~*~Alexandria Lasil~*~

Alex sat in her bedroom just looking out the window. It was her first Christmas without Jessica and it was reminding her of the year she lost Taylor. Only this one was much harder. She had known Jessica her entire life and even when Taylor was around Jessica had been her best friend. Alex sighed as sat looking out at the falling snow perched on the window sill in her bedroom.

"Alexandria, you need to get out and actually do something." It was her mother and Alex just sighed. Her mother had been on her since she stepped off the train about cheering up. It frustrated Alex because her mother just didn't seem to understand how hard it was for her. She also couldn't be rude to her mother or her father would start in.

"I just don't feel like it mama." Alex spoke softly as she continued looking out the window. Had Jessica still been here they would be having all sorts of fun in the snow, but she couldn't even bring herself to walk over to her house.