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 Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 3:18 pm
lets talk about our dpression and try to make it better why are you depresssed? i am depressed because my dad has cancer, my step dad comited suicide, my sisters have mental problems, my mom and sis take depressants, my bffs never stop fighting, every one hates me i am bullied a lot i and i don't deserve to live
any one eles have anything to say? lets talk adout it
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 10:03 pm
well im depressed about alot of thing
1. to my parents im a failure
2. im the biggest mistake that they ever had
3. im ignored at home
4. it seems to me that if i was to run away that they wouldnt even notice
5. my whole family thinks im a waist of life and that i shuld stop dressing like an emo
6. i get abused often
and well thats all for right now well atleast the biggest one that im mostly depressed about
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Posted: Sun Aug 02, 2009 9:21 am
im depressed cause i am hated cuz im emo and my own parents and siblings dnt like me. all my parents do is yell and blame 4 everything and my siblings say i should kill mysel. it sucks
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Posted: Fri Aug 07, 2009 4:25 am
xXSweetest_Devil_ChildxX well im depressed about alot of thing 1. to my parents im a failure 2. im the biggest mistake that they ever had 3. im ignored at home 4. it seems to me that if i was to run away that they wouldnt even notice 5. my whole family thinks im a waist of life and that i shuld stop dressing like an emo 6. i get abused often and well thats all for right now well atleast the biggest one that im mostly depressed about oh my god.We have too be like, twins.EVERY SINGLE THING YOU SAID IS MY LIFE EXACT! But I believe there is also something deeper that is also making me down.....But we have too be like connected.I didn't know if anyone had understand.But if someone asked I couldn't explain.... I'm really glad I found someone who understands the dark pain we both go through......
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:04 pm
Im depressed because no one understans no one knows ive cut myself i moved to a total hell whole and alot of people treat me like crap and my only brother moved away -sigh- o and im a total loser
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Posted: Sun Aug 16, 2009 9:53 am
I have been depressed for the longest time, because I am ashamed of the family I'm related to, my ridiculously high expectations that I'm now realizing I might never meet, my fear of life and taking risks, the anger and hatred I store inside me has welled so much it courses through my veins and aches my bones. My depression has only gotten worse since I failed my driver's license test for the third time because not only do I stress about everything I do and try to make it perfect, but just now, every DMV, now only three actually give out the test and they're 1-2- hours away, is making the rules more strict. I've been stuck in this house for so long, I want to take my car and drive far enough out, then detonate it with myself inside, just so I'll die away from this awful town I've been stuck in for 18 years...and I'm always nervous, stressed and scared of the future, because I don't want to end up like the rest of my family...it's my worst nightmare...to become an actual loser...
-sigh-... I think that's it...
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 11:32 am
Ulric Dysmas I have been depressed for the longest time, because I am ashamed of the family I'm related to, my ridiculously high expectations that I'm now realizing I might never meet, my fear of life and taking risks, the anger and hatred I store inside me has welled so much it courses through my veins and aches my bones. My depression has only gotten worse since I failed my driver's license test for the third time because not only do I stress about everything I do and try to make it perfect, but just now, every DMV, now only three actually give out the test and they're 1-2- hours away, is making the rules more strict. I've been stuck in this house for so long, I want to take my car and drive far enough out, then detonate it with myself inside, just so I'll die away from this awful town I've been stuck in for 18 years...and I'm always nervous, stressed and scared of the future, because I don't want to end up like the rest of my family...it's my worst nightmare...to become an actual loser... -sigh-... I think that's it... hugglz, i can relate a litttle. sometimes i wonder if im autistic too like my brother- which makes no sence considering his symptoms almost are opposite from mine. i also feel the same about my parents at times. my mom is usually all nice and aw here have a cookie; but if she breaks theres no chance of fixing it with a cookie and hug until at least a good 24 hours. at the same time i love her and dont want her to know i feel that way. my dad is constatly putting himself down and its hard not to tell him to shut the ******** up and let it go we love him even if hes not perfect even though i do the same thing. i go to a mormon church (woah diddnt see that comming) they give redicoulous standars (not tea, coffee, caffene, showing bra straps, short shorts, tanks, bikinis, boys until your 16. i cant live up to what they expect from me and now im doing crap behind my mom, my church leaders, and everybodys back and i cant forgive myself for it. im supposed to "repent" or watever. i dont think i deserve a chance. and if it helps im 15 and ive had my dr ed certivicate for two weeks and havent even gotten to get in to try to pass the test even once yet becuase my dad dosent wanna wait in line. ><
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Posted: Thu Sep 24, 2009 3:50 am
