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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 8:37 pm
 Roleplay name:
Sick Little Games
Characters:
Spain/France
Time:
Modern day
Brief Summary:
Spain and France were once living their cheerful lives, visiting each other every day, but only during the day. Although they appeared to by just good old friends on the outside, there was something more. Visits often ended in lustful shows of appreciation, though they weren't lovers, bed partners, maybe, but not lovers.
Enemies.
By day, two looking for a good time, by night, their guns were aimed at one another, purposely to cause harm. Of course, since both were nations, a gunshot would not suffice in killing one another. Cause damage, yes, but the wounds would heal, and it would all start over again.
The next day, the one who put the bullet through the other would give him a concerned look, and offer to heal the wound.
Neither said a word, this was how their life was to be lead.
Of course, both knew that they couldn't keep this up forever, both of their nations were weak at the moment, the next bullet could be their last. Still, both continue their games, until the blood dries and stains the tainted carpets, until the blades hold the last of the victim's blood, until the winner's lips are smeared with the bittersweet taste of iron and pain.
This is all part of their sick little game.
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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 10:02 pm
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things sat by so carelessly
 xxx『 A n t o n i o ☀ F e r n a n d e z ☀ C a r r i e d o 』 xSmile xxxxxxlike you xxxxxxxxxxxxm e a n it.
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Where had the time gone? It seemed like not to long ago that Antonio spent his days cooking, cleaning, taking care of Romano, harvesting tomatoes, the usual. Those were the days, it was peaceful, calming, the Kingdom of Spain was prosperous, he hadn't a worry in the world.
Until something in his economy caused that to change.
Now, his people were suffering, and there wasn't much Antonio could do. He talked to his rulers, the higher ups, they always gave him instructions, and telling him to stay healthy. Of course, Antonio followed, he spend more time in his villa in Madrid, Romano often yelled at him for spending too much time in there. Soon, Lovi stopped visiting, Antonio spent his days laying around the house with nothing to do, except cook, and maybe harvest tomatoes.
As much as spending quality time with himself, he missed company. Soon, he found himself picking up the phone and anxiously hearing it ring, patiently waiting for that 'click' from the other side, and the familiar French accent.
He found himself doing this often, they would enjoy a evening like friends would, sharing recipes (seeing as both were the leading countries in cuisine at the time), and just sipping wine while talking about life.
Of course, seeing as both had it in their nature, their nights would end with steamy proclamations of love that would be forgotten the next day. Both continued this sort of relationship, they didn't mind, they enjoyed it.
Though, the economy became worse, which meant Antonio had to take drastic measures. Antonio was to become an assassin.
That also meant that careless nights with Francis wasn't an option anymore.
Still, they continued without another thought, they acted as if nothing happened, they were simply good friends spending quality time together.
That is, until night fell, which was when sharps knives and guns came out from both parties, and it never ended without a fight for dominance and a blood bath.
Still, like those passionate nights, this would all be forgotten by morning, a little game they played, and were more than happy to do so over and over again . . .
==================================== And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in
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Posted: Thu May 13, 2010 5:01 pm
In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the tide could turn So fast to this degree Can't believe my eyes How can you be so blind? Is the heart of stone No empathy inside? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♈ Ғrąηcis ßσηηεƒσч ♈ Time keeps on slipping away And we haven't learned So in the end now What have we gained? ± : . : ±
He knew this couldn't end well. The conclusion came to him the moment he'd realized that things had changed. It wasn't something that France had to give a second thought to once it'd started and he didn't think he ever would. He just knew.
Change was a reality that they as Nations were faced with every living moment of their existence. Every thought, word, laugh, life...death. They all made that much more of a difference in their long and almost eternal lives, and they were nothing compared to the the more drastic changes a country could go through, and had to adapt to, every time. Living in the past wasn't an option.
And so, after the world had been overcome by economic strife, it was only natural that the personifications who made up said world would have to do a little more; fight a little harder to survive. He didn't realize that such a term would be taken literally, and all because of money. Humans were right when they said that money made the world go round, though France didn't like to believe it. it was humans that controlled them, and if they said that money was the untimate control, then they were right, and France needed it just as much as the other suffering Nations out there.
He needed it just as much as Antonio did.
It had been so easy before this. He could remember times way back when; they were like brothers, he, Antonio, and Gilbert. Francis would even go as far as to call them his family, though he'd never outwardly told them these thoughts.
