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 Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 12:24 pm
As my family, you have every right to know why I was gone. These last few months have been hard, but I swear that I'll explain why.
I disappeared a few months ago, when the parental units basically screamed at me that I was spending too much time working with the Organization and not enough time studying for my SAT. I figured my ban would be lifted, but I started dating this most wonderful, amazing guy that I ever met. Problem: parents didn't like him and I went behind their backs to date him and call him mine. Grounded for another few weeks, not to mention a broken heart cause I had to break up with him. Then came the ACT, which meant isolation for another few weeks. Along with the stupid high school drama that I shouldn't have to deal with as a senior but whatever.
So, that's that. I'm still coping and trying to pull myself back together. The above isn't a good reason to be gone, but it's the truth. I apologize to my family and friends for the absence. -bows in front of everyone.-
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 5:29 pm
*twitch* what do you mean NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!?! It's a more than adequate reason to be gone x_x Don't be so hard on yourself, and I hope everything gets better
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Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2009 3:27 pm
Kixna1016 As my family, you have every right to know why I was gone. These last few months have been hard, but I swear that I'll explain why. I disappeared a few months ago, when the parental units basically screamed at me that I was spending too much time working with the Organization and not enough time studying for my SAT. I figured my ban would be lifted, but I started dating this most wonderful, amazing guy that I ever met. Problem: parents didn't like him and I went behind their backs to date him and call him mine. Grounded for another few weeks, not to mention a broken heart cause I had to break up with him. Then came the ACT, which meant isolation for another few weeks. Along with the stupid high school drama that I shouldn't have to deal with as a senior but whatever. So, that's that. I'm still coping and trying to pull myself back together. The above isn't a good reason to be gone, but it's the truth. I apologize to my family and friends for the absence. -bows in front of everyone.- .....thats definatly good enough...welcome back 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2009 3:30 pm
Thanks guys....it's a little difficult to go easy on myself when all of this (most of them anyway)are my own stupidity.
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 5:15 am
wow, I was in a car accident and have to juggle college, highschool, and boyfriend. but miss you still the same.
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 3:41 pm
Wow; are you okay Xhael??
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 6:09 pm
It is good that you have done something that I couldn't. You were able to tell everyone here the reasons for your grief. It shows my how much you care about us as well.... and that kinda makes me feel something. -chuckles a bit- Together we will heal this pain and anyone else in our organization who bleeds distress.
So this room will now be a haven, in which to release our thoughts. That is, if we have the courage or if we know how. Some wounds are hidden deep and lost in the abyss we call our minds.
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 6:10 pm
Xhael wow, I was in a car accident and have to juggle college, highschool, and boyfriend. but miss you still the same. Seeing as you can talk so little of it..... tells me of the shock that you are in.
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 6:14 pm
Wow Nexas-sama; I'm glad I could do something like that. -Looks at ground and cries- I never meant to have this happen, nor did I mean to drag everyone into this. But I'm not gonna lie; I feel better that I have people to talk to. A lot of things have happened in all of our lives, and we can't keep it all in.
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 7:16 pm
Kixna1016 Wow Nexas-sama; I'm glad I could do something like that. -Looks at ground and cries- I never meant to have this happen, nor did I mean to drag everyone into this. But I'm not gonna lie; I feel better that I have people to talk to. A lot of things have happened in all of our lives, and we can't keep it all in. Kixna..... -puts my hand on your shoulder- It is not your fault you are like this. No one can control fate. Do not fret over sharing your sorrow. Actually posting it here means you have grown stronger. March forward, not with anger burning but with the flow of release. ((Forgive me for being selfish but, was that good as the old way I speak? I can't seem to think of moving words as I used too >_>; wink )
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 7:21 pm
-Looks at you with bloodshot, but happy, eyes- Thank you. It was just as good as the past way of speaking. Thanks all of you; you've been a bigger help than you know.
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Posted: Thu Dec 17, 2009 6:29 am
wow you have some pretty strict parents well once all this blow's over Im sure you'll have time to relax and hang out with us ^_^
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Posted: Thu Dec 17, 2009 5:12 pm
XLloromannicX wow you have some pretty strict parents well once all this blow's over Im sure you'll have time to relax and hang out with us ^_^ You have noooooo idea what I live with; I swear it's like they're pulling back the reins now that I'm four months away from graduating.
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 1:00 am
Kixna1016 Wow; are you okay Xhael?? Yeah, I'm ok. I had electroshock and heat therapy...it was so relaxing ^-^
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 1:00 am
Lord Nexas Xhael wow, I was in a car accident and have to juggle college, highschool, and boyfriend. but miss you still the same. Seeing as you can talk so little of it..... tells me of the shock that you are in. Naw, I didn't let it get me down. I am strong *rawr* see?
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