1. My best friend committed suicide
2. Both of my parents are alcoholics
3. My oldest brother is an alcoholic
4. I've cut myself for the past 4 years
5. I've been bulimic for the past 5 years.
6. I'm constantly bullied at school and told to go kill myself and that I don't mean s**t.
7. I feel as though i'm trapped.
8. My other brother doesn't care about me...at all.
9. I feel that i am unworthy of love, forgiveness, and happiness.
10. Everyone thinks that i have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
11. I'm ashamed of myself.
12. I'm ashamed of my family.
13. I feel as though i'm a disgrace to the world.
That's about it i guess, at least all that i can think of right now. Good idea to start this thread, helps get stuff out and comfort others.
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Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 3:49 am
1. Lost my family
2.anorexic (105. pounds....still going down)
3. Clinically Physco and depressed
4.Schizophrenic (at a too early age)
5. controlled by voices
6. family is getting more ashamed of me the more they realize im emo
7.I can't do s**t...my bf is beaten so of coarse that only makes my heart get beaten down harder
8.Hopeless feelings, ashamed, I'm not me anymore!
9.Hallucinations change my world into something i cant explain in mere words....
10. 1 of my teachers said i have mental isues
11.I have tryed suicide 3 times (failed thx to people)
12. I cut and sew
13.im last in my the line of my bf's life cares.......total rejection.
14. A couple times a month i have sezjiers and i black out and scream. I tear everything to shreds.....
If this is s**t to you....ok what do i think your not in my shoes.....
try not being yourself for a day, totally controlled by something you dont know about thats inside you...i feel my demon rising in me everyday....
oh did i mention! I'm haunted by FALLEN angels (one is a demon)
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 7:08 pm
my life sucks school sucks why can't everyone just leave me alone why do i keep on living? sigh................ i want a hug but my sisters have a thing about people touching them and my parents are "too busy" some guy in my class was insulting my sisters after insulting me and i said "shut up you can insult me all you want but talk about my sisters and i WILL kill you" i am so alone my friends have no time to talk to me because they are to busy fighting and i am single i wish i had someone........sigh
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 5:59 pm
My dad's an alcoholic and has brain-washed me all my life to believe my mom was a psychotic b***h. She blames me for believing it, even though I never knew any better. I'm trapped in my own house and mind- just screaming to get out an be a regular teenager. I'm confused, depressed and angry, because things seem even worse now that my dad lost his job and blames it on me.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 6:13 pm
alright, ill list it then. from worst to not as bad (i guess)
1. i witnessed my best friend and the only one who really cared for me commit suicide, then couldnt go to his funiral.
2. 3 more of my friends have died in the past 2 years.
3. I've cut myself for the past 2 years.
4. iv been hit by a car on purpose.
5. iv been bullied at school pretty much my whole life.
6. I feel broken.
7. I'm ashamed of myself.
8. I feel as though i'm a disgrace to the world.
9. i was an accident.
10. im not ment to live. all thats happend to me is painfull.
11. i have to take a number of different drugs, to keep myself "saine".
12. im a Drug addict.
13.Schizophrenic (diagnosed at an early age)
14. controlled by voices
-sigh- and its sad because... im only a kids still....
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 3:14 pm
1. im a failure
2. no one likes me expect my bf
3. burn myself 4 the last year
4. i am a misfit
5. i was an accident
6.controlled by voices
7.anorexic (103 lbs)
8. tried suicide (6 times)
9. i talk to the after life for help
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