Even when he and Antonio had found themselves taking up most of the other's time and loving every minute of it, Francis had never told the other Nation exactly how he felt about their pleasure-filled encounters and lustful displays. Of course he had whispered countless sweet nothings on almost all occassions and proclaimed many a French endearments, it was what he knew was expected of him. Sometimes he wondered if anyone knew that he did indeed, actually care.
It was pointless now though. Things weren't so easy anymore, and the time for love and affection had passed. A much darker side of both Nations had been forced to come to the surface, and sometimes they seemed set on consuming the other.
Blood. Teeth. Screams. Fear. Hate. Love.
Death.
Or at least, those were the words constantly running through his mind as he watched his friend -were they still friends? By day, they were as warm and friendly with each other as the day they met, but by night...
He shook his head, mind drifting back to reality and the closed door in front of him. He wasn't a fighter; never had been. He was the Nation of love and of romance.
Yet, even through all the violence that had taken up their nightly activities, he still found himself returning to this same doorstep...every time.
Maybe he was insane.
Then again, were any of them really all there anymore? He really didn't know.
He opened the door.
± : . : ± Are they themselves to blame The misery, the pain? Didn't we let go? Allowed it,let it grow If we can't restrain The beast which dwells inside It will find its way somehow Somewhere in time
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Posted: Thu May 13, 2010 6:34 pm
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things sat by so carelessly
 xxx『 A n t o n i o ☀ F e r n a n d e z ☀ C a r r i e d o 』 xSmile xxxxxxlike you xxxxxxxxxxxxm e a n it.
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Antonio had been taking a bottle of wine from the cellar when he heard his door open. Glancing at the clock hung in the room, he noticed it was about that time when Francis arrive. Quickly looking at the label of the wine bottle in hand, nodding when he confirmed that this would appeal to France's tastes. As he climbed the stairs, he looked from the corner of his eye at the small box hidden in the corner. That was where he usually kept all of his weapons, all waiting to be used for their next victim. Aside from grabbing wine, Antonio picked up a small shotgun, it would be necessary for future plans . .
After all, Francis was coming over. Grabbing a knife wouldn't be needed, there were plenty in the kitchen, all perfectly disguised. Making sure he remembered to clean them all off the remains of its past victim, Antonio made a mental note to stop using those for future tasks.
"Ah, mi amigo! Glad you could join me today." Antonio greeted once he closed the door to the cellar, making sure it was locked before turning back. He gave Francis his usual, cheerful smile, there wasn't a hit of guilt, remorse, horror that he experienced after taking the life of an innocent human he didn't know. Antonio clearly remembered promising himself after the most recent war that he would never take another human's life. Sure, he would take stand if a war erupted, but aside from that, Antonio wanted his hands to remain clean. This wasn't the path he had seen himself leading, the only red liquid he imagined staining his hands and clothes was tomato juice. As he remembered, the first night he completed a task, he looked at himself in the mirror, horrified by what stared back. Those green eyes . . They held the same murderous glare that hadn't been present in hundreds of years, Antonio turned back into the monster he vowed never to allow control him again. Still, he couldn't turn back, he wasn't just Antonio. No, he was the Kingdom of Spain, it was his duty to do whatever it took to keep his Nation intact and prosperous. "I have some wine for us." he said cheerfully, using his hand to beckon him towards the kitchen. "I have some crackers that would go great with it."
The kitchen wasn't small, but it wasn't too big either. At the entrance leading from the living room, something that resembled a table, though not quite, acted as a type of fence from the entrance of the actual kitchen. There were chairs set out from the side pointing out, the type that were very high off the ground. The kitchen has appliances that any other kitchen couldn't do without, a refrigerator, a sink, stove and oven, and of course extra counters for preparing meals. Of course, there was a small container that held several tomatoes perched on the stands that acted as tables. Antonio grabbed the bottle opener from the drawer and two glasses, followed by the little box of cracker he had indicated before. After taking the cork of the wine bottle out, he set it on the table, next to the crackers, before he headed to the fridge to take out a small glass jar of jam, and another of Spanish grown olives. Snatching a few toothpicks from the small container on one of the counters, he walked back, then set the stuff on the counter-like table.
"So, how's life been treatin' ya, hm?"
