All the joys in life just went away
The once blue sky turned to grey
The days of smiles and laughter gone
Taken over now by tears and a sad song.

If you think its bad now just wait and see
It will get a lot worse; you have to just trust me
The nights I cried myself to sleep
I cried enough teardrops to fill the sea.

The days are too long
The nights filled with song
I sit and look up at the stars
Thinking about my scars.

I put up this tough girl façade
But inside I’m not convinced I’ll make it
My heart dies
While my mouth lies

My blue eyes hide a secret
A secret only I can know
Don’t bother looking though
I guarantee it won’t show.

It’s too painful to say
My heart hurts is that okay?
You couldn’t grasp it if you tried
Not until hour after hour you’ve cried.

The day you left
I was a mess
I wasn’t myself
Just a book on a shelf