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yeah, here ya go, iwrote alot of these about three ta six years ago going threw some weird times, or in detention, or in saturday school, or in my emo faze, so yeah, forgive that and the fact im posting a ******** of them


close your eyes
travel blind
trust in me
to never see
escape from safety
strait to pain
yeah its crazy
but your not sane
so take my hand
hold on tight
take a stand
or just dont fight
you wanna know
so here we go
well go to darkness
to hide from light.


It shines to bright
So ill cover my eyes
Ill hide in my dream world
And escape threw lies
An escape from these nightmares
Or so it would seem
But ill lovingly enter
My next hellish dream
To all im just a shadow
Known while not known
But still the truth finds me
This dreams lies now shown
So the truth comes to save me
From my dream world this night
But I wont give up the nightmare
Not without a fight.


Dark hair
bright eyes.
extremely gifted,
but still denies.
Somber poems
works of art,
told me you love me,
just broke your heart.
Just like they say,
"live and let live"
i can only hope,
that you'll soon forgive.
I love you i hate you,
i want you i need you
please stay,
no, ******** it,
just get the hell away.

just not today......


random thoughts threw my head,
please don't ask me if I'm dead.
my former life is at an end,
but please don't fret my dear old friend.
that good ol' guy, you used to know,
has just signed off, time to go.
some final thoughts threw my head,
just please don't worry, I'm not dead.
just one last thing that must be said,
about these stupid thoughts in my head.
never forget what ive done or said,
because when that happens, ill truly be dead.


Open up your eyes little girl
And tell me what you see
How has your life changed
Since you decided to be
Rid of me?
Does the sun shine any brighter?
Do the roses look any redder?
Is the conversation any lighter?
I’m sure life is so much better.
I hope it’s been spectacular
I hope your better than all right,
I hope your sleeping well kid,
Cuz I’m always up
All night.
But don’t worry about me
Cuz I’m better than fine
Cuz now I’m taking my time
And doing it right.
Just one less reason to whine,
And two more reasons two fight.
So wont you come
And have a seat,
Look at the stars
Maybe have a drink?
The night is young and so are we,
But no time like the present
Don’t you think.
Now close your eyes
And ignore my lies,
Cuz life is worth liven,
Even without seeing your eyes.


a homicide set up
to look like a suicide
a brilliant crime
on par with the likes
of genocide
forced by force
with good intentions
on the wrong course
a good man
creats a terrible plan
trys to find the evil
but knows that he's
the source
so with gun in hand
in the name of his fellow man
he takes his life
deviateing from
evils master plan


I heard another rumor
About myself today,
The same kinda s**t
That I’m hearin every day…
There driven me so crazy
These stupid ******** lies
We’re screamin out the truth
But no one even tries….
So what’s your goddamn problem?
What I do to you?
Now try and listen hard
Cuz what I sing is true.

All these stupid kids
Always sayin stupid s**t
Why can’t you see
That I’m just so sick of it?
So cant you just shut up
And put your problems
On the shelf
Or why don’t you go home
And keep playing
With yourself?

I’m thinking that you’re jealous
That’s why you always whine
Cuz you know I’m so much cooler
So listen to my rhyme
I don’t got time to deal
With stupid kids like you
Keep talking all your s**t
Cuz that’s all you’ll ever do

So now kids try and remember
All the stupid things you do
Cuz words can be like weapons,
And soon ill get you too
_____________________________

dont need
No stupid reason
To keep this up
Its not treason
every one around me
waists my time
(I really dont care)
All they ever do
is ******** whine
(I really dont care)
Tell me why
The hell I'd care
Kids who do things
with out thinking
Dont you hate it
When there speaking
But I guess
Im doing just the same
(no better than you)
So i guess i gotta
Take some blame
(no better than)
Well im just
The same as you
________________

Go ahead and tell them all your lies
“Yeah I'm feelin fine”
Stupid people waistin all my time
“No man I don’t mind”
When they catch up you’ll be left behind
“Fallin into line”
Its to late I’m running outta time
“Time to take what’s mine”
I can’t help it
If I snap and blow my lid
You cant help but
Hate me for the things I did
You don’t want to
But you know that I can’t quit
It might bug you
But I just don’t give a s**t

Living my life shouldn’t be a crime
“Yeah I’m sure its fine”
Do I have to sit and hear you whine?
“No man I don’t mind”
Why cant I just let them waist there time?
“I forgot my line”
Now its time to take back what is mine
“Don’t you ******** whine”
Please don’t stop me
If I snap and take a swing
I don’t care if
You think that I’m being mean
It don’t matter
That you think that I should quit
You can’t see that
I still just don’t give a s**t!

I can’t help it
If I snap and blow my lid
You cant help but
Hate me for the things I did
You don’t want to
But you know that I can’t quit
It might bug you
But I just don’t give a s**t
Please don’t stop me
If I snap and take a swing
I don’t care if
You think that I’m being mean
It don’t matter
That you think that I should quit
You can’t see that
I still just don’t give a s**t!
_______________________

Used to know This stupid kid
"You never cared"
But we really did
Then one day He ran away
We talked so much But he wouldn't stay
Told me that His life's a drag
So I just helped him Pack his bags
He looked up And then we smiled
Told me that It be a while

Don't know what You're tryin to do
But I know There's no stopping you
So I guess ill go along
And try to help you threw
There's no need To run away
But then you left us Yesterday
So I wrote this stupid song
Just the way I get along.

It's been so long And your still gone
You'd figure that we'd All move on
Then again you meant So much
We would never Think like such
Goin down From street to street
To the corner Where we'd meet
Thinking back when We were young
When life was fun And we were dumb

Don't know what You're tryin to do
But I know There's no stopping you
So I guess ill go along
And try to help you threw
There's no need To run away
But then you left us Yesterday
So I wrote that stupid song
Just the way I got along.

Years went by I heard you died
They said "give up" But you know I tried
Went around From place to place
But I couldn't find A single trace
Came back home But not alone
You tried to change And rearrange
But you know It's all the same
So there's no need To leave again

You came back And said you changed
But I can tell You're still the same
Now there's nothing Left to do
But watch the clouds Fly bye
You're so happy That your home
Far from feelin So alone
So you'll smile and ill say
"Lets go back to yesterday
________________________

last one i promise

well some times i dont know
where im going
Im just lost in a trance
it would seem
stroll threw town
while im Hummin' my own tunes
nonsence verce
with a sweet melody

this wanderlust i find
(whooohoh)
hits me again from
time to time
at times like this i smile
just pack up,
just get lost

Once woke up in a town
with no name
old park bench with no clue
where i came
Not much more than my hat
and a jacket
bought some smokes
and im singen again

this wanderlust i find
(whooohoh)
hits me again from
time to time
at times like this i smile
just pack up,
just get lost

just got home when it
finally hit me
wanderlust and the roads
callen' me
Gotta smile at my
terrible timing
stars so bright
the winds singen ta me

this wanderlust i find
(whooohoh)
hits me again from
time to time
at times like this i smile
just pack up,
just get lost


well some times i dont know
where im going
Im just lost in a trance
it would seem
stroll threw town
while im Hummin' my own tunes
nonsence verce
with a sweet melody




thats a good majority of what i have writen, sorry if it sucks lol

ah, sorry, i guess we all have one of those


you should post some of the ones you wrote

ha! i win.... and ill get back to the rp now lol

They suck. Don't you agree?

Right....
Sure they are. rolleyes

I'll ask Del.