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Everyday there's a new path for me to walk on. That road, helps me to learn more about myself. I'm discovering more and more, figuring out who I am by the minute. My values, my knowledge, are being develop farther as I grow older. Sometimes I get lost. I get confuzzled, and I stray away from the path, on into the grass where I create a new road for us to tread on. I find joy in those moments, friendship and love, too.

You might as well go and correct my mistakes. I did not master the English language. As a kid, I've always spoke French. I grew and I'm still growing in a French family and environment. But as you can see, I get my way around.

I'm a believer and a dreamer. Full of hope and faith, sometimes I believe in things that none would dare to. I was born optimistic and in everything I am able to see both sides of the problem. The good and the bad. That is probably one of the factors that makes me an indecisive person. I struggle in taking decisions. I find it hard to say 'no' to others. In my priority list, others go before me. I am very self-sacrificing. I'm also the shy, the timid kind of girl. I usually give my trust away easily, but once it is taken away, to get it back is a different story.

I get wild during concerts and with good friends. I don't bite, unless you want me to. I enjoy my music, loud please! And find peace in piano pieces. To draw and to write are passions of mine. Although, I have no real talent there. I like to dream myself away, into another world, dimension, or whatever through arts.

When I was little, I always stayed with my little brothers. I grew up as a tom boy. I collected cards, Pokémon and Yu-Gi-Oh!s, which I still have. And when every little girl started wearing tighter jeans every year, mine were getting bigger and looser. It hid my butt, and boys jeans are so comfortable any way. I stood out. I was different from the normal females. Playing Pokémon Ruby Version on my little game boy, while headbanging to some random music. Hey, I was a cool kid!

Nowadays, I've changed. The little kid is still inside of me, bursting out at times, but I've evolved as well. Just like a Pokémon! I've dropped those baggy pants I used to wear 24/7, to started wearing them less often. And now I have diversity. I wear from girl's extremely skinnies to the gangster's there's-place-for-ten-people-in-here jeans. On normal days, I still don't wear make up. As for occasions and/or events, I get out that make-up bag. I also do so when I'm in love. Or simply feeling girly. This again, shows that I can't decide. I love variety and diversity. Not only throughout my days in clothing and colors, but in the food I eat, the activities I do and the way I talk. I've gain this like from moving from one place to another during my childhood. Chances are, I lived in more places that you ever have, and perhaps will.

This brings me to another paragraph, about the hard times I had to live through. Because, yes, how happy I may seem, how optimistic and joyful, the always smiling girl, sometimes acts happy just to not show her fears. It did happen in the past that I came home after a day and started drowning myself in tears. Which is exactly how I would act if something is going wrong. I rather lock it up in me, never bringing it up and try to brighten my friend's day and such. Moving on... I had to restart my life often because of moving. New school, new friends. We did this every time I had just settle and finally made friends at our new place. At some point, it made be depressive. What a life to lead, is what would go on in my head again and again. Even so, I do not regret anything, knowing that this past, made me who I am today.