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 Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 12:00 am
~ Brokens Story ~ my computer trashed the origonal of the story so im just gona rewrite/write what ever comes to mind
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 12:43 am
I had never been poor, i had alwas gotten every thing id ever wanted. I was a highclass girl with high class suiters. Life gose on right? wrong. I only wish i could start with once upon a time or even end with happly ever after. If only life realy were like it is in fary tails...... if only.
I awoke in my black sliken sheets the room as black as the hole that took its place. The thing that had been broken then pices hidden. the thing that people calm makes you human. Human what a silly concept. I have changed shap and form many a time yet any and every thing is more human then our selfs. We are monsters, but even monsters have fears. Monsters have there deamons. Humans have the famely..... My famely.
When I was rich and living happly i had offten heard of a group of killers called "the Famely" but never once had i thought i would be were i was right now. In my room in the famelys hide out. Trying not to be killed by the sin of lust. Lust for pleasure, for pain for any thing at all.
Out side of my room i could hear the on goings of my "Famely". Wicked, Chaos, Lost, i could hear them all though i cared not what they said. Just the shadows under my door. The dreams never left. The dreams told me things i already knew. The dreams reminded me what i had done, Who i had done it to. The man i thought i loved, The man who took me in when i was in need and could not tell my own father, the boy who loved me, the one who killed his wife..... the list ran on and on.
Each night a new reminder as if to say "Thay can not love you, they will leave you, you will kill them all if your not carefull. They all will kill you." I felt like i was in a nightmare one i could not find a way out of yet in. So once more i crept into the dark. Under the silk. Under the safty of the dark, to the deeper sin the one that held me sop close to its chest that i might be crushed to death.
"Father? Im going out for a little bit ok?" I called down the steps of the manor.
"thats fine dear just come home befor dark, ok? You know thats when the famely hunts"
"yes father i will" I picked up my silver silken dress and ran down the steps, my ebony heels clicking on the polished wood steps.
As i passed though the door i waved to one of the maids. I had never talked to her befor but she alwas smiled at me and waved. She had alwas seamed like a wonderfull girl. Knowing to hold her toung at just the right moment and giving you a quite hand for help when you needed it sort of girl.
I ran into town. The flowers waved in the wind. To day was the day that i was to see Jacob. a wonderfull boy. He had alwas been my best friend and with him out at sea so much, I hardly ever saw him. I could smell the dock long befor i saw it. Its salty air, the smell of fresh due, something about it alwas made me hapy. I ran along the dock running past fisherman back from sea, past boys selling every thign they could, past the man with the strange eye that felt like it could see inside your mind even as it looked away from you. I ran and ran untill...
"JACOB" I huged a man not much taller then myself. His Dark brown hair cut just so. His blue jacket freshly pressed, boots neatly shined. He was and had alwas been my best friend. "Jacob i missed you" i said as i huged him happly.
"and i you" he smiled at me and pat my head as one would a dog.
"so were did you go? what happond what was it like?" I was so excited to hear his story as we walked along the dock. He talked on about meeting some strange new girls on an island not too far from our own. The island was full of girls, of every shape and size, yet the men on the island were all small. Then about a land were the people would light a strange flower and point at the sky waving excitedly."and then and then?" i would push after each pause. It was wonderfull. like any outher day only differnt some how.
Like alwas we walked to a place we called our beach. It was our home away from home. We ran though the water, laughing the hole time. I would pick up the frount of my dress the back of it wet and trailing behind me. I had just turned 16 not long befor abd that made me a woman by my homes standered. Jacob did not let this slip his mind.
Befor i knew it we were laying on the sand looking up into the sky. Happy pointing out shapes in the clouds when some thing happond. I think that was the first time i heard the voice. You want him dont you? It sounded almost like it knew me, like it was me in a sence. You want him dont you? You want to be his wife? to be his only? to keep him comeing back here no matter what. You want him so just take him?
"Jacob"
"hmm?"
"why do you come back? i mean theres nothing here for you right?" The last few words had just sliped out of my mouth. Jacob had been adopted. The man who had adopted him had died two years befor. So of corse there was nothing left for him. Just take him...
"thats not true...." he said turnning to face me. "I come back to see thie beautifull girl, who has become a beautifull woman. I come back to see her and be with her."
