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 Posted: Mon Apr 05, 2010 5:10 pm
My life is like a black hole
cold and empty with nothing to hang onto
i feel like im going to die
as if a knife has struck me in the heart
but i dont want to lose you
my freinds,my loves...my family.
thats how it feels to me
my life has no meaning
why is life important when all it dose is hurt
i feel like killing myself as the pain is getting to me
i wonder if i WILL die
from stress or somthing like that
or am i going mad like the hatter and its hat D:
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Posted: Mon Apr 05, 2010 7:58 pm
A thousand tiny cuts add up to form one
jagged slash.
A thousand broken promises can cause your
world to crash.
A thousand misspent tears dried up, a thousand
stained-glass faces;
A thousand cuts pierce cleanly through a thousand
wretched spaces.
When every dreadful nightmare shines its light on
muddied wishes,
And every acid rainfall kills a billion
tiny fishes;
A thousand words won't sanctify the wars waged
on religions,
The thousand cuts will spread and sow some
sacrilegious missions.
When looking forward at the past, these missions
seldom matter,
When picking grapes, the lot gets dropped, entire
vineyards splatter.
The sum of his unspoken words became too pure
to give.
His death came by a thousand cuts, because he feared
to live.
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Posted: Mon Apr 05, 2010 8:09 pm
scarlet_rivers 3737 A thousand tiny cuts add up to form one jagged slash. A thousand broken promises can cause your world to crash. A thousand misspent tears dried up, a thousand stained-glass faces; A thousand cuts pierce cleanly through a thousand wretched spaces. When every dreadful nightmare shines its light on muddied wishes, And every acid rainfall kills a billion tiny fishes; A thousand words won't sanctify the wars waged on religions, The thousand cuts will spread and sow some sacrilegious missions. When looking forward at the past, these missions seldom matter, When picking grapes, the lot gets dropped, entire vineyards splatter. The sum of his unspoken words became too pure to give. His death came by a thousand cuts, because he feared to live. That...took meh breath away then again im bound to write crap poems as im 11 > . <
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:30 pm
Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 A thousand tiny cuts add up to form one jagged slash. A thousand broken promises can cause your world to crash. A thousand misspent tears dried up, a thousand stained-glass faces; A thousand cuts pierce cleanly through a thousand wretched spaces. When every dreadful nightmare shines its light on muddied wishes, And every acid rainfall kills a billion tiny fishes; A thousand words won't sanctify the wars waged on religions, The thousand cuts will spread and sow some sacrilegious missions. When looking forward at the past, these missions seldom matter, When picking grapes, the lot gets dropped, entire vineyards splatter. The sum of his unspoken words became too pure to give. His death came by a thousand cuts, because he feared to live. That...took meh breath away then again im bound to write crap poems as im 11 > . < im 13 and i love writing dark poems its a hobey realy lol do u have any more poems ?
