I no longer have a place here, within this guild. For the majority of my life I lived in places that I had no purpose in living at. Something I've become accustomed to and know to recognize. Though it pains me to say it I recognize that here, this guild, NCS is one of these places.
Gracchvs, you since the beginning have garnered much of my attention. I attempted to realize you intents, your justifications and in doing so hoping to find logic in your ideas. At the current juncture I have realized enough. You are admirable in many regards, this can never be denied. But the means to your aims are, in my opinion, not, no instead they are petty and beget only more pettiness. I am tired of stomaching it, I am tired of complaining of it, I won't allow the creation anymore drama over it, thus the only answer is I must leave.
Before I go though some points of interests must be discussed. To start with I am a very bitter depressed person. It takes actually very little for me to direct this onto others. I try very hard to hide it but it leaks often enough. It's a terrible fault of mine I resolve to fix. Why is this important, this trivial personal fact? Well perhaps to justify what is next. Herobane, Kotka, & Miza, the three of you are complete and utter tools. Fun, friendly perhaps even enjoyable to hang around, but still tools nonetheless who must be recognized as such. You unwavering, unceasing and almost parroted support of everything Gracchvs says or does has landed you this title. I don't know what your reasons are, if you disagree or anything; my curiosity over this has died and I don't care anymore. Further, Herobane your bloodlust to kill every person that could oppose you makes you dangerous. Not to the enemies of the Proletariat, but to everyone around you and yourself. Your bloody impulses are without merit or logic. And considering how little of Marxist theory you know that wrapping of justification to your violent tendencies is gone. In other words you're little better than a thug or gang member who happens to like hammers and the color red. I know no longer what to say or advise you of anymore.
Rob, you are partially a tool, but you know somewhat you are or at least are considered such. You know it because you almost willingly do it. But Rob, unlike the aforementioned you have my sympathy. I understand what you are doing and why. Rob, your only obligation in matters like this is to yourself and your ideas. What you tried to accomplish is great but it's not right. In the end you'll have just become a failed mediator with weakened resolve, nothing accomplished and everyone upset with you and your actions. I don't want you to make that mistake again. You are perhaps the hope for this guild Rob so you cannot do that to yourself. be logical when you can, and when you cannot go with what you ******** you Tank (maybe I'll say something over AIM)
Gallenger...hand me a beer? Nothing much to say to you
Kagerou, Yay a job!
Curse & Anarcho, troll harder ffs.
PCS, Pury my disappointment came from that I thought you too would become a tool. I still don't know if you will. Do what you want though, & I cannot apologize enough for becoming bitter at an assumption
This guild was formerly embodiment of my desires and hopes at the age of 14. It has changed though, I no longer recognize it. This indeed has become something that I do not recognize nor as it seems me. I now find myself in a world of factions of "The Left" and "The Right". Where no for the first time in my life I have bee classified as "The Right". Perhaps you all will continue with such but I won't. It shall no longer be my problem.
Whatever rhetoric may pass hereafter know that I am still a Marxist. My belief we are nearing a precipice of something, some change is still prevalent. the only thing, THE ONLY CHANGE is my association with NCS. Good luck to you all in your endeavors.
With this statement and text I hereby renounce NCS membership and the same in affiliates. In no way from this point on are my actions to reflect upon the guild as a whole and in no way are there actions to reflect upon me.
-Signed Comrade Man, September 8th 2009
The Marxist, Communist, and Socialist Guild
Formerly called the NCS, this is a place for communists and socialists to talk about communism and socialism.
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