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It's not like I dislike you. In fact, it's quite the opposite. It's just that I disagree with anything and everything about you and whatever you say and/or do. I suppose that's the reason I love you so much.

that I don't know what's happening to me but I'm not doing well at all everything just hurts even when it shouldn't but I don't want to tell you because I don't want you to worry and I know if you knew I wasn't saying anything you'd be hurt but I can't have you worry about me more than you already do. I also want to hurt myself physically again but I can't because Your my best friend and I can't hurt you any more or worry you anymore either. But I can't stand to just emotionally hurt myself anymore its not the same I need something to numb it which is a different kind of pain. I know you'd be upset if you knew this and more if and/or when you found/find out, I am so so sorry...