"you do?" my voice was calm yet had the sence that I was puzzled.
"yes i do" he smiled.
Here is were the dream becomes a nightmare. A real nightmare.
I leaned forward and wispered into his ear. "Do you know that there is a girl who wants you in every way you can think of?" i teased into his ear. "She wants to leave with you and go to sea, She wants to sleep with you in bed, she wants to alwas be your lover and your only lover." My voice was soft and lulling. I pulled my face back to his and then we kissed. Slowly at first then faster and faster.
Take him.... The voice coed into my ear. As we kissed. I took off my dress and he his clothes, we ran to a cave almost naked. We did the thing that i bleaved only saved for those who have marryed. take him.... take him..... take what you want from him then take his life.....
"yes ill take him" I said almost as though i was in a trance. When we wear done we lay in the cave, the soft wet rock on my back the boy i grew up with on my chest. Both of us breathing hard.
"Jacob.... will you come to my home tonight?" i asked running my hand though his hair. "Will you come to night and we can do this again"
His eyes were closed and he seamed almost child like. "yes" he wispered.
"ok ill see you tonight then wont I?"
"yes"
It wasnt long after that we got dressed and walked home. He walked me to my home as the sun went down. We stood on the porch of the manor for a long time, not talking but just listening. Listening to each other breath, to each others hearts, to each others life.
That nigth it happond once more. The voice in my head. You want him dont you? You want him in every way? You want to be his. You want to be the reason he lives? But done you also want to be the reson he dies?"yes....."then do it kill him.... take him then take his life from him.....Its what you were made for...... You were made for me to do what i will you to."
It wasnt till later that i did it. It wasnt till he had hurt me that i killed him. I was long befor i joined my famely. But it made me who i was.
We lay in bed that night, and did so many nights after untill he asked for my hand. I said yes, and it was to be a beautifull wedding. White roses every were, my dress the finest money could bye. Jacob my prince in shinning armor. We kisses and that night we did so much more. We were to as happy as could be untill....
"dame them!! DAME THE FAMELY" I cryed as jacob sat down next to me holding a note in his hand.
Dear cittizens of this town,
By the orders of the town repersentive the famely has been ordered to kill any one who is found unmarryed and out after dark. Please remain clam for this will only be temporay. We thank you for you hospitallity.
The Famely~
"you cant go, dont go Jacob please" I cryed as he sat next to me, holding the note in his hand. We had been arguing lately about the famely. Some people in town had wanted ti hunt them down and kill them. Most of us thought it was a bad idea, but they wanted to do it any way."you do it and the'll kill you"
He went and so did so many outher men but the famely didnt kill them I did. THe note they had found was a fake posted by some kids. A Sick joke i wish never happond. After that I could never be who i was. I was a deamon, a monster that monsters fear. But I was one who if left alone would burn alive. I would kill me self with out ever even trying. I was sin..... I was the sin of lust.
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Posted: Sat Nov 07, 2009 9:33 pm
I awoke the next day ready and waiting. My wedding dress ready, the church set. Every thing in place only missing my groom to be.By the window i sat, the once bright sky grew gray as the day grew longer, then black as it turned short. No stars that night no any thing.....
a bright light in the distance cought my eye, a few men bloody, hurt and hardly out of deaths reach. the same men who had tryed to kill the famely. 50 men had gone 10 had run and been able to escape barly with there lives. The wives of the men ran around them. I sat and watched, and waited. They had with them no bodies, no wounded and they would later tell that a firy death had chased them.Quite tears made there ways down my face, as the men were taken to the homes of the wifes my lover no were among them.
I left the town that night, not out of sadness or even the hopes of finding my lost love, but mearly because something stronger pulled at me. Told me to go into the forest, pulled me to the dark damp ness of thw woods.
The longer i walked the stronger the pull. Over time I felt the grip of being human tell me to go back to my home. the wedding dress i had waited all day in riped and tore, taking on its own form. yet the pull grew stonger and then i saw the. The bodys of those who had gone yet had not come back. My love among the bodys, weekly he said my name. My eyes just looked at him. You have had him, now take his life.Feed on his soul the voice inside my head wispered to as my vision clouded.