==================================== And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in
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Posted: Sat May 15, 2010 9:17 pm
In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the tide could turn So fast to this degree Can't believe my eyes How can you be so blind? Is the heart of stone No empathy inside? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♈ Ғrąηcis ßσηηεƒσч ♈ Time keeps on slipping away And we haven't learned So in the end now What have we gained? ± : . : ±
Upon opening the door to the modest Spanish home, France was met with the same old things he had been for as long as he could remember, give or take a few more modern additions to the house. Looking at the clock hanging from the wall, he realized that the time he had habitually taken to wandering here from wherever he was trying to avoid it from was the same as well. So many consistencies, and yet in the pit of his stomach, Francis knew that it was all a lie. It was all part of the carefully crafted mask that was the reality of their existence as of late. The truth of what this was was hidden somewhere within Antonio's quaint little home.
He let out a sigh, closing the door behind him as he let himself in, ignoring the surroundings he had so intently been contemplating only a second earlier and making his way through the house, somehow knowing, even in the quiet stillness hanging over him, that the lone occupant was home and had been expecting his arrival. He always did. Spain always knew, no matter what. Perhaps he was becoming predictable.
In a reassuring gesture, his hand slid over the gun hidden away at his hip, and glidded over the likewise hidden daggers; the poisons. It was calming know they were there; to feel them so close, ready to be used at a moment's notice. This was what they called normal these days. He knew he'd be using them tonight. There was no option not to and there was no choice in the matter. Such a thing was unavoidable no matter how many tears they had cried as Nations during their long lives; all the death they had caused and seen. They all had their dark sides, those dangerous and viscious parts of themselves that they had locked away once they new age had come around. They thought there was no longer a need for such a cruel way of life. They thought wrong.
His eyes widened a fraction as he was brought out of his thoughts, a familiar friendly voice and sunny smile making their way into his field of vision. It seemed Antonio had finally decided to grace him with his presence. He absentmindedly wondered where the other's weapons were before he slipped into his usual mannerisms when with the other Nation, warm smile gracing his lips as he turned to meet his old friend. As different as things had become, his feelings about the Spaniard had not, and he felt the same love and companionship he always had, even in the face of a possible death in the near future. And to think, a part of him had actually hoped that no one would be home.
"It is good to see you, cheri. How I have missed your Spanish accent and stunning good looks." He purred, a playful tone making its way to his words as he followed the taller Nation into the kitchen. Spain always knew how to please him, whether with his cuisine or in more private areas of their relationship. It was something they had both learned from one another over the years and took great pride in. Nations known for love as they were, it was always important to put your lover before yourself, no matter who they may be. However, as Nations in general, it was first and foremost their duty to put their people above all else, even their own kind.
Leaning against the counter, he watched as Spain prepared their little snack. France always did like wine.
Once set down, Francis gingerly picked up his own glass, looking up into the other Nations eyes for the first time since he'd entered his home. As dark as ever, I see...
A small chuckle escaped him as he smiled up at the other Nation. "Mon amour, you know life has never treated us to anything. We must make due with what we have and take what we want all on our own, oui?"
He knew it wasn't the kind of answer one would give to such an everyday question, but it was his and he was keeping it. He brought the glass to his lips with a contented hum.
"Et vous?"
{Et vous? = And you?}
± : . : ± Are they themselves to blame The misery, the pain? Didn't we let go? Allowed it,let it grow If we can't restrain The beast which dwells inside It will find its way somehow Somewhere in time
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Posted: Sat May 15, 2010 10:46 pm
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things sat by so carelessly
 xxx『 A n t o n i o ☀ F e r n a n d e z ☀ C a r r i e d o 』 xSmile xxxxxxlike you xxxxxxxxxxxxm e a n it.
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With a chuckle at the compliment, he opened the jar of olives, grabbing one of the toothpicks to pick one out. He looked up from the jar to look at those blue eyes, he nodded, the words were true.
"Ah, yes. It would be nice, to live like humans. There aren't many worries, all they have to do is work, eat, sleep, live. Although that sounds similar to our way of life . . " Antonio stopped for a moment to glance back down at the jar. Quickly setting it down with one quick motion, he stared at the tiled table, he winced as he remembered that life wasn't as easy as he was making it sound. After recovering from his moment emotional unbalance, something that seemed to occur frequently now a days, he looked up with that sunny smile.
