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in the past two months or so since a little before school started my best friend jen has pretty much been ignoring me. her ex from another school moved hear and they were pretty close since she was his only friend and then my other two friends wes and tim have been hanging with her non-stop. its pretty sad cuz its like those three basically worship her and they know how i feel. everytime i go to talk to her they just ******** come up and take her attention away and everytime i make plans to hang out she just HAS to bring one of em or her tranny bf (not an actuall tranny, just tranny looking) or cancels to hang with someone else. i actually told her about this and all she said was "oh im sorry" and "well you kinda scare me cuz u make fun of me and i feel closer to them" so i told her i make fun of her cuz she really hurts me and it was bullshit that she feels closer to guys shes known for the most two years and the least a few months. ive been friends with her since third grade and were juniors now so i dont wanna lose the friendship but at this point its just not worth it. and since our one friend commited suicide the other day i cant really say anythingat all cuz ill just feel like crap.