What i did my memories hide yet dreams show. I wish i could say that i had kissed him and he died, or I had given him any sort of pleasure, but the dreams show i did not. I stood over his dieing body, my eyes almost a white, my hair growing gray, my body changging shape and form. A dog wild in the eyes and deadly in the breath stood over my once lover. A ghost of a wedding dress around the monster.
"Do you still love me MY sweet?" a sour and shelled voice spoke from the mosters mouth. Befor any responce could be made the monster bit at his neck, the neck of my love. Softly as to not leave any marks yet a quick snap told of the quick pain that fell upon the nerves. His body gave a fast shake then no movement, never to fall upon his body ever again.
How Id had gotten to the lake not even the dreams show. Yet I awoke by a clear pool of water. The waves laped at my feet. Quite and calming. I was shocked at my lack of clothing yet at the same time comfortable with it.
How do you feel? Do wish to take more lives? To rule the world of another?
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Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2009 11:11 pm
For one reason or another i could not go home. not now not latter and as far as i saw it not ever. I stayed by the water for some time. Some thing had built up inside of me. I could not tell if i was afraid of it or comforted by it. This strange new feeling. Not that of loss, or power, knowalge but differnt yet the same. As though a missing pice had been found and a dreadfull yet beautiful painting had come together. 50 to 10. one to none. dreams to night mares yet, unease to peace, worry and to bravery. I had never felt this way befor.
The lake was my home. The pond and animals that lived with in its safty my friends. The bare ness of my body made no differance to me nor to them. It would be some time befor i felt unsafe, befor i questions filled me head. the voice came and went but over all i was at peace. In dreams i fought with my self yet the days brought with them a safty that one would and could not know less they experence it them selfs. On a day of peace the voice had spoken and i had listened.
Change.... it had said.
How? my mind asked both confused and understanding.
You need to practice changing....
how?
Think of what it is you wish to appear as and so it shall be...
I though mearly of the swans on the pond and of how lovly they looked. befor I knew it my vision had changed. My once arms were now wight and as soft as all could dream. My neck long and easly bent. my legs short and feet webbed. I wasnt afraid and i wasnt surprised as my once toes tuched the water made for its cool and comforting feeling.
Change... the voice wispered soon after i was into the pool of clear blue.
A fish swam by and i felt the desire to swim with it. I felt no pain as my lungs changed, as my body went from a gracefull bird to the shinning fish. The bright sliver scales ment nothing to me as the amazing life of the under water creatures caought my veiw. schools of fish dartting there way to and from one rock to another as if busy from work or going to get a few needed items for the life they led in there reeffy homes.
Change...
I thought off all i had seen yet i wished to be nothing more then my self. And so i was. The once tail i had split in two. Becoming almost eel like as feet grew from them. my fins to my arms. My world once more right with its self as i made my way to shore. I hadnt swam in the lake earlyer and i do not know if i would have felt the same way but something cought my eye as i made my way to the soft muddie sand that wait at the edge. A sparkle that cought my eye like a string dose a cat. Not far down under a roock this thing sat. Waiting for me. As my hand grabed the thing i felt an almost longging for a companion. A friend, the small silver box under the water broght me just that.
The handle on the box turned so easly as I stood on the shore admiring my catch. The soft medidy it out poored sent my mind running. Not out of fear but joy. Soft and loving, like a luliby yet almost a love song of sorts. I would keep this box on my person forever. If it was not with me then it was in a place i felt safe. The box brought memories happy, sad, angray and some other feeling. One i could not place. Not love or loss but almost that of a hole in the heart. One that can not be filled yet out poors at the same moment you plung into its deepths.
In to this one song my heart out poored. It took only moments for me to realize that as i listened to this song i cryed. Tears wet my face and i looked into the water. My hair long, wet was uncared for. My skin bare was cut and brused. My eyes held an almost halo sence of being. The more i cryed the more i thought.