"Guess it isn't that simply, right?" Sadly, the smile on his face could not cover the pain in his voice, the anger he felt as he saw himself becoming the man he use to be, the man he feared the most. With a soft sigh, he cleaned his fingers, wet with the olive juice, on the apron he had wrapped around his waist while grabbing the other supplies. Leaning away from the counter, he opened the drawer in front of him to grab a butter knife. As the light from the lamps above reflected on the knife, Antonio lidded his eyes, staring at the dulled, but still sharp object with admiration, interest. An eerie smirk took over the previous sunny smile, he twiddled the handle of the knife between his fingers, it almost frightened him how confident he felt with it. Once noticing his actions, almost completely forgetting his company, he snapped out of his seemingly hypnotized state, he set the object down next to the crackers and smiling at his companion.
"Jam? It's made from strawberries grown in Andorra, she gave me this jar at her recent visit." He happily explained, grabbing the jar and sliding the lid off, grabbing the butter knife and sticking it in. Although she might not be coming to visit me as often anymore . . . a hidden smirk replaced his smile for a mere second as he remembered the night little Andorra came to visit . . . After a knife through the chest and a bullet through her head, Antonio remained certain that her memory would be lost for a while, God save her people. Once again, the smirk left Antonio's face faster than it has appeared, he grabbed the butter knife and spread its contents on a cracker, before taking a olive and setting it on top. With a tiny smile at his accomplishment, he popped it in his mouth and happily ate it.
The same color as blood . . he though to himself as he closed his eyes for a moment to enjoy his little snack. Yet he taste is far too sweet. As blood had a bittersweet affect, it was something Antonio took pride in licking off the knife after he finished a 'task'.
"How's the wine?" Snapping out of his previous though, he picked up his wine glass. Swishing it around slowly, he brought it close and deeply inhaled the sweet scent. It has a fragrance that was close to that of blood, but it was still too. . . Sweet. The distant smell of grapes that must have been in a vineyard not too long ago, the gentle smell of the country.
Content with the smell, he brought it to his lips and took a sip. Yes, the taste of grapes and alcohol were by his standards, though nothing could replace the bittersweet aftertaste of his victim's blood . . .
One quick glance at the clock, he noticed it was slowly slipping into night time. He frowned slightly, then turned to look back at Francis, his eyes gave him a puppy dog look as Antonio hoped he would get the message. Minutes from now, one of them would eventually pull out their weapon, and the games would begin.
Of course, it was always very entertaining to begin these games while they were occupied being 'friendly' to one another, it added more tension, more excitement. Either way, it wasn't common that Antonio made the first move. He liked to act like he had no idea what was going on until the last minute, that was when his attention truly needed it.
==================================== And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in
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Posted: Mon May 17, 2010 5:57 pm
In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the tide could turn So fast to this degree Can't believe my eyes How can you be so blind? Is the heart of stone No empathy inside? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♈ Ғrąηcis ßσηηεƒσч ♈ Time keeps on slipping away And we haven't learned So in the end now What have we gained? ± : . : ±
Humans.
Everything they were was dependent upon them, wasn't it? Their very lives were created due to the presence of those fleeting and temporal beings. They loved them, and yet, they hated them for what they made them do. What they forced them to become. With every new boss, a new bar was set; a new way of thinking, and whether the human part within them agreed to it or not, they could not go against it. Because they were Nations, and as Nations they had to obey. A life of servitude.
It would be nice to live like them, even if Spain's summarization of their short lives was so very vague. It would be nice to be able to choose where they wanted to go; who they wanted to meet and how they would go about said meetings. They could have real friends without the threat of politics and secularistic values hanging over their heads. In this world there were no friends; only allies, whom which could easily be one's worst enemy with the passing of a day.
France wondered how it felt to be free; to find your own way and live for yourself, rather than holding the wants and needs of an entire country before your own. Did life mean more when there was so little time to live it? When you knew that death could take you at any moment, and every breathe taken could be your last? Did you love and cherish it all the more?
France wondered how it would feel to die.
He remained silent as the Spaniard went about preparing his miniature masterpiece (because everything Spain made was a masterpiece), watching as he cleaned, opened, without so much as a second glance. He did not miss the sad look in the other's eyes as he spoke or the sombre tone his words took on. He knew exactly what he meant, and how he felt. He wished they could be like that too.
His eyes moved back to Spain, a slow smile making its way to his lips in answer to the other Nation's question. "Nothing is simple, Espagne. Everyone makes the simplest things out to be the most difficult of all." His eyes moved down Antonio's arm as he said this; to the expertise of the tanned hand as he twirled a butter knife with effortless grace. It seemed the sun was leaving them hastily today, or so it seemed. Time did seem to pass by quickly these days; or perhaps France just wasn't paying much attention to anything aside from his current situation anymore.
