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DARK
Dream lover.
like a dark angel
fallen from the sky
looming over me.
Offer me an inviting hand
Let me reach out to you.
I can feel it...
The warmth you radiate
in you
only in you.
We embrace passionately
and melt into each others arms
Even the darkest moments
feel like heavens come alive
my cares take to flight
my heart starts to soar
when I hear you whisper the words,
"I need you...."
I know its true
for I need you too my love.
Two souls become one
In a realm no one can venture
Dark angel
my sweet dark angel
tell me you will stay
give me your fatal silver kiss,
And let me be with you
in the immortal coil of love
forever....

My Love

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

talk to me sky...

since i was young, i've always wondered but i never asked.
but now that im much older i must regret my past.
so sky. sky tell me why you have only two moods?
when you're happy or you're sad you still bear many fruits.

when you are happy you brighten up the town.
and when your happy after dark it's still warm all around.

although, when your sad i am dissapointed.
the cold rain falls apon my face and makes me feel anointed.

sometimes you're too hot or cold.
sometimes you're too quiet or bold.
when the thunder claps i fall into anguish...

i see and feel your pain.
i see and feel the rain.
but i'd rather hear you speak a different language.

i wrote this for my lit. class!! xp

It was me

Walking steadily but slow,
Down the school dorm.
Noticing people I once knew,
But I still feel the storm.

My books - each in hand,
As tears wet all the pages.
Such a painful world today,
But these are normal stages.

The heartache deep inside,
Doesn't show on my face.
I hear my name being called,
But I don't like this place.

I see my old love affair,
As she walks into an old room.
Looking different these days,
My existence wont be here soon.

Dropping my books off,
Into the following class.
Wishing I could run away,
But I can't escape that fast...

My vision starts to blur slowly,
As tears run down my cheek.
People watching me, hurtfully,
Knowing it happens every week.

Yet, nobody asks if I'm okay,
As they already know the truth.
Knowing that I lie every time,
Under this broken ridged roof.

My sleeves rolled down today,
Cuts kept under linen.
Want to scream that I'm hurting,
But I keep the emotions off my face.

Just a blank page, I always wear,
That people have gotten used too.
Wish it could be somebody else,
But it's me hurting, not you.

Reaching for the scissors that I kept,
Hiding them deep inside my pocket.
Trying to find a time; I can exit here,
Coldness burning, off my silver locket.

Into the bathroom - the next stop,
With white, porcelain toilet bowls.
Locking the door behind me as I enter,
Taking my scissors and cutting holes.

It stands out clear, 'I hate my life.'
As it's written all over this plain wall.
Wishing there was time to write more,
Upon the broken grooves & down the hall.

Hating the fact, as its chosen now,
Thoughts running through my head.
'There's no point on staying here,
Aren't you wishing inside, to be dead.'

The blade of the golden scissors,
Traces journeys upon my wrists.
Wishing I could of explained there,
Who had turned my mind straight to this.

Blood pours down off my arms,
As I hear a young girl scream.
I tell her not to tell anybody,
And that it was all just a dream.

She doesn't listen to me, then,
And then I wondered if she could hear...
Maybe I got what I had wished for,
And at that moment I had disappeared.

My body gets carried away then,
To a black hoarse thats outside.
Flowers sit patiently upon the wood,
But I can't see anybody inside...

Then my existence disappears,
My name has been erased off the list.
Flying into the moonlight of the sky,
After, that final cut kept upon my wrist.

I'm a beautiful concrete angel now,
As I'm happily buried down below.
Never knowing that I was there,
And the truth you will never know.

But nobody will know the facts today,
Because I had never let them see.
The person who hurt me most inside,
Was nobody imparticular as,

It was me...

Your actions cut me deep
as your words are acid seeping into the wounds,can't go on like this
the longer the wait the deeper the wounds and acid goes

Was the end so near?
or did it appear out of nowhere
could we have been saved from this fall out

What went wrong?
everything seemed fine
and then with a blink of an eye everything was gone

Your actions cut me deep
as your words are acid seeping into the wounds,can't go on like this
the longer the wait the deeper the wounds and acid goes

This fall out is not one anyone want to see
stupid girl,stupid girl
should of known forever is just a figure of imagination

We should of saw this coming
shouldn't of promised forever when we knew we were living day by day
is this the end of everything we've ever hoped and dreamed for?

Your actions cut me deep
as your words are acid seeping into the wounds,can't go on like this
the longer the wait the deeper the wounds and acid goes