Thought of my life as it had been, as it should have been. The dreams had come back every night to tell me what i had done. My tears told me i felt. My eyes told my i was not and had not been my self but that voice the evil voice of a sin told me that I was perfect. that nothing would, should, or could happen to me. That my tears were for nothing and that the heart i held in my chest was nothing. I was a cage without a bird to hold. It told me that my life should not change i should stay the way i was. Nacked in both heart and mind. Each night my body would kill a person and i would not know. I would dream about each kill. Alwas starting out with some traveler trying to help, away they would come with me, I would kiss them and they would fallow me, then when the voice had gotten its fill the change would happon and the unlucky man would die. never a woman just men, old ones, young ones, tall ones, short, fat, lean it never mattered to the voice.
the musice box brought the dreams to my mind, the dreams to memories and when it was done the voice would rule once more. I can not recall how long it was but it was some time befor any thign changed. Some time befor a new one came. One who died because he fell in love with a girl who could not controll herself with out a little silver box.
The man came one day, to the pond. I had been brushing my hair by this time upset at how i cared little about the way i looked. My eyes halo but not as bad as they had once been, the cuts gone the bumps and disscoloration as well. I may have still been bare but i was becoming who i had once been. The music box played over and over with each stoke of the hand made brish.
The rustle behind me had led me to belive that a deer or perhaps large bird had decided to walk through the brush letting the morning dew still wet on the leaves tuch its skin and enjoy the syplicitys of life as they came and even went. I had not turned around when the steps of the man came close still beliveing him to only be an animal enjoying the day.It was not untill his hand brushed my shoulder that i turned. His brown eyes glisening, his brown hair soft agenst his pail skin.
"im sorry miss" he said as he handed me his cloke. when i did not take it he mearly laid it on my shoulders. "are you ok miss?" he asked his eyes not leaving mine. Some how i was intranced. I could not look away. "miss?" he asked again.
My mothe opened as if to let words out yet quickly shut them selfs as though i had forgoten how to speek. My eyes only watered and tears made there way down my face. I was crying but with out any sound.
"Miss whats wrong? Are you hurt? theres a town not far from here if you come with me I can get you some help." I could not protest with words but mearly shook my head. His eyes darted across my person befor he asked. "how long have you been out here?"
I said nothing. Because i could not and that i did not truely know. a week? a month? maby more. It was not yet cold but it was no were near warm. Befor he could ask any more questions the sweet song of the silver box began to fade as music boxes tend to do. My eyes left him and went to the box and when he turned I ran to the box grabed it then ran into the safty of the dark, safty of the woods, the safty of the only thing I felt was safe as the voice spoke.
Turn around.... talk to him.... make him fallow you deep into the dark where no one can hear you scream in to the dark were all you know, all ive tought you is.....
The first time i had not truely listened to the voice. not cared what it said. I just ran, fell then hid and cryed. Cryed then lisented to the box play and cryed more till sleep came.
The next day i went back to the water. He came back then as the music box played and I brushed my hair. The mans cloke not on me or around me but folded, washed as clean as I could have gotten it. On a rock not far from my self. Wether I had known he would come was some thing I doupt I shall ever be able to grasp. But he came..... something i dont ever think i can forget, something i will never forgive...... why is it that he had had to come and see me........
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Posted: Sat Nov 21, 2009 12:24 am
I turned to him. He held a light weight dress in one of his hands the other extended out tward me. My mind could not grasp what it was he was trying to do.
"look I dont care if you can talk or not, I dont care if you want to come with me back to town or if you want to stay here, bu theres one thing i know and thats that a ladie should not be as bare as you are and that one such as your self deserves only the best" With on hand still extended tward me he came closer, the music or my silver box playing softly.
"here" he placed the dress in my lap and turned his back as though expecting me to put it on at that varry moment. I stared at him his head not daring to turn and peek. He was strange and new to me, not quite like the men the voice had me lure or the first life i had taken.
"are you done? you dont need to say any thing but if you could give me a sighn of some sort?" he said kicking a small rock away from his foot.
I looked at the dress wich he had given me carfully. A light gray with white trimmings and what looked like silver embrodery. It was soft to the tuch. I sliped the dress on quickly then taped him on his shoulder. He turned around and looked me over eyes growing wide with what looked like joy.... Joy something i dont think i had realy felt in some time.
My eyes looked to the ground as his darted back tward mine. A feeling crept into me, one i could not place, fimiler yet lost in a sea of emotions that had started to come back. This thing turned my cheecks pink as he looked at me.
