much taller then her. Honey blushed looking away obviously not wanting to watch Mori lock lips with a girl.

Elliot looked around, "Hey wheres Scarlets grandpa's guitar?And wheres your bag Ella?"I froze, my blood seemed to freeze in the veins. I quickly turned seeing my stuff and Scarlets guitar missing. As i was looking at it I glanced out the window seeing it in the pond.

"WHAT THE HELL!!"I shouted running down to get it. As i was running through one of the empty halls on my way down I passed that girl named Ayanokoji.I kept running down ignoring her. I didnt like her and i bet she was the one that did it. As i got to the lake i picked the guitar up first, Unfortunatly that witch banged it up and it had cracked,unrepairable. I sighed, It was scarlets only way of remembering her grandfather. As i finished picking up all the stuff I placed my hand on the back of my neck. I had bent my neck over so much it was alittle stiff. As i tried to loosen it up I froze, the necklace i always wore was missing! I bent over feeling in the water for it. I Closed my eyes feeling for the precious necklace till my fingers touched it, but when i touched the necklace i touched something else. Something flesh like.I opened my eyes and looked up seeing Tamaki.

"How did this happen?"He asked I shrugged. He picked up the necklace and dried it off for me. "Here let me.."He purred, as he walked behind me putting the necklace on me.
I felt a warm feeling in my stomach, something i hadnt felt in two years. A yearning feeling, The same feeling i got when I first met tamaki.I dismissed it quickly i wouldnt allow myself to love him after what he did to me.

"Thanks tamaki." i got out of the water without another word heading back to the host club to tell Scarlet about her guitar, I wasnt even aware that me and tamaki were being watched. As I walked into the host club with everything back I was met by scarlets gaze, I looked over to her sadly. Her eyes were hoping that her guitar was okay but my expression made her look down sadly. Mori walked over putting his arm around her trying to comfort her silently but knowing it wouldnt help. I glared over at Ayanokoji. she simply smiled a fake little smile and turned her attention back to tamaki as he walked in. I tried to calm down no matter how much i wanted to kill her i couldnt do it. I walked over sitting by myself at a table.

"Its quite impressive, that little scene with you and tamaki Outside.."It was Ayanokoji speaking to me. I looked up to see her at the table.She smiled that hideously fake smile again. "But dont get too comfortable with him do you actually think he would care about someone like you?So emotionally wild, and a commoner.Nothing that even merits his attention."She turned to walk away but paused. "Oh and by the way...it was a pleasure throwing your stuff into the pond and breaking that guitar."

As she spoke those words something in me snapped, the next thing i knew I had my legs wrapped around her arms and chest as i was trying to strangle her with the e minor guitar string. I felt Tamaki try to pry me away from her but i stayed clinched on trying to kill her.
"You b***h you think you can break the one thing Scarlet has to remember her grandfather by???and you think i honestly care about tamaki?"I kept strangling her as my legs compressed her chest so she could only breath in. I only stopped when i heard elliot crying. I slowly released my grip letting her get up as i layed on the ground. Everyone was staring at me. I stood up seeing tamaki Help Ayanokoji up. For some reason my heart sank.

Scarlet looked like she was in a tough argument with herself, She wanted to be happy i tried to kill the person that hurt her only memory of her grandfather but she didnt like the idea of me possibly going to jail for assult and atempted murder.
((ill put more later im getting writers block))