Well early this week I started to get deeply depress because I lost my fav avi chief lady blue eyes and everything I had in my inventory. This was the first time I felt I made something work for me. I had a lot of items and some gold. I even gave things away and donated things to help out others. On Dec. 13, 2009 I lost everything.
What dose this mean to me or why did it make me so depress over losing some items that are not real you might say, life. I had a farm that had been a part of my family for years, I had to give up the animals (except the cats and dogs), doves, chickens, cows, all the farm animals. I had no money except my disabilty and a little alimony. My daughter's child support I had to fight to get. It took a year and It was the main reason I lost our home. Loses these things are real and hard to deal with. I have my children and I have my God Whom made it all posibile.
It bought back all the bad memoriers and I felt so a lone and so sad about losing everything again. But that is what is so great about what God has done. With His gift of love and understanding, I was ably to start all over again. With in mind I am going to start all over again here in gaia. Thank you God and all my friends here. Merry Christmas to you all.