"you knwo you dont look half bad in that dress" he said smiling. I felt my self smile back, "and you know it realy brings out your eyes" I turned even pinker at this befor laughing a little. he laughed with me. "so will you come back to town or are you going to stay here?" he asked with some intrest. A quick look to the woods told him the ansor.
He talked for sometime befor the music begain t o fade. I looked at the box then back to him. I gave a slight curtsee then ran box in hand back to the woods.
"ill be back tomoro he called after me" and he was.... every day for too long to recall, the voice telling me to do things when the box's sounds faded.
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Posted: Sat Dec 26, 2009 11:52 pm
Over time we became good friends something I had never thought that could happen. My voice hardly making an appearance, yet him understanding me interlay. He never forced me to say any thing , do any thing and when I would leave he would watch before he him self left the spot near the water. He made me laugh with his stories, he made me fell emotions I hadn’t felt in some time. Happiness, sadness, and something else some thing I couldn’t quite place. All of witch were good feeling feelings that were nice to have. As long as the music played, we wear safe.
Things seamed right the water at my feet, the sky above my head and a, a friend by my side. I was happy and the voice left me alone for the most part. I wasn’t killing people any more, I wore the dress he had given me all the time and when I felt the urge I changed into peace full creatures. swans, fish, rabbits, deer and so much more. I was safe, I was happy and over all every thing was perfect. Until one day the voice came back and asked me one simple question one that I really didn’t know the answer to.
Would you sell your soul to help or even safe another?
My mind buzzed over the question, turned it over in my mind it had sounded familiar to me yet my mind quizzed its self. Would I? Could I? Should I? The voice was gone for so long, so long that its simple question had almost scared me. Its voice dark yet much like my own. It was a darker part of me with a darker thought in its own chamber deep inside my mind. Had it asked something else I might have been able to respond quickly or even respond at all.
When he came to me that day I spoke to him I asked him the question. “Would you sell your soul to help or even safe another?” the music box had stopped as soon as the words left my lips.
His voice was like so many others who had been asked questions similar, scared, fearful, worried so many words to tell how he sounded so many ways to express how he looked. His tongue shook under his lips. “Are you in some sort of trouble? Are you ok? We can get through this I promise, just tell me what’s wrong??”
“I’m fine, I ….. I….. I need to show you something” I said my eyes avoiding his. I steeped into the water my bare feet lapped at by the calm cool waves. With a mere thought my body changed into that of a swan and I began to swim upon the waves. I could see it in his eyes the shock, the surprise the fear and the awe all the emotions in his mind.
“where did you go??” his voice shook as his eyes settled upon mine own.
“I’m right here in front of you…..” In a bright flash of light I was nothing more then doe knee deep in the water. “I’m…. not normal” my voice cracked. the voices question appeared in my mind. “I… I think I sold my soul un knowingly” I walked out of the water and sat down next to him my head next to his leg.
“Its ok…” his voice was calm and his hand rested lightly upon my head stoking my ears. I could feel my self crying, as I unknowingly changed back into an abnormal girl, my bare body next to him. His voice was soft and calm. “you know this isn’t your fault…. and in my eyes you cant cry with out a soul” His hand stroked my hair softly, gently lovingly.
“you…. you really think so?” I looked up into his eyes his bright eyes, his soft eyes. In moment I stopped crying and put back on my dress.
“so what do we do now?” he asked quietly, he hadn’t looked at my bare body as I had gotten dressed, not once. He in my opinion was a genital man of the dieing sort. He was perfect in every way and I could find no flaw with him. He had accepted me when I had shown him a secrate, comforted me when I cried, and had never forced me to speak when I wished to remain silent.
“I don’t know….” my voice trailed off before I begin to tell this man my story. From my lost lover, to my changing, to the murder of the random men, every thing, how the voice had spoken to me all of it. the music box and its soft melody no where to be heard or seen.
“So you haven’t seen your family in how long??” his face was full of concern, for me. It was comforting in a strange way.
“I don’t know, a long time…..” once more my voice trailed off.
“well what do you say we pay them a visit?” a bright smile filled his face. he cared, more then any one had for a long time and more overly he was open to me and I to him it was like I was a book in an unknown language and he was a scholar cracking it and enjoying himself as he went.
I looked at the ground and gave a soft nod. Before her grabbed my hand and looked me right in the eyes. “we can get though this ok?”
