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 Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 1:44 am
Are you a Writer? can you tug the heart stings with little more than expressive lyrics and rhythm?
For all songs, poems and epics That we write ourselves.
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Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 3:51 pm
In all that has begun
Whether it is i wish to run
how this desire shines so darkly
to contrast, just as starkly
all ive known as of now
has changed , no doubt
My dreams of late
defy all fate
Of walking hand in hand
across the endless sand
like mothes to lights
you draw my nights
Of lone figures
speaking low
whispering kind words
before it must go
into the night
all alone
Of a lone room, just you and i
yet i dread it, and dont know why
Lik saphire lights
they burn into me
amid a tangle
of copper
Oh how, ill never know
you entrance me
unthinkible, untill now
this, now i have found
come walk with me
at sun rise
just before the stars die
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:45 pm
Whisper to me, ill always listen
wind whisper threw the trees
Shadows dance, before your eyes
Come with me ,
Follow me into the sunrise
just as the stars die
Whisper to the night
the darkness can not harm you
shine bright, only in darkness
Watch the sky
dancing in light
The still hush, of all that should be
Listen to the mouse
at the end of the river
he will tell you
no lies, but distorted truth
His heart pure, his fear wrote
to cast into nothing
all that once stood
Misguided the mouse,
to follow only in name
his rage his pain
see threw his eyes
to know only heart
do not cast it aside
all that is felt, is truth
Follow the echo
into the hill
to find whats been left behind
looks deep and find the fire light
shining what on the stone
listen to the whisper water
as cold as ice
Whisper to me, ill always listen
wind whisper threw the trees
Shadows dance, before your eyes
Come with me ,
Follow me into the sunrise
just as the stars die
Whisper to the night
the darkness can not harm you
shine bright, only in darkness
Watch the sky
dancing in light
Whispering wind casting long shadows
watch as the giant slumbers
lay asleep, for the days
To watch the sun set
until the sunrise
Whisper to star light
Ask the beast of life
Whisper of light
all will be renewed
Spring over takes winter
winter never lasts
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 11:25 pm
The black shadows reach for me,
washing over me
in waves of rage and dispair.
I close my eyes to force it away,
but i can not fight it for long.
Aganst this, your weaknesses
are the only things that keep me strong.
I feel your throat under my hands,
your gasping , pleading fighting.
But in the same im not here, i feel nothing.
I feel the rage wash over me,
consuming my thoughts,
till i want to consume you,
hurt you, break you, never knowing why.
As the rage washes over me,
i despair, yes despair, yet i feel nothing.
I feel the cool wood of the handle,
but nothing is in my hand.
I feel the hot rush of blood flowing threw my fingers,
but nothing is there.
The shadows reaches for me
dragging me deeper into the blackness, i
nto the rage, into the hate and despair.
Your words echo in my ears,
and they have no meaning,
isee your twisted face, screaming
fighting against me, but it has no meaning.
I feel your skin under my hands , y
our heart beat as i slowly squeeze
the words from your throat till they run dry.
THe cold blackness consumes me,
this rage this hate , theres nothing i can do.
And then i hear His voice,
cool comforting as i sit in the dark,
occupied with only my thoughts.
None of it was real,
just the shadows,
playing in my mind.
I hear Him laugh
, laugh at my disgust
at what He shown me.
I dont do those things,
I wont do those things,
they will never happen.
I hear it, like my own thoughts,
chastising me for not wanting it.
The shadows reach for me again,
all with His cold white face,
and shining eyes,
beckoning me to dance with him,
beckoning me to the darkness.
I take his cold hand,
im ripped from my body,
im riped from my soul,
im riped from my sanity!!!
I feel the icy touch of the darkness inside,
letting the rage over take me,
but restraining it. into the darkness of my room.
I invision such glorious sights,
of terror pain and destruction.
Of people torn apart, their faces crushed,
their throats torn out,
their skulls broken open .
I fall into the darkness,
i fall into Him,
until there is nothing left
but the cold rage,
rage that has no origin only destruction.
