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 Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 8:38 am
when did you first realize you were LGBT and how? tell us about your experience and what its like sense you realized you were heart Bananas will devour our souls
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Posted: Sun Aug 02, 2009 2:39 pm
Honestly, I can't say for sure when I knew. I never had that fuzzy feeling for girls like I do for guys that I find attractive. Well, actually, I suppose I do know when I actually knew. When I was around the age of 12 my cousin had done a few things around me/to me. None of which that I am proud of, but thankfully it ended after confiding into my mom.
A year after I knew that I was gay and absolutely hated myself for it. I never accepted it until I was 16. Honestly, my life was horrible. All of my friends were homophobic and I desperately wanted someone to date. I couldn't be myself at school or at home. I continued lie to everyone that I was "straight" with the fear of rejection. Eventually my emotions got so bad that I had to switch schools. Now, I have no friends and still no boyfriend. sweatdrop
I'm hoping it will eventually get better.
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Posted: Sun Aug 02, 2009 2:53 pm
i hope things work out for you
when i was little i was molested by a little girl that lived next door to me and actually its wierd that things happened with your cousin cuz that happened with me too i never told anyone and i was disgusted with myself cuz what i did with my cousin (which was really just a kiss but yea) i came out to my self finally a year ago almost so now i know im bi and no one else does
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2009 12:48 am
i cant remember when it started but when i was 11 i just said to myself that im gay, it was extremley scary becuase i was always afraid someone would find out and make my life miserable
and ever sense then ive been setting myself up for allot of ........ becuase i have to supress everything and play the role of straight guy in my ever so friken dramatic play of a life
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2009 4:08 am
When I was in the second grade I screwed a girl amnd since I didn't know about bisexuals I thought nothing of it. Like a year later I moved and that's when I started to like girls, but I just blew it off, since my grandoma had gotten into my head about religion. Then when I moved to where I live now, I became a Misfit. My best firend and I were role playing one day, nothing dirty, and we ended up having sex and we both came out of the closet.
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Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2009 1:03 pm
Okay it must be something with the cousin thing cause I'm shocked that I'm not the only one. I was a bit younger (9) and it went a little further than just a kiss but at the time it felt right (he was only my cousin by marriage. I think I always knew I just didn't want to admitt it. My mom is homophobic so I try to please her by pretending to be straight, I'm hoping I can gain the courage to tell her one day. Until then I have my friends, most of whom don't care or are prefectly supportive.
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Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2009 5:22 pm
Mine wasn't as interesting.
I had a girlfriend in 7th grade and only reason I was dating her was because she had asked me out in the 3rd grade and looked absolutely terrified that I would say no (Back then I was very sensitive and hated doing things that could make others cry, even if that was what I felt was right). I never worked up the guts to tell her that I couldn't think of her in any way other than a sister.
Thankfully, I moved at the end of my 8th grade year (Dad is in the military) and that spared me from having to actually tell her what I felt. The same year that I moved away... I realized that the reason I never felt anything for this girl... Was because I actually felt that way towards guys. It didn't shock me or anything... It was just something that... Made me feel complete.
That was four years ago now and I have friends and family who are supportive of me and I think I'm living a pretty good life.
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Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2009 7:47 pm
I couldn't see myself with a girl basically long story short, and I when I'd tried to picture myself with a girl it would be boring. I could picture my self being happy with a man.
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Posted: Fri Aug 07, 2009 12:34 pm
hmmm
well I think I've always been sorta gay since I was little,
I would prefer to hang out with the girls, and hold hands with them instead of boys, whom I was just not attracted to yet
In middle school I kept doing that
I would feel this sort of pull into girls who I thought were very pretty. Most of them went ga ga for some "cute" guy, which I thought I was repulsive and just a selfish egomaniac. I felt some hatred for guys like him, and never really crushing on a boy, just girls. Later in 8th grade I felt that same pleasant feeling I had for my girl bestfriend for my guy best friend.
I didnt know what a bisexual was, until a girl came out as one and people started to talk about her.
I guess I'm bi, but im not really sure, since I like girls more...
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 2:54 am
In some way deep down I was always a Lesbian. I loved female Characters when all the other girls are crushing on the Boy ones. I did have a few Bf's, but they were all bad. Then I met my 1rst Girlfriend and everything was so clear. I know I liked Woman for sure when I was 17. I am 100% Pre-Disposed! Lesbians Rock Baby!!
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Posted: Sun Sep 06, 2009 7:27 am
iPatchesMcgee i hope things work out for you
when i was little i was molested by a little girl that lived next door to me and actually its wierd that things happened with your cousin cuz that happened with me too i never told anyone and i was disgusted with myself cuz what i did with my cousin (which was really just a kiss but yea) i came out to my self finally a year ago almost so now i know im bi and no one else does this has nothing to do with anything, but patches, i LUV you sig!!!!
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Posted: Sun Sep 06, 2009 11:51 am
Im Bisexual,
Um i started to like both in 7th grade.
Um my best friend, wellllll we were lying down in her bed,Then she kissed me
but it felt so good and so we made out and then it started to get worst so i ran out. Well that was like not that long ago i guess.
Its so weird to tell my confession,So i like girls but that's the only girl..... and i want to have more like a girlfriend but i have a boyfriend........... So im just going to wait.
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Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 5:45 pm
I'm gay, and I first realized that I was gay when I was 12 years old. I had always liked guys, but it took me a while to realize that I was gay because I didn't know that there were guys that liked other guys other than me. When I finally came out to my friends, last year, they were very supportive of me and still are. Of course, there are people that don't like me, but I really don't care what they think.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 1:40 pm
I realized that I was gay in fifth grade and in my innocence didn't know that everyone around me thought that being gay was evil, I thought it was just normal to like the boy who sat in front of me and not the girl.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:42 pm
I probably realised I wasn't straight my Freshman year of high school, but I didn't realise I was lesbian until my Junior year (I'm in my Senior year of HS now). Between my Freshman and Junior years, I tried desperately to convince myself that I was, at "worst" bisexual. Eventually I realised I was only fooling myself, and when I told my girlfriend at that time, she laughed with me and said she knew it all along. biggrin
I didn't really admit I was anything other than straight until my Sophomore year. That's when my best friend finally got up her courage and asked me out...over Yahoo! Instant Messenger. >.< (<--- I still laugh when I think about that biggrin ) I remember it was really awkward because I had to choose between playing a role I didn't really want to be playing or trusting in her and admitting I wasn't straight.
It was really difficult for me because of my highly anti-gay family, and I'm glad that I had her to lean on and that she was there for me at that time. If she hadn't, I probably still wouldn't have the courage to admit to being who and what I am. Even though she broke it off with me over this past Thanksgiving, I'm still glad I had her there when I needed her.
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