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The Never Ending Season

I watch the seasons change from summer to winter.
The leaves fall off the trees, as the same tree begins to die.
Flowers hide beneath the ground, or they die as well.
We lay awake chilly, the heater is broken.

Such a drastic change.
We all have grown to know so well.
however i also watch you and I.
A season of friendship, that shall never die.

The grass of our connection, never loses its green.
No matter how much glistening white snow pounds it.
The branch's on our trees still hang high.
When some of the leaves slowly fall.

I compare you to the seasons, my friend.
We all come to face changes in our lives.
The seasons, are inevitable.
our friendship, is everlasting.

The heater is always working were we stand.
Burning soothingly throughout the winter nights.
Spring approaches once again
With showers of joy we reached another season as friends.

I'll admit, friend, I know I have put you through parole.
Think not of such things, and what can become of us.
Don't you see? Don't you believe?
The things we can do, the things we can achieve.

I watched the seasons change from summer to fall
The leaves start to fall once again.
We stand together and smile.
At another season we will face together.

Every Time I See... I Believe...

Every time I see you looking at me,
My heart gets butterflies,
The world stops.
I feel its only me and yo u in the world.
I hope you feel the way I do.
I feel its becoming more then a crush.

And I don't know what to do.
Especially without you.
You have made me realize that love is;
More than just holding hands and kissing.
Its the hidden part that only you and I really see.
I have never had so many feelings for one person in my entire life before.

Its a reality check,
Too how I need you badly.
You are my everything,
You are the only thing that is making my heart beat.
For you, I will wake up in the morning to live another day.
Before you, I felt like I was dying everyday,



Now with you in my life,
I feel like I just began living.
There has never been another, only you.
That is why I can't tell you I love you.
I'm afraid I'll loose you forever...
And that terrifies me more than you will ever know...

My Heart

I've always tried to let my heart go.
Too not let it love anyone.
But the moment I met you.
My heart bled for you.

It hurts every time I look at you.
Kknowing that love is what hurts the most in life.
That is something I could never explain to anyone in my life.
So I sit here holding my heart in my hands.

Tryin to hide it from getting hurt even more...
Why did I love you?
I wish my heart knew better then to love once again.
Why is this a sudden explosion running in my body..my lungs.

I can't breathe no more.
I feel my heart slowly dying.
I only have minutes...seconds left.
As my eyes slowly close, I lay on the solid ground.

It is cold, but yet welcoming.
Goodbye my love, without you're love my heart will no longer dwell;
In the land of the living, but the land of Hell.
For that is where broken, damadged hearts go too...

From the first moment I met you,
I got butterflies.
I was lost and consumed in my feelings.
I wasn't sure of what I was feeling was true.

But everytime you look into my eyes,
I know for a fact how much I care for you.
You have shown me what love is all about.
We have, had so many laughs and fun times.

We do random fun things together,
When I was down you always cheered me up.
When you were down I was there for you.
You are my best friend and always will be.

But my heart says more than you know.
Without you, I am lost and all alone.
I feel blind without you.
For you are my eyes, you make me see the truth.

Now it is my turn, for you are blind,
I have not opened you're eyes, to show you the truth.
That my heart has always been yours.
I hope you're heart is all mine.

After four years of knowing you,
I still get butterflies,
I still get nervous when you're around.
You are the only person, I've actually fell for.

I lost my way, and you helped me find it.
I had no idea how to have strength,
And you have given it.
Thank you, for everything.