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:34 pm
scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 A thousand tiny cuts add up to form one jagged slash. A thousand broken promises can cause your world to crash. A thousand misspent tears dried up, a thousand stained-glass faces; A thousand cuts pierce cleanly through a thousand wretched spaces. When every dreadful nightmare shines its light on muddied wishes, And every acid rainfall kills a billion tiny fishes; A thousand words won't sanctify the wars waged on religions, The thousand cuts will spread and sow some sacrilegious missions. When looking forward at the past, these missions seldom matter, When picking grapes, the lot gets dropped, entire vineyards splatter. The sum of his unspoken words became too pure to give. His death came by a thousand cuts, because he feared to live. That...took meh breath away then again im bound to write crap poems as im 11 > . < im 13 and i love writing dark poems its a hobey realy lol do u have any more poems ? No i made that up on the spot sweatdrop i was really depressed again ill try in a sec ^^
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:38 pm
Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 A thousand tiny cuts add up to form one jagged slash. A thousand broken promises can cause your world to crash. A thousand misspent tears dried up, a thousand stained-glass faces; A thousand cuts pierce cleanly through a thousand wretched spaces. When every dreadful nightmare shines its light on muddied wishes, And every acid rainfall kills a billion tiny fishes; A thousand words won't sanctify the wars waged on religions, The thousand cuts will spread and sow some sacrilegious missions. When looking forward at the past, these missions seldom matter, When picking grapes, the lot gets dropped, entire vineyards splatter. The sum of his unspoken words became too pure to give. His death came by a thousand cuts, because he feared to live. That...took meh breath away then again im bound to write crap poems as im 11 > . < im 13 and i love writing dark poems its a hobey realy lol do u have any more poems ? No i made that up on the spot sweatdrop i was really depressed again ill try in a sec ^^ okays this my new ones:Slash, gouge My wrists they drip with blood Stag, my heart stops beating Built up hatred Burning inside Holding up it all up inside I`m a forgotten cause Constantly being stepped on An unloved person I sit on the swings While every one else Hangs with their friends The grass dies under My feet where I walk Cuz I`m an unwanted cause I jump towards my True love the ocean As the light that I See above slowly darkens I take one last second To think "this is for the Best no one really Needs me cause" I`m an unwanted and:Bone deep, skin deep, Selfless, selfish, Heart beating, glass eyes, Bare truth, twisted lies. A mirror, two sides, A coin, heads or tails, Choose a path, Life, death, grasp or gasp. Pain, shame, numb Shield stripped away Who are you? An angel blessed or demon damned. Wings- free and unbound, or broken, Quicksand sucking you under, Fly little one, Unless you're a pretender, so fake. Shattered surface, your soul Screaming truth, a core A truth you must know, The sky or the floor. We don't always like what we see, But acceptance is the only way, Maybe there isn't one place, But a naked truth, beyond a simple face. Love, hate, live, die, Let your soul go free, Chains will only choke you, Let your heart lead, let your soul be, Forever truth, to face the mirror and say With pride, this is who I am- ME
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:39 pm
Ever felt how i feel
so lonely and sad
when my mother drinks
and i have no dad
the gut wrenching pain
i turn to gaia
as its the place i have a freind
the pain makes me wish
oh wish
i would meet my end
when i go to school
and get beaten up
i have my lunch
and cry into my cup
this may be a bad thing
i know i am bad
but the thing i want most
is for my death bell to ring.
THAT WAS CRAP gonk
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:45 pm
Daywalker12287 Ever felt how i feel so lonely and sad when my mother drinks and i have no dad the gut wrenching pain i turn to gaia as its the place i have a freind the pain makes me wish oh wish i would meet my end when i go to school and get beaten up i have my lunch and cry into my cup this may be a bad thing i know i am bad but the thing i want most is for my death bell to ring. THAT WAS CRAP gonk its not that bad and i dont have a dad either i call him dad but hes just my moms bf and my mom is all i have left of my family and i hate her i only stay with her cause i have no were else to go
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:47 pm
scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 Ever felt how i feel so lonely and sad when my mother drinks and i have no dad the gut wrenching pain i turn to gaia as its the place i have a freind the pain makes me wish oh wish i would meet my end when i go to school and get beaten up i have my lunch and cry into my cup this may be a bad thing i know i am bad but the thing i want most is for my death bell to ring. THAT WAS CRAP gonk its not that bad and i dont have a dad either i call him dad but hes just my moms bf and my mom is all i have left of my family and i hate her i only stay with her cause i have no were else to go I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11?