Perhaps it was an obsession. His eyes became half lidded as he watched, enraptured, visions of darkness and the reflection of a blood red moon upon the edge of a knife. So much red. And though he wanted to deny it, he loved it so, so much. It was the colour of his favourite flower; the colour of his closest friend's favourite food. The colour of blood.
He came out of his darkening thoughts soon after Spain's own gaze lightened and slipped from the darkly distorted look of a killer. It was a look many of them had shared once upon a time, and one that they were all becoming reacquainted with. It thrilled him and scared him at the same time.
He let out a small chuckle as he slid down from the counter, making his way slowly over to the taller Nation after he’d questioned him once again. The question was not needed; they both knew. Wine was France’s drink of choice, and he had always complimented Spain on his own when he allowed France the pleasure of tasting it.
He was slipping though. Francis could see the cracks in the carefully constructed mask of innocence and naivety falling apart; like glass falling to the floor and shattering into thousands of tiny shards, it too would shatter at a moment’s notice. Antonio had always kept his crueller, more violent side tightly bound, closed up inside until the very last minute unless he was told to do otherwise. As with anything, France knew it would lead to an explosive result when finally let out, and he was present for such sights more often than not. He would be for it now, he thought, as his eyes moved for a second to the darkening sky.
Francis was different. He preferred to indulge himself in his physical and impulsive wants when need be. It made things easier to allow the insanity that came with being a Nation to slip out silently, unnoticed, in little bits and pieces. It made all the difference when deciding how a person would die and what it would be made out to be.
Finally standing before the Spaniard, France raised his hand, lightly brushing it over the other’s cheek, his neck; down to his chest over his rhythmically beating heart. He tilted his head up then, a purr on his lips and a dangerously seductive gleam in his eyes, “It is lovely, mon amour...” and he captured those cruel, smirking lips for himself.
± : . : ± Are they themselves to blame The misery, the pain? Didn't we let go? Allowed it,let it grow If we can't restrain The beast which dwells inside It will find its way somehow Somewhere in time
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Posted: Mon May 17, 2010 8:24 pm
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things sat by so carelessly
 xxx『 A n t o n i o ☀ F e r n a n d e z ☀ C a r r i e d o 』 xSmile xxxxxxlike you xxxxxxxxxxxxm e a n it.
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Shocked would be an overestimation to his reaction, breath taken, yes. He closed his eyes as he felt them for himself, there was that sweet taste of wine . .
As much as he was use to feeling those soft lips against his, Antonio couldn't help but become completely memorized, the power of a Frenchman's passion. Still, Antonio wouldn't give in so lightly when it came to dominance, he was going to fight for a chance to be take control.
Of course, the way this fight for dominance came wasn't as simple as others, more or so often, this involved blood. He still couldn't make it too obvious though, it was nice to play with your prey before finally going for the kill. Antonio wrapped his arms around Francis' neck, curling the golden locks in his thin fingers. As he tilted his head to the side, he pass his tongue along Francis' lips, permission for entrance.
In the mean while, with one quick movement, he took out the blade hidden in his sleeve, and holding it in between his fingers as he stayed in place for a few more seconds, just a little while longer . .
Antonio pulled away, eyes half lidded as he stared into those blue eyes, those that have seem death, murder, pain, war. Truly, there was nothing pure about the nations, all which have been tainted by these deadly traits, all which have blood staining their hands. There truly must have been something wrong with them to want that, the blood, the taste, the glory . .
"Wine does not compare to blood though." as he though aloud, Antonio moved the blade so that the tip was not touching the back of Francis' neck, he pushed it in slightly to make a small, memorable wound. As his smile turned into a frightening sadistic smirk, Antonio tilted his head to the side to add to the sight. A purr escaped his lips, quite uncommon from him, yet this wasn't the usual happy go lucky Spain. Oh no, this was the time Antonio welcomed and embraced the person in him that craved a fight, that longed for the taste of blood--
The person he hated the most, yet treasured at the same time.
"If only we could die, and be born again. Reincarnation, was it? These humans have such strange theories. Still, the though it interesting, wouldn't it be nice? To die, then come back as different people? Without the burden of a Nation, without the need to see bloodshed, wars, all that bullshit we have to put up with." Antonio's expression darkened, his smirked pursed into an angry line, the blade pushed in deeper.
