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 Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:18 pm
i tried to kill myself today. i chickened out once the razor blade started to pierce the skin, lol. man, i'm such a p***y...
but yeah, i've been really depressed lately and i don't know why. I mean, nothing bad has really happened to me or anyone i know...i've just been feeling down for the last week and a half.
I dunno if it's 'cause of Christmas and I'm noticing everyone else being all happy 'n' s**t while i sit here alone. I haven't seen my girlfriend in a month in a half. Her Grandfather died, so she went to PA for his funeral and they decided to stay up there until Jan. 5th or so.
Maybe it's all the emotions and s**t that I have been keeping bottled up for the last 12 or 13 years.
eh, idk...
bye.
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:29 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:31 pm
yeah
ded srs...giggity
but nah, i smoked some pot...so i guess i'm ok for now.
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:34 pm
Isato
yeah
ded srs...giggity
but nah, i smoked some pot...so i guess i'm ok for now.ok.
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:36 pm
Sin Error Isato
yeah
ded srs...giggity
but nah, i smoked some pot...so i guess i'm ok for now.ok.
yes
i would be drinkin' but then I'd do something stupid. with pot, i can just sit here and stare into space and be too lazy to do anything until i come down and go crazy again.
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:47 pm
iDi told myself about this thread and I decided to drag my a** out of bed and to to great lengths to string an Ethernet cable to this shitty half of a laptop so I could post some s**t
you must be a p***y if you wanted to do that
even more so if you couldn't even finish the job
i know this makes me sound like an a*****e, but reading this doesn't surprise me
but seriously, what were you expecting to have people tell you?
if you've got s**t bottled up, learn how to ******** release
also smoke moar
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:56 pm
Baron Von Gneo iDi told myself about this thread and I decided to drag my a** out of bed and to to great lengths to string an Ethernet cable to this shitty half of a laptop so I could post some s**t
you must be a p***y if you wanted to do that
even more so if you couldn't even finish the job
i know this makes me sound like an a*****e, but reading this doesn't surprise me
but seriously, what were you expecting to have people tell you?
if you've got s**t bottled up, learn how to ******** release
also smoke moar
lol, i said i r a p***y... mad
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 11:02 pm
Isato Baron Von Gneo iDi told myself about this thread and I decided to drag my a** out of bed and to to great lengths to string an Ethernet cable to this shitty half of a laptop so I could post some s**t
you must be a p***y if you wanted to do that
even more so if you couldn't even finish the job
i know this makes me sound like an a*****e, but reading this doesn't surprise me
but seriously, what were you expecting to have people tell you?
if you've got s**t bottled up, learn how to ******** release
also smoke moar
lol, i said i r a p***y... mad 
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 11:13 pm
Baron Von Gneo Isato Baron Von Gneo iDi told myself about this thread and I decided to drag my a** out of bed and to to great lengths to string an Ethernet cable to this shitty half of a laptop so I could post some s**t
you must be a p***y if you wanted to do that
even more so if you couldn't even finish the job
i know this makes me sound like an a*****e, but reading this doesn't surprise me
but seriously, what were you expecting to have people tell you?
if you've got s**t bottled up, learn how to ******** release
also smoke moar
lol, i said i r a p***y... mad
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 11:14 pm
....Are you really serious about this? Really?
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 11:31 pm
honestly, right now, i don't feel happy
like everybody being happy about christmas makes me mad and sad
because i can't be happy
cause there's nothing to be happy about
but i think my life is more important to me then what i feel
even if i ever do feel super depressed (except, i'm a pretty happy person)
i don't think i would even go so far as to attempted suicide
i'd probably just lie down and just..
the word i would usually use here is die but i guess right now wouldn't be appropriate
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 12:02 am
This should go in the serious forum.
Also slitting your wrists won't kill you, jsyk.
You shouldn't have posted this thread. I thought you were an okay dude and it was funny that you took some stuff too srs.
But now it's like what the ******** hell.
You're not the only one going through s**t, and I could tell you my whole life story and I bet you'd start crying. But I won't, because I don't want to be given attention for something like that, something that doesn't deserve attention.
I think about dying every day but then I remember that no matter how shitty my life is, at least I have a home, clothing, and food. I'm actually pretty spoiled and am ashamed of my mental disorder because it makes me forget that I'm spoiled sometimes.
If it wasn't for the fact that it's against terms of service I'd encourage you to do it already. The more people like you who follow through the more of a chance for the people in the world who want to get better, and the more of a chance people with real tough lives will begin to have it better for themselves.
Also way to be an attention whore and piss off the people who keep that kinda s**t secret so as not to bother anyone else.
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 12:07 am
don't go around preachin' your s**t, girly.
i'm tired of you, srsly.
good day, good evening, and incase i don't see you, good night.
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 12:09 am
Isato
don't go around preachin' your s**t, girly.
i'm tired of you, srsly.
good day, good evening, and incase i don't see you, good night.I hope you mean forever dear. :]
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 12:15 am
Kiri Schwartz This should go in the serious forum. Also slitting your wrists won't kill you, jsyk. You shouldn't have posted this thread. I thought you were an okay dude and it was funny that you took some stuff too srs. But now it's like what the ******** hell. You're not the only one going through s**t, and I could tell you my whole life story and I bet you'd start crying. But I won't, because I don't want to be given attention for something like that, something that doesn't deserve attention. I think about dying every day but then I remember that no matter how shitty my life is, at least I have a home, clothing, and food. I'm actually pretty spoiled and am ashamed of my mental disorder because it makes me forget that I'm spoiled sometimes. If it wasn't for the fact that it's against terms of service I'd encourage you to do it already. The more people like you who follow through the more of a chance for the people in the world who want to get better, and the more of a chance people with real tough lives will begin to have it better for themselves. Also way to be an attention whore and piss off the people who keep that kinda s**t secret so as not to bother anyone else.
he can say what he wants to say
if he feels like letting things out then he can
and for people like you, who don't want to, don't have to
if i have problems irl then i come to gaia and post and tell strangers on the internet about them cause they don't actually know me and it's a good way to let it out
also since people have been in this guild for a while together
they like to know what goes on in each other's lives
if someone in the guild dies then it's actually important to some of the other users
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm don'tgetmadatmeplz :c
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