it’s a starry night somewhere above the clouds. Wish I could see them again oh well. Besides that it’s a nice night out the city is an orange glow in the distance. I will never see it again. There is a cool reassuring breeze gently fanning out my hair almost whispering to me that all would work out for the best where I’m going. I wish I could apologize to him in person but he will find the letter eventually and he will be better off without me anyway. I have no fear or sadness just a deep acceptance of what is to come. I wish I could be strong like these cables that I could stand on my own two feet without help. Then maybe things would be different. In this one decision though I am resolute. I step forward no hesitation in the move. The wind has picked up speed I close my eyes to shield against it. There is a bright light somewhere I look up to see the sun rising on the city. In that moment I almost falter in my decision but I collect myself and close my eyes a final time glad I could see that before I left and that I remained strong. And as I entered eternity a chill passed over me but was gone in an instant. Before me was a mansion far grander than any ever built on earth and running toward me was a man. Could it really be him, yes it is him. he is here. I looked up to praise god or something and saw the stars. They seemed closer and brighter than ever before. Thank you whoever brought me to this place.