I wrote out my dream. xd
Sitting in a green field, she lied on her back, staring up at the sky and laughing with her friend. He was smiling and looking down at her with admiration, sitting up. "Emily, would you mind if I kissed you?" Josh asked. She stared up at him, not saying anything, unsure how to answer. Silently he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers, gently, as if she may break by his touch. She blinked and shook her head.
"We shouldn't." She told him, looking into his eyes.
Confused, he pulled back slightly and asked why not.
"We're best friends," she explained, "It would ruin everything."
Rolling onto his back he let out a breath, then looked over at her. "Is that all you see me as? A friend?" When she stays silent he goes on, "Emily, tell me you don't love me. Tell me you don't care."
She sits up and looks down at him now, fury in her eyes. "But I do! I do care! You know that!"
He leans up on his elbows and rebottles, "Then tell me you're not in love with me."
She closes her eyes before she tells him, "You're my best friend, Josh. I love you as that alone. Please..." She hesitates before silently adding, "I don't want to lose you."
Instantly Josh curses himself and sits up. "Em, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset. I'm sorry."
Emily smiles and replies, "I thought we agreed you wouldn't say that anymore?"
"I'm sorry," he says again, making her laugh. She lies back on the grass and sighs. He lies down next to her and watches her with an agonized expression. "You okay?" He whispers.
Glancing back at him with a look of pure self-confidance she replies, "Oh course. I'm always fine. You know that."
"You forgive me then?"
"Of course, though I see no need for apology," she replies, as she often had before.
And they lay in silence for a while.
-end of dream/scene-
Sitting in a green field, she lied on her back, staring up at the sky and laughing with her friend. He was smiling and looking down at her with admiration, sitting up. "Emily, would you mind if I kissed you?" Josh asked. She stared up at him, not saying anything, unsure how to answer. Silently he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers, gently, as if she may break by his touch. She blinked and shook her head.
"We shouldn't." She told him, looking into his eyes.
Confused, he pulled back slightly and asked why not.
"We're best friends," she explained, "It would ruin everything."
Rolling onto his back he let out a breath, then looked over at her. "Is that all you see me as? A friend?" When she stays silent he goes on, "Emily, tell me you don't love me. Tell me you don't care."
She sits up and looks down at him now, fury in her eyes. "But I do! I do care! You know that!"
He leans up on his elbows and rebottles, "Then tell me you're not in love with me."
She closes her eyes before she tells him, "You're my best friend, Josh. I love you as that alone. Please..." She hesitates before silently adding, "I don't want to lose you."
Instantly Josh curses himself and sits up. "Em, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset. I'm sorry."
Emily smiles and replies, "I thought we agreed you wouldn't say that anymore?"
"I'm sorry," he says again, making her laugh. She lies back on the grass and sighs. He lies down next to her and watches her with an agonized expression. "You okay?" He whispers.
Glancing back at him with a look of pure self-confidance she replies, "Oh course. I'm always fine. You know that."
"You forgive me then?"
"Of course, though I see no need for apology," she replies, as she often had before.
And they lay in silence for a while.
-end of dream/scene-