I grab at wrists of innocent ,
pinning them bruising them
under my new found strength,
your struggling little more than inconvenience ,
fueling my rage and want.
I am Him,
You are me.
And nothing exists .
My rage fills me,
like my want,
and i seek to take you
to break you
to want you.
The shadow pulls away ,
leaving me in the icy cold,
his laughing face,
and cold shining eyes,
enchanting me
the silvery light of the moon .
Again im left i the dark alone,
never alone,
always alone.
comforted by the darkness,
though the rage has washed away
leaving me cold.
He smiles, he knows i like it,
the hatred
the blood lust.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 10:20 pm
I AM NO MANS SHADOW
i amd the shadow of all you fear
of theose you hold dear
fall away from me now
or all i s lot
My porceline mask
painted in Ashis
i am ashis
i am the god
of all you fear
Your pain feeds me
and i am hungry
suffer for my pleasure
at my hand
I am No Mans Shadow
I am the Shadow of Rage
I am the Shadow of Agony
I am the Shadow of Fear
take my hand and know me.
My Porceline doll
so pure and white
oh hw you shine
with your bright
innocent light
I am No Mans Shadow
The Shadow that haunts you so
Come with me
Ill take you
I lend you my might
my twisted love
the love of agony
the love of Fear
the Love of death
Ill take you
you will be mine
Ne need to cry
you can never hide
I am No Mans Shadow
I have no name
You may call me what you wish
all over again
I am No MANS shadow
I am not a man
I am not man
i am no man
I am Not
I am a man of no face
look into me
and know
nothing
I am no mans shadow
God of Agony
Fear
Rage
Death
know me
And ill know you well
I am No Mans Shadow
In the dark my eyes shine
I am not
Yet here i am
I am No mans Shadow
YOu can break free
you can not excape
you want it
Take my hand
see threw my eyes
my hell
my life
I am no Mans Shadow
The shadow that haunts you so
the Shadows
The night
The want
I am No mans Shadow
i will take you
Break you
Use tou
Because you are no more
I am Man of No Land
I am King of Dreams
I am King of your heart
you can not run from me
because you are mine
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 3:17 pm
Shadows dip , swirl, flutter
I sing to myself, Wishing
with all the strength i can muster
silently i listen
The thoughts of Man
Are mine to keep
I listen to them
till i drift off to sleep
I am The keeper
Of the No Mans Shadow
The man with no heart
The man with no soul
I know his wickedness
So well , yet i can hear
His thoughts so easily
he is not , I am Light.
I am The porceline doll
fragile and innocent
i called to him , when i was in fear
now he is all i have dear
I am the Light, which called him
I am the night which knows him
i am the shining witch
he protects
He is not wicked
He is not evil
atleast not with me
never with me.
He shows me the world
threw demonic shimmering
And words softer than his voice
what we do, is my choice.
He is a murder, a lier, and Demon
But with me, he is only a man
With me his sorrow
with me he is kind
I know his touch
Before i knew the touch of any man
Before i know the love of any man
before i know the night.
He is my No Mans Shadow
He is mine
And i am his
Nothing in between.
He never grows jealous
He never grows angery
atlest not with me
he is my lover, no one else can see
I tell no one his name
FOr it is mine to keep
I tell no one his eyes
I see so well as i sleep
I am The doll
Fragile and broken
Only his words can mend me
once they are spoken
I called him, in my pain
I called him , in my sorrow
I called him when all i wished
was vengence
He is my No Mans Shadow
He will do anything for me
Do anything to protect me
Even end all that i hold dear.
I knew his touch
before i knew any other
I knew his heart
Before i even knew my own
He is my Dark Angel
My Akainaiel
My dream lover
and mine to keep.
