So I just want to let everybody know I am leaving this guild. I am very inactive on Gaia, and I also have personal issues with the captain.
Before I left I just wanted to leave you all with a word of advice:
I know things may seem hard, and it may seem nice to go to a place and complain. I know you may think it's good to just say things. But nothing is going to happen unless you want to change. I've seen many people blame others for their problems. Sure, problems may be caused by others, but that does not mean they are to blame. What about the way you react? I admit- I have made poor decisions in my life. I do not claim perfection. I do not desire perfection. I have reacted poorly in many situations. I am just as much as fault as anybody else. And, I put not fault on myself, or others. There is no reason to. If you want anything, you have to want to change. Most people do not want to. But nothing will happen if you, yourself, do not wish to change, and do not try to change. That does not mean you're alone, it only means ultimately... it is all your decision.
Good luck. I would like to talk to any of you if you wish to message me, but like I said, I do not belong in this guild anymore.
Love,
Rainbows Heart