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XxShadowMisstressXx Captain
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 Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 6:09 pm
The contest doesn't have to be oly stories it can be any knid of liturtuture i know i didn't spell that right lol anyway it can be poems or anything like that. Remember winner gets 200 gold the contest ends the last day of hte month and a new one starts the frst day of every month. Sometimes just to make it hard i'll give you an assigned topic. But for now you can write about anything even sappy crap. (no offense to those who like that) smile biggrin
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 7:42 pm
i feel alone and deserted
the only one i cared for left me hurting
i could not believe he would do this to me
i love him like no other
but now he loves another
i can barley stand the sound of his name
but no matter the pain
no matter the hurt
i will wait for him
as long as i must
these young men all full of lust i pass on by
for my love burns for only one
for him it burns like a million suns
forget him you say
but how can i
forget the one to whom my heart belongs
and i say this now
and it be true
my love, my heart
shall always reside with you
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XxShadowMisstressXx Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 7:43 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 7:44 pm
cold kisses chapter 1 blissfull pain
i thought that this was going to be like every other day i was dead wrong.
I was walking through the woods trying to get my mind off the things going on.
then suddenly there was a rush of cold air. Then i saw a man walking towards me.
That was the only thing even remotely human about him was the way he appeared.
he looked like a granite Greek god statue he was beautiful. In the most
breathtaking voice he said i have been watching you
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i said oh really why would you want to watch me i asked. he replied in that
voice like a angel because your such a beautiful and interesting creature.
wow this gorgeous whatever he was thought i was beautiful. then he smiled
and i saw his teeth, he had fangs at least 2 inches long. His eyes were a
bright shocking silver. then suddenly i had the urge to kiss him. he leaned
in and i followed. our lips met perfectly and his followed mine like a mirror.
It was so intoxicating. He sighed and i copied him. Then he moved his lips
down my neck and i shivered with delight. This man or boy or whatever he
was, was gorgeous and was making me excited i had never felt this way
before. He was kissing my neck and i wrapped my arms around his neck
and hugged him tighter to me. He didn't resist he came willingly he was so
close to me it made my heart pound just thinking about it. Then he ran his
hands down my side and i shivered with delight again i wanted him to keep
going. He moved his soft lips across my neck and then he bit me. it stung
but it was amazing. Then he started sucking the place he just bit. i didn't
know what he was doing but it was blissfully painful. He wrapped his had in
my hair and kept one on my side. Then i suddenly felt a surge of pain at my
neck. i didn't scream because i didn't
care.
page 2
i let him continue and the pain worsened. It felt like a flame wrapping around
my neck and my body eating away the flesh. i didn't scream because in
away it was blissful. this may be odd but even though that little voice in my
head was screaming at the top of its lungs danger,danger i let him
keep going. The suddenly my vision faded and i couldn't see at all i was in
complete darkness. i wasn't afraid of it though. i was use to darkness, it was
my companion. i felt him, or it holding me and i relaxed i went limp. despite
the pain i was feeling i felt at peace. i completely gave in. the amazing thing
was he didn't try to hurt me or anything like that he just kept on doing what
he was doing. i had no idea what was happening and that he actually was
hurting me in a way, i was completely absorbed.
Then i cant clearly rember what happen next just that i sort of passed out.
For what seemed like the longest time i was in such pain. My flesh feeling
as if it was being ripped of my body slowly peace by peace. i found that i
wanted to scream but couldn't. it wasn't blissful anymore and i couldn't feel
him holding me anymore. i was frightened. what was happening to me.
Then slowly but surely the pain was fading as if someone was putting out
the fire. moment by moment i relaxed a little more until i felt another pain,
but this was only in my throat. it was a burning worse then the pain i had felt
before, it felt like i was eating the fire. I needed water i needed something.
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XxShadowMisstressXx Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 7:58 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 5:18 pm
I watch the strongest person I know crumble to the floor in greif and feel a surge of hate for my once lovable step mother.I'd put up with terror, insults, and abuse from her horrid son only to watch her rip the strongest person I know apart peice by piece.I may hate my step mother and feel sorrow when I look at my father but the person who use to own all my dignity, bravory, and even a little physical health is the one i feel greif for.I watch my brother distroy his life and wish nothing more than to help him.He made me stronger, he made my braver, and he stuck up for me when I really needed it(which wasn't often).I rebel in my own ways not only to my family who have treated me like a weakling for so long but to the world.I'm stronger than most but I'm not sure I'm strong enough to watch my family fall to peices.So I escape reality often and go to the world I have created with my words and art.I always look forward never back and think of my future.When people ask me if I'm ok I smile and "yes, I'm fine" when I'm really thinking "I cant wait to get out of this town."
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WanderingThroughLife Vice Captain
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WanderingThroughLife Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 5:21 pm
prettywomen444 i feel alone and deserted the only one i cared for left me hurting i could not believe he would do this to me i love him like no other but now he loves another i can barley stand the sound of his name but no matter the pain no matter the hurt i will wait for him as long as i must these young men all full of lust i pass on by for my love burns for only one for him it burns like a million suns forget him you say but how can i forget the one to whom my heart belongs and i say this now and it be true my love, my heart shall always reside with you i love this.it totally expresses how i feel right now.
