I'm kind of bummed that Julie/Manic/Jewels.... whatever her name is now... isn't so up on the RPing lately. She is the MOST literate, consistent, and flowing RPer I know... and she just can't get back into it. I mean when we do post back and forth for hours it is amazing and I never want it to stop.

But she always stops it... I stay up way past my 'bedtime' make myself tired as hell... and I don't know why I bother anymore.

I tried opening this guild... but no one cares.

Why do I care? Why do I want to write all the time? What is it about these stories?

Why can't I be an author?

Oh the why's...