"As much as I love God, I despise him for making me this . . monster." the blade came around, it pierced skin, leaving a trail of broken skin along Francis' neck, stopping at his collar bone, where Antonio leaned in and licked the red liquid. That bittersweet taste, it had been far too long since he tasted French blood, a day was more than a lifetime for Antonio now a days.
==================================== And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 4:15 pm
In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the tide could turn So fast to this degree Can't believe my eyes How can you be so blind? Is the heart of stone No empathy inside? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♈ Ғrąηcis ßσηηεƒσч ♈ Time keeps on slipping away And we haven't learned So in the end now What have we gained? ± : . : ±
It was times like these when France could almost pretend that things were normal; soft lips pressed together, the sweet taste of wine lingering between them. It would have been normal, except the red liquid they had so innocently shared in the past was now laced with the metallic taste of blood, and though this picture they presented was one France was all too familiar with, he knew better. And that made all the difference.
Even so, the passion was one thing that had always been present between them and though recently it was of a much more aggressive nature, it was one thing that would always remain constant in both their lives. He could feel it now, passing between them and slowly increasing within his partner. Spain had always had a dominant streak. He hid it well, and most weren't aware of it, especially the younger and more innocent-minded Nations; but France knew. He'd always known.
The French Nation personally wasn't as power hungry as his Spanish counterpart and never had been. He would fight back, as was expected of him in such a situation however, it was always in Francis' nature to want to please his partners and give himself to them in whatever way they needed. It was a habit he knew he'd have to grow out of with all that had happened in such a short time. He lived to please, and loved to do so, but he loved to live much more, and if it meant having to hurt and lie and sleep with the devil, then he would do that with just as much love.
He threw himself into the kiss, accepting the questioning tongue passing over his lips and running his hands over the other's chest, arms, sides, down and over his wrists and hands, where he knew the Spaniard would no doubt be holding a weapon. Ah. So dear Antonio was in a knife kind of mood, was he? He moved his hand away, deciding to humour his friend for now.
He pulled back as Spain did, looking up into those beautiful, ugly, dangerously murderous eyes. He allowed his face to slide into a darkly amused expression, slow smirk growing wider as they both caught their breathe. As his own breathing returned to normal, he held it there, even as the cold sharp edge of the knife was placed against the back of his neck and the sting of breaking skin made their way to his senses. It hurt, that was true, but France had been through much worse than simple knife wounds and he kept his half-lidded eyes trained on the other Nation's expression, watching for any changes and a sign that things would get more serious than petty knife play. France was a patient man, but he was also careful.
Pressing his forehead to Spain's he threaded his hands into his hair, tugging none to gently; a warning, and chuckling lightly at the other man's foolish wishes. As cruel as Spain was, he could be so naive at times. A quiet purr escaped him as the darker Nation's tongue ran over his wound, and he moved one hand to take hold of the knife wielding wrist, pulling it back from his exposed skin. "Still so young at heart, amour. Are you still clinging to those old fantasies humans so tightly hold onto to? They are all lies, you know...excuses and childish hopes that the whispers they call lives may be worth more than the short time they are. We will never have that."
His hold on Spain's hair loosened, hand moving down over the tanned cheek and lightly over the strong neck; tightened. "We will always be monsters, and as much as you wish the fault could be put upon some unseen creator, it is no one's fault but our own. After all, we are our people, non?"
± : . : ± Are they themselves to blame The misery, the pain? Didn't we let go? Allowed it,let it grow If we can't restrain The beast which dwells inside It will find its way somehow Somewhere in time
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 3:44 pm
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things sat by so carelessly
 xxx『 A n t o n i o ☀ F e r n a n d e z ☀ C a r r i e d o 』 xSmile xxxxxxlike you xxxxxxxxxxxxm e a n it.
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Antonio pulled the knife back, his face momentarily blank as he brought his hand over and placed the knife to his lips. He allowed his tongue to lick some of the blood off carefully, foolishly allowed it to pierce his tongue.
"At least I haven't turned into some old man." He cooed, before using his knees to push Francis to the ground, satisfied as they both tumbled down. He hovered over the other man, the smirk still plastered on his face. He still held the knife in his hands, careful not to have caused any damage as they fell. As he swayed his hips from side to side in his foolish attempts to seduce the other first, Antonio leaned down and ran his tongue over the wound he made previously on France's neck. Of course, because he made a cut on his tongue, Antonio watched as their blood fused together.