It seamed like a long time before we came to my home town, or should I call it a city. Everything had grown so much only after a short amount of time. Many of the local land marks had been removed or hadn’t been taken care of for quite some time. All of the places I had known seamed gone. All the people I had grown up with left, yet under all of it my own home atop the quite hill all alone lay untouched by time. the roses still bloomed, the grass freshly cut, the door to my home bright and colorful, with its gold and silver trim adorning its framing.
Slowly I knocked on the portal to the past. only moments if they could even be called such my father opened the door his face grown old with worry, his clothes dark as if morning. He eyed my person closely before making as if to dismiss me like some commoner not his only child.
“yes, yes you look vary much like her but if you don’t mind I’m no longer looking for fortune seekers and child impersonator.” As he said these words I could feel it in his heart that he was grieving. He thought I was dead. But more overly he had looked for me.
“father?” my voice was quite, hell shaken would be a better word for what it was. a small tear made its way down my face quietly and I could not force my self to look this man in the eyes. He was my father but he seamed not to notice that I was his own flesh and blood.
“I have no time for this…..” I could feel his eyes looking me over and in a moment I felt his embrace. “I know I’m crazy but I hope you really are here this time, tell me you’re her, my little girl.”
“yes father I’m here” I hugged him quietly, for the last time really, the last time it was really me. I could never forget what happened. What I did, what it made me say.
I could feel my self slip away, now that I was home. The boy I felt safe with no were to be seen safely away from here out side of town. The thing inside of me took over, the thing that craves blood
“father” it said “I have a question, would you sell your soul if it could save me” Its voice was mine own, yet dark and terrible. It was a voice that could scare children, a voice that even I was afraid of.
“what do you mean child?” was the last thing he said. His eyes puzzled then afraid looked deeply into mine as well as that thing inside.
“wrong ansor” It sad coldly and in a mere instant my hand was a claw that slit his throat. his blood spilled on my dress. some where deep inside my home a girl screamed a girl who looked much like me. I ran at her and wished her to quite as I did so I felt weaker yet stronger, and with one quick movement she was dead. this seen replayed over and over until there was nothing but a mass pile of bodies in the house were I grew up. The thing that had control over my being went to my room blood coving it, and from deep inside of meself I saw it for the first time, trough a mirror. This thing I had become. My hair was black not the brown it truly was, my eyes both gray yet white. My hand claw like my person covered in blood. My skin pale more so then it should have been, I looked like a doll of sorts like one from a little girls nightmares. Some demonic doll bent on killing. this monster brought its claw to its lips they were pale and its claw blood
covered was kissed by its lips.
“Do you fear what you have become?” its said darkly to the mirror, it said darkly to me.
A blood like tear was the only thing it reaped from me.
“Then you do fear me? Do you know that I am your greatest power? I am the thing you only wish you could be. I am the darkness in the light, I am the fear you hold inside. I am you and you are me… is that really so hard to believe? You tried to keep me away, you tried to keep me from them, everyone. you bottled me up only to let me grow and now you shall see with your own eyes what I am like. What it is like to have angered something so powerful!!!”
My mind wishes it could black out as this thing turned into me. Only it eyes looked abnormal. It charmed men and brought them to my once home then killed them. It walked right into the homes of people I once held dear asking the only thing it really could ask over and over. “would you, could , dear you sell your soul for me?” then it would kill them all of them men, women, children even any thing living near by. In only a mater of hours the place I had grown up in was dead, blood littered the streets. A man in armor wielding a sword ran at the monster in my body. with a slight look the man slowed and dropped having grown week from no were. then his neck was cut by a claw and his blood littered the road like that of so many others.
As soon as I saw him I screamed in my mind. “So what’s your answer? would you sell your soul?” was all that it said.
“yes.” he responded quietly and I dropped to my knees and blacked out as if asleep, the monster seamed content with this for now.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 9:28 pm
I layed in his arms for what only could have been forever. I didnt move from fear, hate, and saddness. That thing i had been scared me. The blood soked ground lay behind me, the bodys of my hometown waited infrount of there abods. My life had been turned upside down by the death of one. I killed, and i had enjoyed it, or part of me had.
