ok since i'm here i might as well at least try to explain my path so far as hard as it may be. please, be gentle with me i'm still quite wayward and confused my self. Anyway here's how i got here to this spritual revival for lack of better term. Well, around last Halloween i started feeling a bit empty with christanity, i was raised southern baptist but just have felt something worng about it. anyway i found out that some of my friends where pagan and wiccain and i started reasearching the paths. i bought a book someone said that books about the religions where goo starts....this is kinda where things got a bit hairy...my mother is like HARDCORE Southeren Baptist and thinks i'd be sumoning demons if i converted. so i've had to keep it hidden. i've also tryed being buddest but i still felt a bit off but i did take some teachings of it, like karma and rebirth.
any way i should start with what i already believe in so it may make it easier to place me i guess.
well i should start with my deities but this is where i'm confused because my research draws up two but my heart is telling me of three and i know that listening to ones heart is more important but my mind wants clearity. a name for what the heack i am, so for now we'll call it shinboism. if thats ok, otay? well i reconise two goddesses and one god they represent the moon the earth and the sun. that's all i know for now. i believe that everything has a soul, there is rebirth but from the threads i've read sofar i think the process is quite different from what i've been reading. you see what i think happens when you die is that you are born back into a spirit world and age in reverse and then you are reborn back here but you don't always come back the same as you were in your past life. for rituals i don't have any yet i guess that will come in time with more research and meditation. as for spirits which i believe are souls with out vessels do share importance. i have found the internet to be quite a double edged sword, as for this being the right subforum for a thread like this i'm not shure any way if you guys can help and have any segestions they are much appreciated.
Edit!: i apoligise i have failed to mention a intrest in Druidery, Wicca and simuler faiths. that might have helped. also, i may have made this post a bit vage so your questions will be anserd if asked. my bad. sweatdrop
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