The image was so pretty, amusing, he could imagine them 'dancing' the night away. .
"Of course not, I stopped dreaming a long time ago. Because I know they were lies. Are lies." His murderous expression flickered for a moment, switching back to the usual calm expression, with a tiny sad smile. "I can't keep avoiding things by just napping outside by my tomato trees." Leaning down, he gently kissed Francis, before backing away and hovering over him again.
"Monster. . " His expression remained blank, he merely nodded and began to unbutton the hem of Francis' shirt with his mouth. Now, he let his guard down, waiting to be dominated by the other, for he didn't have the confidence at the moment to do much.
He knew he was a monster, he found that out years ago. The times when he looked down at the people he sliced down with his halberd. Instead of dropping down to his knees and beg forgiveness, he laughed, with a childish look on his face. There was a point in time when he actually enjoyed seeing people in pain, seeing the blood shed, and taint his beloved halberd. . .
The monster he never thought he would become. It still lived, it strives, with only Antonio's self control to keep it in check. Of course, there were times when he couldn't.
"Our own . . ." He continued to repeat Francis' words, thinking he could find some reassurance. "People."
==================================== And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 2:49 pm
In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the tide could turn So fast to this degree Can't believe my eyes How can you be so blind? Is the heart of stone No empathy inside? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♈ Ғrąηcis ßσηηεƒσч ♈ Time keeps on slipping away And we haven't learned So in the end now What have we gained? ± : . : ±
France watched the change in his old friend's face as he leaned down over him to lap at his wound and to kiss his lips; could see the hopelessness that had filmed over his previoulsy vibrant green eyes. They were not human. That was true. But there was a very human part to every Nation; a part that most of the time they forgot, with all the enemies and allies; all the wars. The control. A Nation had to put his land and his people before all else, even himself, and as time went by, anything human remaining within them slowly faded away to a whisper of what once was. A shell. They lived lives of servitude, and though the newer Nations, fresh with new ideals and hope, believed in things such as friendship and freedom, those were things that could never be so for their kind.
As long as their fates were in the hands of the humans who ruled them, they would never be free, and could never truly be happy. France knew. They were all just fading away, slowly, slowly, before one day they would disappear and become nothing but a memory. It was what happened to Rome. His people, humans, became fixated on their greed and their power, until they went too far and came crashing back down. Even now, hundreds of years later, they had still not learned, and as France looked up into his old friend's eyes, lusting for blood, he knew it was happening to them too. And though he knew the consequences, and the hurt that they were causing each other, he could feel the very same thrill that was coursing through the Spaniard's veins, and he didn't want to let it go.
Back to the floor, and pinned by someone he had once called a friend, when he was allowed to call him a friend, France felt at home, even as his forgotten heart seized in agony at what they had become, because though he had reprimanded Antonio and scoffed at him, France had hoped that there was still a part of that light in his friend. It was what had drawn him to the other the first time they'd met, and he didn't know if there was anything left of the old 'Tonio. "But Antonio, you have been nothing, if not a dreamer, since the very first time I met you. Do you remember?"
He leaned up once again to taste their mingled blood upon the reddened lips of the Spaniard above him, relishing in the feel of it moving down his throat. It was in this, that he did not have to think. He didn't have to rationalize or try yo make sense of the world they had been thrust into. He only needed to feel and to follow his instincts, like an animal. Like a monster.
A chuckle escaped his lips as he pulled back, leaving a sharp bite in his wake, devoid of feeling and the small hope he'd held only a second before. And as Antonio forgot himself and began relieving Francis of his shirt he shifted, rolling them over so that he sat upon the larger Nation, pinning him to the floor as he had done to him. He reached up to the hands of his lover, gently picking the knife from between his slackened fingers. His Antonio had let his guard down all on his own. His poor, poor Espagne.
"Tell me, mon coeur, do you hate them? Do you wish them dead? Torn apart and bleeding upon the ground as you have done to so many of the children of other Nations before? To me?"His smile widened, darkening all the more as he traced a thin line of blood over the other Nation's chest, blood bubbling to the surface as he continued speaking, almost whispering, to the Nation below him. "You once told me you loved me...is this love, Espagne? I thought I knew once."
± : . : ± Are they themselves to blame The misery, the pain? Didn't we let go? Allowed it,let it grow If we can't restrain The beast which dwells inside It will find its way somehow Somewhere in time
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