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This is where I will write my thoughts. They are paragraphs, talking about how I feel about certain things. Most, or most likely all, will be copied directly from my journals. (from both my avis).


The Meaning of life
D: Why must people judge things that are supposed to be funny to seriously? I mean, its humor! Humans need humor! If it's offensive, live with it! Now, im not saying that being offensive is alright, but you have to learn to live with it! You might disagree, but every human has a sense of racism in them. You know why? Because thats how humans evolved, starting out with religion. Way back then, when people saw others with a different religion, based on whatever their religion told them, they did so to them. Eventually, humans that came from different areas on the Earth grew to hate each other in some way because of inheritance, and beliefs and customs. That people, is life. And dont even think that you are the most depressed person in the world. There are many others who have suffered more than you. You think doing drugs, hurting yourself or others, or even killing yourself is going to make it better? Take the pain away? Then that my friend shows how much of a ******** idiot you are. Congratulations, you have just learned the meaning of life: Survival.

Judgement
The people I think that really suck, are those who cant respect others lives. That includes culture, religion/belief, fashion, personality, and opinions. First off, NEVER should you think that your dominant over someone else. Because you're not. Now, you be saying, "Hey, you just said not judge other peoples opinions!". Well, you're right. You shouldnt. However, if they are idiots and they think of idiotic things such as "dominance," then you can rant at them for that opinion. All humans are pretty much equal. You're no more special than me, nor your friends and family. You might be physically, but inside you're the same. Dont judge others based on what they like either. Like Online dating for example, its ok!! I actually think it has more benefits than regular dating. It gives people more "variety" in their social life you know? It makes it so that it'll be easier to find the right person for you by making it that you mostly see their personality (what really matters) before you actually see their appearence. But be careful, there are alot of people who act alot differently then they might seem. But, that doesnt mean you shouldnt give them a chance. Again, online dating is ok, even if its on Gaia. Online Dating IS Roleplaying, wich is one of the many things the creators expect you to do on this message board. MESAGE BOARD PEOPLE!!! Its a Web-page where you can type messages so other members can see them, and reply! People should really use it to their advantage, there's nothing wrong with that. D: And by taking advantage, I mean making friends, meeting new people, and by making new boyfriends/girlfriends based on your liking their personalities. Ok? Satisfied? Congratulations, you have learned what Online Dating is: Ok.

Trust, Friendship, and Love
The meaning of life I have found is survival. But, you may be thinking, "Survival? What is there to survive?" Well, basically people. But, how do you survive? Simple. You need friends. Family. Supporters who actually care about you. Dont think of them as slaves, or tools, think of them as, well, friends. In order for you to be cared for, you must care for others. You should feel very happy while in the presence of a friend. Their forget-me-not smile, their memorable scent, look, personality, anything that shows that you care for an individual and that they care for you. Always knowing you have someone to talk to...someone you know you can trust...someone who would protect you or back you up...is always something special, and something that should always be kept close to you. You might think you know them, even after being friends with them, say 4-5 years, and think you know how they tick, and how they really act. But, most of the time you dont. That is a way to become even closer and better friends with them, to understand them, and allow them to understand you. Tell them some of your problems, hope they would be able to help. If they dont, then that means they dont have enough trust in you. But if they do, feel proud. Really proud, especially knowing that you have a trust-worthy friend. Eventually, when your relationship with your friend increases, you will find yourself stuck to them in a way, heart-to-heart. Once this happens, you must treasure this moment, for it just might be your first, as well as your last. There could be a chance that your love for your friend excedes the "boundaries" of friendship, and moves into more of an intimate love for your friend. This usually is what causes people to feel heartbroken. To suddenly have you heart shaddered, and by the one you grew to love so deeply throughout your life. Your friend...your love...they might not feel the same intimate love as you do, and so they turn you down, and make you feel as if they are no longer trust worthy...no longer your friend, and no longer the one you loved and cherished, and who you would have sacrificed your very soul for.....I'm not saying that friendship is bad, no, far from it, its the best thing you could ever have. But, you must be careful of your friends. In order to know who your friend is on the inside, you must trust them with yourself. I have yet to do this.

You musn't be afraid to show the "other you," the alter-ego you've been hiding from your friends. Dont show it all at once though, do it little by little. You should almost always think outside the box when thinking about something that you were told by a friend. Dont be convinced by the public, nor the media. Dont be taught to think wrongly of others. When your friend says something to you and it seems to have some importance, take it seriously. This will show your friend that they really can trust you. Again, I have yet to do this.

Please, dont be emo
Emos....very depressed people who think just because life hasn't gone the way they wanted it to, that its just something to waste and make s**t out of. Well, you're only making it worse. You think cutting yourself is going to do anything? You think drugs will help? How stupid are you? If you dont like this life so far, get used to it. Its gonna be like this for a very long time. Dont think you're the only one with a crappy life. Trust me, there are much more people whos life is worse than yours. "Life is what you make of it." Suprisingly, unlike many other stupid slogans, this is true. Along with "What goes around, comes around." (Karma people, karma.) Anyway, what I mean is that if all you're going to do is complain about how stupid and shitty your life is, by all means, kill yourself. You wont matter anymore. Or, you can at least try and make a difference. Most Emos or Gothics tend to just give up with out even trying. Stop sitting around and complaining and do something to make it better!! Being Emo is not cool. Calling yourself Emo is not cool. Acting or dressing Emo is not cool. To sum that up, Emos are not cool. Whats worse than emos, however, are posers claiming to be emo. That there is almost lower than being Emo itself.

If you have a problem with the way I feel about depressed people, or Emos, too bad. Its true, they're pathetic. I have 2 friends, whom I both met on Gaia, that are depressed. One of them you might know, but I wont name names. The other one however, became depressed thanks to her heart feeling broken. She seems to deny that, but I feel that it's true. Sure, shes still a nice person, but we've lost touch. We were once boyfriend and girlfriend, but one day we were seperated for a very very long time. Someone had hacked her profile, and changed her password, not allowing her access to her account. The seperation between us caused her to go...a bit "mad" and she started to cut herself because of her not being able to see me or talk to me. Me...I nearly lost all hope of her returning. So, I moved on and went with another. She then, after many months of her missing, came back. I was so happy! But...when I had to tell her, that I moved on.....it crushed her.....I remember her leaving again without a trace for a little while. Then, when I heard from her again, she was a full-fledged cutter.......Me and the other gf are still friends to this day, but I dont see my older one anymore...I really miss the old her...

So ya, I've had my share of heartbrakes and dealing with people who are now depressed. But, that story up there is only an example of a real hard-to-deal-with crisis I had to go through. Remember, and this connects to the ending of a journal entry I wrote in Phrames journal titled "Trust, Friendship, and Love", your heart may be broken by the one you loved, or you might have unintentionally broken someone elses whom you still may love, but that doesnt mean its the end of the world. Love isnt everything this life has to offer. It may seem like it, but it isnt. And sure, it is alot of what it has to offer, but again, its not all of it. Things will change for the better, but only if you do something about it.

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So, ya. Those are my thoughts. 3nodding

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