No one knows his name
for it is mine to keep
ill never speak it
even after i meet
I am No Mans Shadow's Lover
He is dark, and i am light
I am pure, never to be touched
Never been loved, exept by him
Whether he be real
And what i feel
be only llution
a delution
it does not matter to me
For i love him, even if he isnt real
I love him, even if he cant feel
I love him , even if he is evil
He is my Protector
Protecting me from the Man with no face
Protecting me from the children with No Faces
Protecting me from pain
Protecting me from fear
he protects me with his Rage
When he is beside me
No one dares touching me
i am invinsible
I am immortal
Not even The Man With No Face
can take me, when My no Mans Shadow
Is at my side
Even if they cant see him, can can feel him
I am The light
I am Shine bright
And when i dim
All because of Him
My No Mans Shadow Comes
To take this all away.
He is not evil, Atleast not with me
He protects me from Pain
He protects me from Sorrow
He protects me with his Rage
Even when the Children Of No Faces
Come for me, taunting me
Teasing me, hurting me
No mans Shadows Whispers
only for me
Shush, do not say,
i can hear you
Do not let them hurt you
I am here, come to me
and ill protect you
I feel his touch, i know he is with me
To give me his demonic strength
To give me the strength to survive them
To take what they have to offer.
Even as The Man With No Face
Is with me, And all that he does
No Mans Shadow, takes me somewhere else
Far away, away from Man With no Face.
He keeps my sanity
In my insanity
I call his name
When ever i need him
He is my No Mans Shadow
He is the king of my Dreams
He is the king of my soul
Who protects me from my life
So when The children with no faces
leave, My broken battered torn body
On the cold ground , bleeding
No Mans Shadow is there, to lick my wounds
So when the Man With no Face
Leave , my soul broken
I am not there
I am With No Mans Shadow
In the Kingdom of Dreams
Where i am his Queen
Where no one can hurt me
Never there....
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:31 am
I only exist in your mind
i do not exist, i am not
for i am only as you imagine me
i am the blond haired boy
covered in scars
angry at the world
hateful of the world
but i am not
I do not exist , but the way you dream of me
i am only as you dream me
i am the raven haired man
of infinite wisdom
and shadowy past
but i am not
I only exist how you believe me to be
i am the dark hair girl
singing in the rain
dancing over andover again
innoccent and pure
beyond any endure
yet i am not
I only exist how you imagine me
if you imagine me
for you do not know me
no one does
i wear many masks
many faces
for i have no face
i only exist how you think of me
as the red haired girl
with deep green eyes
and odd dark humor
screaming at the world
to let me free
to let me be
but i am not
I do not exist
but for the way you imagine me
i do not exist
but for what you dream of me
i do not exist
if you do not see me
I am the mousy haired girl
with dark brown eyes
stareing out the window
day dreaming about tomorrow
day dreaming about anime
rocking out to music everyone knows
yet i am not, i do not
I do not exist unless you see me
i do not exist at all
for who you know
is not who i am
its only a face
i wear
i have no face
only masks
i have no place
only tasks
i dont exist
for i am not
have you ever known me?
will you remember me?
will you touch me?
can you touch me?
no one can
for i do not exist
i am a figment
a pale shadow
i am not
and yet here i am
typing this
thinking this
knowing this
i am not a man
i am not a woman
i am not a child
i am not a boy
i am not a girl
i am not
because i do not exist
i am what ever mask i wear
i can bear its memories
as my own
for i know them
as i know your mind
your heart
your emotions
but they are not mine
because i do not exist
i am not
i am you
i am noone
i am everyone
i do not exist
i know when you are sad
wheen your reading something that makes you made
because i feel it too, i can see threw your eyes
even though they are not my own
when you know me
you know your not alone
I am not
yet here i am
i am not
yet i exist
if only in your thought
in your dreams
in your mind
in your words
you do not know my name
for i have many
if i have any
i am called
by my title
never my name
that is my shame
i am Ashis
the one with no past
with wisedom of time
i am the old man
with a young heart
i am Ashis
of nothing
I am Syn
the one with a long past
with a wicked mind
i am a young man
with a cold heart
i am Syn
i am nothing
I am David
the one too young to be
who is all alone
i am a young boy
with no friends
i am David
i am not
I am Angela
the one who has lived too long
who is greedy and selfish
i am the old woman
with no heart
I am Angela
i am not
i am Yosilda
the daughter of no one
Who is kind and selfless
i am the young woman
with a large heart
i am Yosilda
i am not
i am Elizibeth
The child with no eyes
who is lost, and helpless
i am the little girl
with a fragil form
i am elisibeth
i do not exist
i am kyra
the one with many faces
who is a lost soul
i am every age
i am every one
i am no one
i do not exist.
