Reaching
Searching deep inside myself
Trying to discern how I feel about you

Thinking
Hoping you would be there
But I cannot lie to defend you anymore

I know you once could be true
But now you're something new

I tried to believe in you
But now I know
That you'll never be there
Not when it counts
You keep making promises
Then breaking your word

I'm tired of the stress, but I'm fixing the problem now
I'm getting rid of you!

Pondering
Remembering how things used to be
Wishing that I could repair this rift

Tearless
Fearless, as I've always been
'Cause I still remember all the things you did

And I wish I knew who you are today
Who the Hell are you?

I tried to believe in you
But now I know
That you'll never be there
Not when it counts
You keep making promises
Then breaking your word

I'm tired of the stress

I still remember the fighting, the screaming
I still remember the silence, your absences
I chose to move on, to not dwell on the past
I hoped things would improve, hoped that now you'd be there
But you are still distant, your life's more important
You don't even see me!

Oh, who the Hell are you?

I tried to believe in you
But now I give up
You'll never be there
Unless it's convenient
Now keep all your promises
'Cause I just don't care

I'm tired of the disappointments
I'm sick of the stress
It ends today, I'm fixing the problem
I'm getting rid of you.