Hidden from this world,
where none of you can see
the disgusting reality
that I believe.
Long sleeves to hide my scars,
black cloak to hide my eyes,
makeup,nail polish and collar;
just part of the disguise.
I'm not trying to scare you,
I just want you
to stay away,
I'll never inflict myself again,
with pretty truths
that are just fake.
I hate myself,
I hate your lies,
I hate that I'm just a whore
to these distorted fantasies
of I love you forever more.
I'll suffer eternally from this pain
you've released inside,
making sure you never know it,
as I disguise myself from
this cruel life's
inexorable demand
of capitulation;
That I be strapped down
to a daily castration.
where none of you can see
the disgusting reality
that I believe.
Long sleeves to hide my scars,
black cloak to hide my eyes,
makeup,nail polish and collar;
just part of the disguise.
I'm not trying to scare you,
I just want you
to stay away,
I'll never inflict myself again,
with pretty truths
that are just fake.
I hate myself,
I hate your lies,
I hate that I'm just a whore
to these distorted fantasies
of I love you forever more.
I'll suffer eternally from this pain
you've released inside,
making sure you never know it,
as I disguise myself from
this cruel life's
inexorable demand
of capitulation;
That I be strapped down
to a daily castration.