You do not know my name
you will never know my face
you will never know my voice
you will never know my dreams
i am the mAehan prophets
i know all that you know
i know all that you do not
i do not exist
i have been to the land of Nothing
i have been to the land of dreams
i have been to the land of tomorrow
i have spoken to the great spirits
i have made love with demons and angels alike
i do not exist
and yet i am
i am not of the world
i only in it
i do not belong to it
i never have
i do not exist
i am of no land
i have seen the 12 seats of the keepers
i have seen the 4 gods of yester year
yet i have not
i have touched the unborn life that has yet to be conseeved
yet i have not
i have touched the twin eyes that lay in the center
i have been torn apart by there immortal gaze
yet i am whole
because i am not
i have know the 13 dancers of time
because i have danced with them
yet i have not
because i am not
i do not exist
but how you imagine me
i have youched the brown haired girl
with so many friends
yet feels so alone
i have spoken to her
even aas she has never heard my voice
for i have none
i have no voice but yoour voice
i have no words
but the words you wish me to speak
i have played with the blondd haired girl
who sings about shadows and nighttime
who wishes to be someone else
everytime she looks in the mirror
who is teased for her words
and books
and life
i know her
but i am not her
i can only see her
i am the sandy haired boy
with few friends
who wishes to be so strong
but i am not
because i can only sing to him
as he dreams about god
wishing his god to savve him
i am the girl who dies her hair
to seperate her self from others
yet does not realize
i am like everyone else
my emotions cloud my thoughts
yet i am not
i can only see her
when i speak to her
even though she has never heard my voice
i am everyone
i am not
i am no one
i do not exist
but how you dream me
think of me
imagine me
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 8:54 am
Winter...Played by the chorus of Hushabye MountainWinter's gaze, sets it's eyes upon me. But spring so close, turns behind me. As the sun fades, behind clouds grey. My heart so heavy, turns away. The snow is falling, settling softly. The peace of the night, my heart left absently. Never to see, her face again. Watching the cardinals, return to their den. They live in warmth, tightly together. I sit alone, under the weather. Summer's warm breeze, gone with the green. But settles in coldly, with an icy sheen. The autumn color, buried by snow. I watched from a distance, as they go. I know she's gone, but I'm still here. I await her return, with a tear.  Please post comments.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 12:49 pm
Dark December
I remember sun, warm, bright, and wonderful.
Shining like the love within my heart.
Now there is no more sun, winter has killed everything.
But although it is dark December, I'll forever, remember the sun.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 1:12 pm
Reality
What is reality? Reality is something real.
Something you can touch and feel.
Right?
Wrong.
Reality is what we make it.
Reality is a funny little puzzle peice that never does quite fit.
Reality is what we believe it is, not what someone tells us.
So why is there all this fuss?
About what is right? What is wrong?
The nights are rough and the roads are long.
That is, if you wish to find the truth. It will never be fassle.
But it will be worth it, just don't onto others a hassle.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 1:20 pm
It is...
It is not how or where you are born that makes you who you are.
It is what you do with the gift of life, that determines who you become.
It is you who decides your own fate alone.
It is not you who decides anything for someone else.
It is right to be kind, but not too kind.
It is right to harm another if harm is done, or an eye for an eye.
It is wrong to hurt someone with no meaning or feeling.
It is wrong to wish harm onto another.
It is these words of wisdom, that can guide you through life.
It is not these words, to decide what you do.
It is you who decides to read or listen to anyone.
It is you who decides who or what to follow or believe in.
It is not these words, that are all wise for you or me, but it happens to be you who decides if you believe these words or not.
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