dripping blood chapter6
i couldn't believe how lucky i was to have Ambrosie. he was like an angle he was what i had missing in my life. HE kissed my neck and whispered into my skin. your thirsty. i looked at him, how did he know. "i know because you are new and i can feel the heat radiating off of your throat ." i sighed of course he would know. " well what are we going to do about do you have a stock or something here? He laughed. "love there is only one way to receive blood and it benefit your body and quench that awful thirst. i stared at him as if my eyes could tell him everything i was feeling right then.
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his fingers cupped my chin and he stared straight into my eyes with his. "I know that its hard at first it it will be disturbing and maybe even almost impossible to think about but its who we are and how we have to survive. isn't this what you wanted"?
yes my sweet Ambrosie i have always wanted this ever sense i was a child i dreamed of being the creature that i had begun to have an obsession with. not only that but now that i have you i want to always have you now and forever.
He smiled at me and kissed me lightly on the lips" i feel the same way but the only way for that to be even remotely possible is for you to stay alive. and as sad as i am to say it the only way to achieve that its to feed its what keeps us alive. i wish there was some other way but at the moment Callidora there is none, you know i would do anything in the world for you and i would never hurt you. so just trust me i know what i am doing and i will teach you how to control yourself and stay intact with your humanity." i looked down and i knew that he was right but for some reason it was still hard to admit that to myself. i just couldn't see me drinking that lush-us deep red liquid from a human. ok now that i think of it that way i can.
" Don't think about it that way, your not hurting them the way it works is if you don't want it to be painful to them it wont be it will feel to them however you mean for it to." This made me feel better and it put it into a new perspective for me. i think i could live with that. Ok i think that this may work. He laughed and whispered i know it will.
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The night was dark and misty, eerie if i say so myself. It had a certain appeal to me in spite of the awkwardness of it. My stomach rolled with the thought of what i was about to do, it was like my first kiss all over again, shaky knees, butterflies in my stomach, sweaty palms, accept i wasn't with Ethan Marlow either i was with my own personal angel Ambrosie. If he said i would be fine then i would be i just couldn't shake these first time jitters.
" stop fretting love, when you smell the blood your instincts will automatically kick in just let the animal come out of you but stay in control." but what if i cant, i don't know how. Listen just think of the things that you care about think of the things that attach you to your soul the things that make you who you are. Everything will be fine. if it gets out of hand im right here i wont let you do anything you will regret i would never let something that awful happen to you. i sighed heavily then i kissed him again.
Suddenly a sent so strong that it almost knocked me over swept its way unto me. I pulled away from Ambrosie so quick there wasn't even a word to explain it. The sent was exhilarating and intoxicating at the same time. It wasn't like anything i had ever smelled before. Then i saw her, a young woman about the age of twenty taking a late night jog listening to her ipod. The animal instincts Ambrosie told me about kicked in. I almost lost control when i remembered about what happened last night. My mind eased and i wasn't so animal like, i remembered my family and my favorite music and all the things i loved to do. i regained control, i slipped into the shadows and gently grabbed the woman and pulled her towards me. I bit into her lovely white neck and that red liquid i so devastatingly craved flowed into my mouth. I thought of love and bliss and soon the woman in my arms got that lovey dovey look in her eyes and slumped in my arms. I drank what i needed and left a fair amount of blood in her. I started to detach myself then i thought when you awake you will think you dozed of and fell asleep here in the grass. Then i let go and laid the woman under a tree away from the road a little ways.
When i turned back to Ambrosie he was smiling proudly. He ran to me and picked me up and slug me around into a tight embrace. Your a natural Callidora, god i love you, amazingly lethal but how gorgeous are you. watching you takes my breath away. I smiled then suddenly my eyes widdend there wasn't any dripping blood was there. Ambrosie burst into laughter not a drop.