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 Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 9:09 pm
This topic revolves around addictions,
whether its;
Drugs
Sex
Texting
Anything at all.
My addiction would be drugs.
I have done so many, ranging from weed, cocaine, herione, meth, addy.
I have quit Herione & Meth.
Herione was the hardest for me to quit, I loved the high, I was stuck in a deep depression & all I wanted to do was get away. My friend Beau (Rest his soul) was in the same boat so me and him started doing that, & the come down was so difficult, I contiplated suicide, I even put a gun in my mouth but was saved by my sister. Beau was unfortunate & had no one there to save him...
After that, I knew I needed help & so I was sent to the hospital for the depression & vowed for Beau that I would quit...
It was the hardest year of my life...
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:07 pm
They say the best way to get over a drug addiction is to not even start.
It is sad that your friend had noone there for him
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:11 pm
i do cocaine but i control it but i am addicted to sex
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:12 pm
NO mister drugs are baddddddddd......
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:16 pm
have you tried them and i tried meth it was to much but i have 5 months without cocaine
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:20 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 5:46 am
How are things going for you right now. How long ago was the incident that you posted? It's great that you're doing this for Beau. I'm sure he's really proud of you for getting yourself out of the rut and trying to get better.
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 9:27 am
I'm not addicted to anything but congratulations to the original poster for quitting and I'm sorry about your friend. sad
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 11:01 am
Actually wasn't that long ago, he commited suicide on 5/5/08 so... I went to the hospital a month after, and I'm still somewhat recovering...
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 11:59 am
I'm sorry to hear about what happened
to your friend. Learning experience, though. :/
My addiction.. XD
Yaoi. *u*;
Obby. <3
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 7:58 pm
I wish I could've learned a different way...instead of losing a bestfriend.
:/
God delivers in mysterious ways...
Yaoi is addicting
xD
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 11:31 pm
Ah I hate hearing about people dying from drugs or suicide...
There's been so many people in the area I live in that have died from
drugs or drinking too much. It should make me want to stop but I just don't want to. I've been caught several times too. But there's nothing to do where I live except get high or drunk, and now that I've tried it things I found fun aren't really fun unless I'm high.
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 3:23 pm
I am addicted to my lover's voice. I go absolutely insane when I can't hear her at least once a day.
Also, I have a B-A-D addiction to sugar....
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 11:41 pm
Sad to say since I lost my brother
Ive been abusing alchohol and drugs.
Weed,Isnt the big of a deal
Cocaine, On some occassions with my cousin
And Most of all my meds. Ativan,
Klonopin they make me have a little high when I snort them
And Its Hard to face Reality When No ones on my level
When I have no friends it seems. And No one cares.
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 5:17 am
I'm glad to hear that you're recovering. I've lost friends to addiction as well. I've never been into the heavier drugs, but I watched as thier worlds crumbled... in a couple cases, tried to help... but you can't help someone that doesn't want it. I learned that the hard way. Keep your head up and stay strong... you control you, not the drugs. ♥
Personally, I'm addicted to cigarrettes. Seems kinda retarted compared to being addicted to meth or heroin... but yeah... I used to smoke about two packs a day... now I'm down to almost one a day. It all depends on how stressed I am. I don't want to smoke... but I can honestly say, I'm not ready to quit them yet. (it always seems that as soon as I set my mind to really cutting back and quitting, some serious s**t goes down and BAM, I'm back again.)
I'm also addicted to cussing. I can curb it in situations... but, damn, I love cussing. (Speaking of wich, it really pisses me off when a parent is all "OMG DON'T CUSS IN FRONT OF MY CHILD!!" and then two minutes later THEY are cussing in front of thier kid. Stupid ******** used to have a serious problem with alcohol when I was in my late teens - early twenties. But I kicked it. I rarely drink these days. if I do, I typically limit myself to one or two beers. At least once a year I get shitfaced and remember why I don't drink.
I still deal with a self-mutilation problem. I haven't self-harmed in over six-months now... and I have days when I just want to hurt myself. I used to cut, burn, and punch myself (thighs and face mostly... yes... punch myself in the face). Most of my cut and burn scars are on my arms.
I think I'm also addicted to skin-picking... seems to fall in with the self mutilation.
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