Tears overflowing,
But emotions never showing.
Falling apart,
But appearing so put together.

I’m a master at this show,
More than you could ever know.
I hide my feelings so that no one will see,
What you have done to me.

You’ve broken me down,
Made me expose my frown,
Now everyone is asking,
How long was this happening?

I write my pain away,
So that I’d never have to face,
The way I really feel inside,
It hurts so bad every day I cry.

I can’t really explain how sad I feel,
Sometimes I think it would hurt less if I was killed.
But I have to swallow up my fears,
And wipe away all my tears.

Sometimes I wonder what the point is,
Why it is that I have to feel like this.
There are times I try to pretend I can be happy,
But it feels so fake, way too sappy.

I just want one time,
Where a boy I love will love me and be mine,
But if it doesn’t happen I won’t die,
I feel I have to tell you that last line was a lie.