He wants to die in a lake in Geneva,
The mountains can cover the shape of his nose.
He wants to die where nobody can see him
But the beauty of his death will carry on so...
I don't believe him.
He greets me with kisses when good days deceive him,
and sometimes with scorn, and sometimes I believe him.
And sometimes I'm convinced my friends think I am crazy,
Get scared and call him but he's usually hazy.
By one in the morning, the day is not ended,
By two he is scared and sleep is no friend,
And by four he will drink but cannot feel it,
Sleep will not come because sleep does not will it--
And I don't believe him.
Morning is mocking me.
I'll wander the streets avoiding them eats
'Till the ring on my finger slips to the ground.
A gift to the gutter, a gift to the city
The veins of which have broken me down.
And I dont believe him.
Morning is mocking me.
Oh the gods that he believes...
never fail to amaze me.
He believes in the love of his god of all things,
But I find him wrapped up in all manner of sins.
The drugs that deceive him and the girls that believe him.
I can't control you, I dont know you well,
These are the reasons I think that you're ill.
I can't control you, I dont know you well,
These are the reasons I think that you're ill...
And since last that we parted And last that I saw him,
Down by a river, silent and hardened,
The morning was mocking us, blood hit the sky--
I was just happy, my manic and I.
He couldn't see me the sun was in his eyes--
And birds were singing to calm us down.
And birds were singing to calm us down.
And I'm sorry young man, I cannot be your friend.
I don't believe in a fairytale end.
I don't keep my head up all of the time.
I find it dull when my heart meets my mind.
And I hardly know you I think I can tell,
These are the reasons I think that we're ill.
I hardly know you I think I can tell,
These are the reasons I think that I'm ill.
And the gods that he believes never fail to disappoint me.
And the gods that he believes never fail to disappoint me.
My Manic And I
by
Laura Marling
Really ******** relevant in my life right now.
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