I always been blind sighted
How come I never saw it before
I thought I lost it the 1st time
How did I not see you trying/ pushing to be on my side?
I guess I didn’t want to believe it
Thought you would hate me forever.
Still think that.
To see your face
See you that hurt
My hands started shaking..
Im still shaking…
I’m sorry.
I don’t know whether you believe me or not when i say it
But I’m sorry and your right
When I say “I know” its not going/ computing in my mind,
Its just passing over me,
Zoning out
Not really getting through.
You were right and
I’m sorry.
See?
I’m still
Shaking…