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 Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 7:25 pm
Everybody.... I have been in a extinguishing long LONG LONG depression, but I feel I am on the verge of getting out. I took alot of energy to PM this message between Kixna. Cause when I spill my feelings, I TRULY spill my feelings. Very carefully too ninja This message says it all. Kixna1016 Lord Nexas Kixna1016 It's nice to see you back with the Organization Nexas-sama. I'm guessing we aren't as stressed out anymore? When I posted this, I wasn't just saying it directly to Kixna, I was thinking of all of you V//////V -I turn my head to see the cheerful voice- I hope so. Usually when I'm happy like this, I think that I'm finally out of the blaze. But after a about a day, I collapse for some annoying reason. -My eyelids close for a brief second- I never looked at anyone elses opinons. I've been selfish. Hateful. Lazy. Careless. -Then, I open my eyes- But I finally figured it out. I kept trying to take my battles alone. Having people help me made me feel weak. Weakness is something I could never accept. If I'm not strong, how could I help others, let alone myself. I thought pushing people away would make me strong. I was wrong. -I chuckle- Actually, its pretty ironic. ^_^ Here, I think cutting myself off from everybody shape me into a ideal leader, but the truth is.... My comrades are my strength. Without them--without you, I would be in worse shape I am now. I thought.... no one, no matter who they were, were not important because the world dosen't care. But its not for the world to decide. It us. I was so blind to all of you. I kept asking for help, you did, and I turned it down thinking you didn't know anything about me. But you know enough about me.... to care. Thank you.... thank you so much. Everyone. You've all suffered from my absents and complaints. There is too numerous words that discribe my gratitude..... I would truly be a Nobody without you. -I step forward and pause- ^_^ -My arms warp around in pull you against me, and I speak in gentle, compassionate way- Thank you..... my comrades. V//////V
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 7:32 pm
crying Awww Nexas-sama we loves you!! -TwT- You're the best <3
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 7:40 pm
I meant what I said in saying its good to have you back. And I agree with Alexis; we love you. And I will agree in saying that this group is like my family away from my family.
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 7:40 pm
I'm giving out FREE HUGS!!! -hugs Alexis- There you go cat-woman >w<
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 7:44 pm
Lord Nexas I'm giving out FREE HUGS!!! -hugs Alexis- There you go cat-woman >w< Wow this must be what they mean when they say "turning over a new leaf." Only it seems like this is the whole tree ^_^. W/e I'll take it
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 7:54 pm
-I hold my head- Yes, a new tree.... but again I'm still trying to grasp it competly. Its hard to hold on too. Maybe I'm just thinking too much and not enough feeling. >w<
Still.... the feeling is hard to grasp on too. Because my Darkness, Selandian, is the only thing in my way. If I've gotten this far, from all of you. I know I can beat him.
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 8:34 pm
*holds my arms out* I wants a hug *makes cute pouty face*
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 8:46 pm
XLloromannicX *holds my arms out* I wants a hug *makes cute pouty face* Oh Xenji!! -jumps into your arms- I'm so sorry I made you go through so much crying Please forgive me.
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 10:23 am
Lord Nexas XLloromannicX *holds my arms out* I wants a hug *makes cute pouty face* Oh Xenji!! -jumps into your arms- I'm so sorry I made you go through so much crying Please forgive me. *huggles you and pats your head* its ok Nexi-Kun ^_^ *pats your head more*
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 3:24 pm
uhhh.....WOW......Nexas what the fritos........ well, anyways i hope this morale boost lasts this time....we all want this Organization to live on but without a leader we are nothing. One more thing Nexas......you are a true Bad-a**.... rofl
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 4:03 pm
Look until I start looking like Simon and we're chasing Viral and his Ganmen trying to stop the Spiral King, i friggin beg to differ.
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 7:18 pm
Lord Nexas I'm giving out FREE HUGS!!! -hugs Alexis- There you go cat-woman >w< Hugs yay :,D I loves the love going on in here ^^
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 7:53 pm
XLloromannicX Lord Nexas XLloromannicX *holds my arms out* I wants a hug *makes cute pouty face* Oh Xenji!! -jumps into your arms- I'm so sorry I made you go through so much crying Please forgive me. *huggles you and pats your head* its ok Nexi-Kun ^_^ *pats your head more* -smiles- Thank you boobs ^_^
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 7:56 pm
Noirimex uhhh.....WOW......Nexas what the fritos........ well, anyways i hope this morale boost lasts this time....we all want this Organization to live on but without a leader we are nothing. One more thing Nexas......you are a true Bad-a**.... rofl You were a good leader while I was away. A bit harsh >w< but good. You should get something for that.....hot topic gift card? XD No. Something better.... the world? No..... too big.... >w<
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 7:57 pm
Ryuga Darkslash Look until I start looking like Simon and we're chasing Viral and his Ganmen trying to stop the Spiral King, i friggin beg to differ. What are you talking about? O.o
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