Back about a year ago
I used to look at this
And smile
But now it's all cleared out
No new messages every day
No more stupid feelings
No more being tricked
Or feeling like I had been picked

Now I think of all the times
We had
You and I
And everyone
Together
And now how much I miss it.
And how much
I'd rather still be living in a lie
Just to have that feeling
Of family
Acceptance
Of love
All of it
Back

I miss the way things used to be
I wish I could go back.