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 Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:16 am
As the title states. My family is one huge collection of ******** bitches. My fater is just a ******** gaylod who did steroids, drank, and smoked. Behind our backs for lord knows how long. Btw he lives in ******** boston. He's my biggest problem. Oh and he's currently bitching about me because I went to my friend's graduation party and he wanted to spend time with me. Thing is his mother and himself got to our house 25 minutes after graduation and we were just leaving, so he bitched about that.
My sister is the ******** preppiest b***h you'll ever meet. And btw she likes to use other peoples persoanl items. Ex. toothbrush, razor, hairbrush, etc. She's a ******** c**t, and personally I don't care if she dies. The way she treats me is worse then s**t. I want to ******** cut her hair off. She straightens it at least twice a day and the way I see it, she doesn't deserve any hair. She's the one who has caused most of the white hairs on my head. And i'm ******** 18.
My mom is fine. She just doesn't ******** care when I'm upset. Not like she knows at all. I've cut myself four times. All on the same place. I thought it was funny when people saw iut and said "Emo child much?" and they were totally joking. Well anyways she took my razorblade, so next time I started cutting off my hair. Now I feel like attempting suicide. My life ******** sucks. And not a single ******** person gives a damn. They're all too busy with their happy love lives. Yes I don't even having a ******** love life. Not like there was any point to it.
So, what the ******** should I do?
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 3:16 pm
Please don't hurt yourself or others. It's never ok to hurt others and especially yourself.
I can't say I know exactly how you feel, but I can tell you that people care about you. Don't ever tell yourself no one cares.
You made a good decision to vent in the rantbox. :] Other ways to express your feelings without hurting yourself are writing, screaming into your pillow, even working. I personally clean when I am angry or upset. It calms me down.
I don't know your family situiation, so I'm not quite sure if this will help, but from my experience, talking it out with your family might help. If your angry, let the person you are angry with know about it. If you keep these feelings locked up, they will eventually blow up. [[I apologize if this was useless.]]
If you ever need to talk/vent, I am more than willing to listen. I am on Gaia every night and most of the day. I hope this helped!
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Posted: Sun Jun 21, 2009 8:16 pm
I see your family piss you off alot. Now my situation doesn't seem as bad as yours but I think my family are as you say, "one huge collection of ******** bitches" but sometimes it not like that. Sometime I lay in my bed thinking if I was dead I won't have to deal with life but what keeps me from committing suicide is the fact that I have a goal in life I'd like to reach no matter how hard I have to try.
Now I haven't had a love life like ever and I'm 18 and in college! Although I'm extremely shy around girls I like I've managed to develop a friendship with this girl and even got her number.
I'm sure your a beautiful girl how just hasn't meet the right guy or girl (just in case).
Also I recommend to release that pent up stress and anger would be to maybe take up a hobby. I have swords I practice(stab things) with when I'm pissed or just plain bore. Also sometime I just take a nap and when I wake up I feel as if nothing happened.
My suggestions are probably dumb and you won't use them but if you need someone to talk to or maybe make you laugh abit I'm your man mrgreen
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