a year or so back, i met someone, she became my best friend, we would do everything together, we continued to talk and have fun and be friends until about a month ago when i had a series of dreams about her, thats when i realised i loved her. and now i dont know if she loves me, so im trying to find out, but all i head is discouragement... on valentines day i felt this overwhelming depression come out of me because i was all alone, with nobody to love, i never saw her that day, i went home and just.. cried, i cried for an hour until i fell asleep, i woke u, cried myself back to sleep, then lye in bed for the rest of the day.
now she is getting closer to me, mentaly and physicaly, im happy, and sad on the inside because i dont know what she thinks of me, i love her with all my heart and i would die for her, but i dont know about her...