I cryed, and cryed when i looked up to him. My eyes and hair had changed with my body. My green eyes now grey my dark hair a pure white like the fresh snow on the purest of ice. Tears littered my face as my mind wraped its self on one thought. Youll kill him if you stay with him.
"you need to leave" I said, tone harsh and hatefull.
"what?" he tryed to make me look into his eyes but i kept from it.
"I cant have you around me"
"We can get thoough this, you AND me" he said his own voice growwing with worry, concern and fear.
"No WE cant" i said as my eyes met his there grey coloring sent a shiver though him. "I dont think you understand what happond back there, what i just did to all those people"
He tryed to hold me close but i back off of him. My eyes now lifeless peared deeply into his own. With a mear though I looked at my hand and it turned into a claw, no more like that of a large cats paw claws extended.
"If im with you any more ill kill you, and we both know it" I looked at him, his eyes were now full to the brim with fear.
"Im sorry" I said giving him a slight kiss befor becoming a black cat and running off into the shadows. My dress hit the ground behind me, and i for got all about him, and my music box with only one thought in mind, Find the people who did this to me and make them pay.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 10:50 pm
I went on like that for some time, i changed form when i needed to. I chose to stay as creatures that wernt normaly hunted. But when i saw a hunter I became a normal girl, and gave then monster what it wanted. For the most part it was in controll getting what it wanted. OVer time summer turned to fall, fall to winter.
As it snowed I was a girl less and less, the thing killed more men but in differnt ways, using my voice spinning a farie tale nightmare for them. I was cursed, Please help me kind sir and i will grant your every wish, This man traped me in this body. It didnt care if the men had familys and nor did i untill one man came and found me, me as a normal girl.
It was a cold winter day and I had been running around as a deer, untill i was shot. I felt the arrow hit me hard in the chest. I felt my self slip as my body reverted to its normal self. I could hear the man cry out in worry as the realization of what he though he had done hit him.
When i awoke i was in a large bed, a man sat by my side and a woman no older then my self tended a fire in the small log home.
"miss are you ok?" he said as my eyes opened up to him. He had blond hair and brown eyes. He was built but hardly. The girl had short blond hair and eyes of blue, she her self was beautiful. She was petite, she was also going to be my bigest problem. If The thing inside of me was going to have its way she was going to need to be removed from the picture.
"im fine" i said as i tryed to get up befor a bright flash of pain made its way through my body. I fell back as soon as it had reared its face. A painfull moan left my lips. "what happond?"
"well i.... er.... um..... he held up a broken blood stained arrow to me"
"my husband sadly, shot you thinking you to be a deer" the blond girl said to me. "im so sorry" She looked at me kindly and brought me a warm soup "what were you doing out in this snow? even more what were you doing there with out any clothes?"
"I...." Dont tell them... "I dont realy know" I said avoidding eye contact with eather one of the two. "I dont realy recall any thing" A tear made its way down my face, i had not planed on it but it suited for the emotion i was trying to play.
"You can stay here as long as you want miss" the man said befor wipping away the tear. "and im sure we have something here you can find suitable to wear around the home" he was kind and I knew just how to use that to my advantage.
"No no i realy must be going" I said as i tryed to make my way out of the bed hitting the floor hard as my weight collasped under me.
A quick gasp from the two proved my thoughts right. Easy pickings. Over a few weeks i stayed with the two becomming something of a friend to the girl and more of a hidden lover to the man as the monster inside of me made its way out.
Things went as planed untill one day I went outside and saw how truly beatiful every thing was. The small log home held a huge garden outside full of white roses, still in bloom even though the snow of winter, tall pines stood gard at the frount of the home in the woods. It was a sight that one could only see once. Only once and live to tell about, yet these people had seen it more times then any one could imagan.
As I saw the sight I could head inside the up brings of the plan that had been exicuted over many winter weeks. I heard the girl scream as the man killed her. Moments of planning, weeks of playing with two new toys and now one moment. He came out covered in the blood of his late wife, and wraped his arm around me, and kissed my lips softly.
"Its not every day a man truly falls in love" he said.
"I know" i said and kissed him lightly back. "So do you want to see how much i love you?" i wispered into his ear.
"ill clean up then we can love each other untill we die" he said kissing me once more befor going to get rid of his only true love.