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:51 pm
Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 Ever felt how i feel so lonely and sad when my mother drinks and i have no dad the gut wrenching pain i turn to gaia as its the place i have a freind the pain makes me wish oh wish i would meet my end when i go to school and get beaten up i have my lunch and cry into my cup this may be a bad thing i know i am bad but the thing i want most is for my death bell to ring. THAT WAS CRAP gonk its not that bad and i dont have a dad either i call him dad but hes just my moms bf and my mom is all i have left of my family and i hate her i only stay with her cause i have no were else to go I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11? nope i just turned thirteen ....im emo too so who am i to judge ur just like everyone else but ur depressed u dont deserve to be called those things just cause ur emo
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:52 pm
scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 Ever felt how i feel so lonely and sad when my mother drinks and i have no dad the gut wrenching pain i turn to gaia as its the place i have a freind the pain makes me wish oh wish i would meet my end when i go to school and get beaten up i have my lunch and cry into my cup this may be a bad thing i know i am bad but the thing i want most is for my death bell to ring. THAT WAS CRAP gonk its not that bad and i dont have a dad either i call him dad but hes just my moms bf and my mom is all i have left of my family and i hate her i only stay with her cause i have no were else to go I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11? nope i just turned thirteen ....im emo too so who am i to judge ur just like everyone else but ur depressed u dont deserve to be called those things just cause ur emo Other way around mate im emo BECAUSE im called all those names i just think why is life worth living?
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:54 pm
Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 Ever felt how i feel so lonely and sad when my mother drinks and i have no dad the gut wrenching pain i turn to gaia as its the place i have a freind the pain makes me wish oh wish i would meet my end when i go to school and get beaten up i have my lunch and cry into my cup this may be a bad thing i know i am bad but the thing i want most is for my death bell to ring. THAT WAS CRAP gonk its not that bad and i dont have a dad either i call him dad but hes just my moms bf and my mom is all i have left of my family and i hate her i only stay with her cause i have no were else to go I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11? nope i just turned thirteen ....im emo too so who am i to judge ur just like everyone else but ur depressed u dont deserve to be called those things just cause ur emo Other way around mate im emo BECAUSE im called all those names i just think why is life worth living? yeah i think the same way i only am alive cause of someone i love and he is my only friend in real life and he dosent like me the same way...
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:56 pm
scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 Ever felt how i feel so lonely and sad when my mother drinks and i have no dad the gut wrenching pain i turn to gaia as its the place i have a freind the pain makes me wish oh wish i would meet my end when i go to school and get beaten up i have my lunch and cry into my cup this may be a bad thing i know i am bad but the thing i want most is for my death bell to ring. THAT WAS CRAP gonk its not that bad and i dont have a dad either i call him dad but hes just my moms bf and my mom is all i have left of my family and i hate her i only stay with her cause i have no were else to go I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11? nope i just turned thirteen ....im emo too so who am i to judge ur just like everyone else but ur depressed u dont deserve to be called those things just cause ur emo Other way around mate im emo BECAUSE im called all those names i just think why is life worth living? yeah i think he same way i only am alive cause of someone i love and he is my only friend in real life and he dosent like me the same way... FACT OF THE DAY the only reason im alive is because of twilight and gaia
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:57 pm
Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11? nope i just turned thirteen ....im emo too so who am i to judge ur just like everyone else but ur depressed u dont deserve to be called those things just cause ur emo Other way around mate im emo BECAUSE im called all those names i just think why is life worth living? yeah i think he same way i only am alive cause of someone i love and he is my only friend in real life and he dosent like me the same way... FACT OF THE DAY the only reason im alive is because of twilight and gaia why those things ? and do u want to be friends ? oh and sorry i always change the sub its a bda habitt
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2010 12:59 pm
scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 scarlet_rivers 3737 Daywalker12287 I just feel so lonely dont you think im weird or physico for being emo at 11? nope i just turned thirteen ....im emo too so who am i to judge ur just like everyone else but ur depressed u dont deserve to be called those things just cause ur emo Other way around mate im emo BECAUSE im called all those names i just think why is life worth living? yeah i think he same way i only am alive cause of someone i love and he is my only friend in real life and he dosent like me the same way... FACT OF THE DAY the only reason im alive is because of twilight and gaia why those things ? and do u want to be friends ? oh and sorry i always change the sub its a bda habitt Gaia itd the only place i have freinds twilight im not sure why i just feel connected > . < like im part of that world alothough i am smarter than others my age ^^
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