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 Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 10:54 pm
Well,
Things have went to the unexpected. We had 2 loving puppies, brother and sister, about 18 weeks old. We loved them to death and so did our husky. Just yesterday, they were discovered to have Parvo, an infectious quickly spreading disease with a fatilty rate of 90 percent. The next day, one died Monkey, the one who was my baby boy had passed. 4 hours later, Minnie, who had gotten it first passed away right before my hands. Never felt so hopeless. I will never forget the last look of her face. 3 hours of shaking and little time of crying for me, while my mom left the house crying to let her boyfriend inside his house. Please be with them and for my family. Also be with my dog, Crystal, as she thought they were her puppies/ Honestly, I think im taking this the hardest. Right now Im a bundled all of emotions ready to explode. School would not be the best thing for me but I have to.
Another thing,
It just seems that nothing starts to matter anymore. Just like it seems its purpose. I mean I love my best friend.. shes just great. Even if she does life in Cali. She makes me happy and laugh. Shes actually convinced me not to kill myself. Its just, theres been everything going on in my life. Like when my parents got a hard divorce when I was 10 leaving long lasting effects on everybody. Anyways, I havent been sleeping well, grades going down, feel sick all the time. Just interested on your comments. I hope though no one says anything about me to get me mad or something. I will hit them in the face. Like a said a ball of emotions ready to break. Everywhere I look I see them. I loved them just so much. To me life isnt fair. I see people going around throwing money away. I dont know whos the lucky one though. Ive had a broken heart for awhile, needs to be healed. Everyone Im with usually cheats on me or breaks up with me for no reason. Eh I wrote alot. Thats all. If you want to know feel free to add me/pm me/ comment me. Thanks
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 3:57 pm
I'm sorry for all thats happened, I always think that times that are hard its God showing that he loves you, crazy enough. Its basically God reminding you to not forget him and he can do anything.
Just don't forget, people have it way harder for you, you could lose you whole family, and home. (theres a guy in the bible, when I find the name and where its at, I'll tell you)
God loves you.
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:39 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 2:26 am
Thanks for the post^^. I bet you guys are tired of hearing my problems..Sorry. I just feel better if I talk It out sometime.
Family realtionship between my mom and me is sllowly drifiting away. Everything that has gone on in my life. She fought for me in court. I guess once you stop caring for yourself after like 2 weeks you dont care about other people. But I care about her so much. After the puppys died, i was a ball of emotions. Still am.. Mom left angry after she hurt herself. Cried for 2 hours.
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Posted: Mon Jan 18, 2010 1:54 pm
We don't mind hearing your problems at all, in fact this is supposed to be a family. So we are all here to help you with anything. I will be praying for you.
God bless you and your family,
OcarysLovesGod
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