"to bad for you it will be too soon" the creature in my head laughed.
In an hour the home was clean her body gone, yet not properly desposed of. The blood off the floor and walls and I waited in his bed. He was with me still dressed i was not. As he took off his clothes, i went to stop him.
"I have a question."
"any thing my love"
"How do i know you love me?"
"I... I love you more then the moon who fallows the sun can ever imagan, I love you more then a deer loves the fresh spring air, I love you so much more then I can begin to tell you" He said then moved to kiss me, but i moved away.
"I know youd kill for me but would you alow your self to be killed?" I asked my body changing under the bed in to that of a lion.
"What?" he coiled back in both shock and confusion.
"hmmm, too bad" I said my body changing fully, as his home was once more filled with screams and blood. I left his body there on the bed or the part of him that hadnt been riped apart. I changed back to my self and kissed his forever fear sticken face, then walked out into the spring air licking the mans sweet blood off my fingers.
I went like this for some time fallowing roads here and there killing along the way for the joy of the kill. But over time i watched what i had done. People begain to put deaths together, they knew there was a murderar running around but they had no face, they just knew that they killed like an animal. For sometime I was carefull yet unknowlying i was going home, to the closest thing I had as a home. I was going back to me lake. Where He was still waitting.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 11:42 pm
He had gone to the lake every day and had waited every day. He had sat on the rock were we had met and had played my music box. He had kept my clothes and as i walked unknowingly to the lake through the woods, a feeling of happyness overfilled me. I begain to run through the forest, happy thoughts buzzed in my mind, befor i knew it i was knee deep in the pure water, laughing happly.
I was so happy i hadnt even noticed him walk up behind me, but he grabed me around the waist and pulled me close facing him and kissed me deeply on the lips. My eyes closed in the pure blis.
"dont you ever leave me again" he said and held me tight.
"never" I said my eyes crying. "never, never, never!"
He had watched me closly fallowing news about a magic, or talking creatures, he had listened in on all murders my animals, all of the ones on hunters and there familys every thing.
"I love you so I stayed" he said. "I even kept your music box" he said and held out a small silver heart to me.
Timidly i graped it and opened its lid. I had hardly noticed that it was a heart not its normal box like shape.
"It broke once so i got it remade" He smiled happly at me. and for a time we were happy once more. I didnt need to kill any thing and I didnt have a care in the world.
Every thing was perfect and we were happy. We talked and I was living like a normal person again. We had moved back in to my home town, turns out ghost towns dont realy stop people for vary long. I was even able to move back into my old home. We were living our happly ever after.
As time went on things begain to happon. The voice was no were in my mind yet i could no longer look in the merror with out seeing what i had become. And over time I had another ask for my hand, I said no, but the man grew to hate the one I loved. People begain to talk and one day my home was set a blaze. All the money that was inside with it.
The nobal man who had asked for my hand was the only way I could keep living the life i was living, yet once more i refused. I would not give up my happy ness for money. And over time problems begain to make them selfs known. The man i loved was sent to jail under false charges, once more the nobel asked for my hand this time for my loves freedom. I agreeged. But as I stood in at the entrance to the church my lover stood ready to be hung. And as i walked inside i heard the gait below him drop, and the gasp of his breath. Tears rolled down my eyes. He had died and now all who had come to see me would as well.
I willed the thing inside of me to controll me as it wished. I wanted to be its killing puppet. And i granted me my wish. It killed every one. There blood and screams littered the town the gards tryed to hurt me but died one by one, I screamed inside not out of fear, or hate but saddness because the one thing i held dear was gone. My dress ripped and tore as i sliced through the necks of people, as i cut them to bits and as I enjoyed there screams. I watched as the bodys littered the ground. I grew found of the sounds and sights i wanted it more I needed the blood the screams and in harly any time at all every one was dead.
I picked up my small music box as it glowed in the suns light. In only a moment a bird flew through the air and snatched it from my hand. I screamed at it befor fallowing it. It seamed to have been trying to lead me someplace. and in a moment it flung my music box into an open window on a large mansion. I chased after it,I had chased it to my new family. I had chased it to a place where i would feel safe.
I looked around the main room my family bickering with each outher. I had unknowingly chased the sprit home.
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