I have a dream,
But it’s more like a nightmare,
No, it’s more like life.
I have a feeling,
No, it’s more like a hunch,
And soon turns to terror.
I have a vision,
Yes, that’s the right term,
It shows me something I couldn’t imagine.
It shows me myself,
Years down the road,
I look like hell,
And I don’t look myself.
My eyes are dead and lifeless,
My hearts broken like glass,
I’ve accomplished none of what I wanted,
And I’m treading the completely wrong path.
My demeanor is cold and wary,
And I’m so not who I want.
It scares me more than anything has in my life.
It’s a sign from above,
It’s telling me to change,
Just like my Shaman, who’s not in my vision at all.
I can’t be that person,
Doomed to obscurity and depression like that.
I can’t let myself get to the point
Where the light’s gone from my eyes,
And I look like I’ve given up the will to live.