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:10 pm
crazed-but-creative I watch the strongest person I know crumble to the floor in greif and feel a surge of hate for my once lovable step mother.I'd put up with terror, insults, and abuse from her horrid son only to watch her rip the strongest person I know apart peice by piece.I may hate my step mother and feel sorrow when I look at my father but the person who use to own all my dignity, bravory, and even a little physical health is the one i feel greif for.I watch my brother distroy his life and wish nothing more than to help him.He made me stronger, he made my braver, and he stuck up for me when I really needed it(which wasn't often).I rebel in my own ways not only to my family who have treated me like a weakling for so long but to the world.I'm stronger than most but I'm not sure I'm strong enough to watch my family fall to peices.So I escape reality often and go to the world I have created with my words and art.I always look forward never back and think of my future.When people ask me if I'm ok I smile and "yes, I'm fine" when I'm really thinking "I cant wait to get out of this town." Wow that was sooo good! this is gonna be tough
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XxShadowMisstressXx Captain
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WanderingThroughLife Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 7:33 pm
His intense blue eyes bore into me making as spinless as a jelly fish.
When hes around every molecule in my body is electrically aware of his pressence.
My thoughts, dreams, and life revolve around him.
My love for him flows through me crushing all other emotions.
My love for him grows by the day but he treats me as if i dont exist, crushing all of the feeling in me and leaving a hollow shell behind.
Some days he says things that make my heart skip a beat and bring the person back to the hollow shell but it soon leaves again making me feel hollow inside.
He says good-bye then hello again, i wish i could say good-bye forever and leave all the pain behind but my heart refuses to let him go.
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Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 4:04 pm
crazed-but-creative His intense blue eyes bore into me making as spinless as a jelly fish. When hes around every molecule in my body is electrically aware of his pressence. My thoughts, dreams, and life revolve around him. My love for him flows through me crushing all other emotions. My love for him grows by the day but he treats me as if i dont exist, crushing all of the feeling in me and leaving a hollow shell behind. Some days he says things that make my heart skip a beat and bring the person back to the hollow shell but it soon leaves again making me feel hollow inside. He says good-bye then hello again, i wish i could say good-bye forever and leave all the pain behind but my heart refuses to let him go. That was really good!
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XxShadowMisstressXx Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 01, 2010 9:29 am
Currently an entry in the writing arena: Quote: The Betrayal She was crying. Sitting in a corner, sobbing for the world to see. I should have felt sorry, I should have felt sad, but all I felt was numbness. Her eyes had become like glistening ivory balls, small circlets of sapphire glistening in the afternoon light. A shining wash of blonde hair obscured her tiny face, a small doll-face seemingly made of porcelain. Her delicate hands clung to her spindly legs, which trembled with each heaving sob. As I watched her cry, I felt nothing. I didn't know if it was the situation, the setting, or what; I could not muster the littlest bit of sympathy. I sat and watched her cry. I felt like a monster. The Truth She didn't have to say a word. The long cold walk explained it all; she was nervous, jumpy, worried, and uncertain. When she began to string the sentence together, I merely waited for the punch line. It didn't even sting. That part of my heart had been numb for years, and hearing that once again a chance at happiness had been snatched away didn't even sting. After she'd dropped me off back on campus, I grabbed whatever my hands could find, and began to hurl it across the room, the casualties sliding off the wall. The next morning, the stink woke me up, the stink of what she had done. The Revival It had been a while since I'd really trusted anyone. Each time I'd see his face, it seemed as if the world had slipped off my shoulders. In the nights we'd talk until we fell asleep, in the mornings we'd grin at each other on the quad. One weekend, like so many others, we'd gotten to talking. I confessed. I released, I opened, like a timid flower. He leaned closer, and I became unsettled. Slamming my head into the wall, I felt myself being lifted. I felt warm, and then, I felt lips. The heat increased, and as I felt him enclose me, I felt safe again. The Break Together: when I'd heard that word applied to him, I assumed it had included me; that I belonged. It didn't. Instead, some name I'd never heard before followed it. Something left, retracted inside, leaving a hollow core. For no reason at all, I would crash at random. Sometimes it'd be as simple as a quick fit of tears. On the worst of nights, it felt as if my heart was clawing its way out of its chest. I rocked back and forth as my body contorted within; screams were inevitable. Every day was spent applying and re-applying concealing makeup; it became as normal as getting dressed. I was gone, I had left myself to escape to some faraway place: I belonged there. What trudged in and out of class seemed to be nothing more than a shell. The Hollow Lyrics speak to me. Lyrics of songs I used to listen to when I'd been fighting with an ex. Songs like Yesterday and The Crow and the Butterfly grasp me again, hitting me with one-two punches. But soon their effects numb me; I am a monster again. A vile uncaring, unfeeling thing: as I was before. I am hollow, and despite my emptiness, feel comfort in the absence of myself. The absence allows me to feel nothing, keeps me far from the greedy talons of love and regret. Perhaps that's what separates us after all. She still feels, she's still hurt; I have become a hollow creature. The creature looks down, and smiles.
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