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have been through stuff no 11 year old should even think about i have seen my father beat up my mother when they were both drunk i was only 5 but i remember it like it was 1 minute ago...
my mother and father got drunk you see...i was on the couch then i heard shouting...i was use to it though then i went inside and saw my father tip cake on my mothers head...then pour lager And coke on it.she went over to him but he headbutted her and it made her bleed...i caught her and fell on my back...they never stopped even when i was shivering scared.
my father threw my mother in the bath...blood along the walls and punched her in the eye.it made her bleed. she fought back now she got a can of airspray and sprayed it into his eyes he screamed then pushed her onto the ground.then grabbed her by the collor of her neck.and bashed her head on the stairs so blood was there.my mtoher stabbed his hand with a fork. T _ T this is just some of the stuff ive been in.
there is not 1 day in my life tears have not streaked my face.


i have had no real freinds in my life.only one and he died. everyone at school beats me up and picks on me badly they tease my for my O.C.D and take my stuff then throw them away.i have had glue in my hair and glitter also in my eyes.i was beaten up to give them my phone. I always get cyber bulled also. its stared to drive me crazy.any help?

Thanks for your kindness. my mother is drinking again Y _ Y

Hmm i just wanna die badly T - T

I feel very sorry for you... Is your parents avalible to help you with this problem? Or the cannot? About the bulling... if it's at school, maybe you can ask/call the princable or the teacher. Which ever on e workes or is the closest...

u kno what i do bout the bullieng...i jus go give them what they gave me evrytime i get annoyed of them if they throw rocks i throw bigger rocks...if they beat me up i beat them up twice as hard...i dont care bout their little sobs and cries,itz their fault for picking on me...hope that this advice helps u...from da hawk twisted cool