Reine's Story
Before The School...
I always find myself asking if It's all worth living. Before I came to Seiyo Elementary, I was with my family in the U.S., I was 4, then we moved. To a brand new house, a brand new country, brand new langauge. I was stressed leaving the U.S., since my family really pushed me to get things done. Get stuff together, Learn the langauge, make sure I was okay. Everything just went into havoic. I had no friends, so it really didn't matter if I moved or not. I finally got to Japan. Then we unpacked.
I got there and lived there for a little while then they enrolled me into Seiyo elementary, where I met the guardians, since I was one year younger then two of them, (Tadase, and Nadeshiko), but two years younger to one of them, (Kukai). I met them, they were all nice, they smiled, and inspired me to look at the good things in life. It wasn't ment to last. I got home, and my father was physicly and verbally abusive. I wanted to stand up to him, but every single time I tried I got slapped. It went on for over 3 years.
I stopped being so independant, and became a 'people pleaser.' I was someone who acted like what everyone wanted to please people. I never told anyone about my abuse except the guardians, they begged me to let them tell, or do something, but I refused. I told them I would just get beaten again. In 4th grade, my family got tighter around us. My brother got to slack off, when he did, all that pressure that was on him got pinned on me. I was working at a car wash just to make enough for my family could survive, I did it for several months.
My mother finally left my father, I was happy, but then, my brother began to grow and he hit me. My mother helped him through it, then I grew to be in the 6th grade. I felt happy, too happy. I came home smiling. Although, everything I ever got was for my family, and they got all they wanted and kept it, unlike me who got hardly anything. I brought a cool electronic toy from Tadase and Nadeshiko home. I loved it to death, but my brother wanted it, and I said no. My mom became enraged, saying that I could not keep it. I still refused to give it up, and my mom and my brother smashed it. I cried for days.
I finally met Aiko, and Enrika. I was so happy to get some friends, my life changed. I laughed, I really laughed and smiled with them, then all at once my chara's were born. I still stayed with aiko and Enrika with my chara's. Soon though, my family did drugs. I hated it. I told Aiko and Enrika. My mom and brother found out and told me I needed to grow up and they left me all alone, because of that I take my anger and stress out on other people. Even though I don't mean to, I constantly get irritated and angry easily, not to meantion sad, over just about anything.
That's how I got in my postion now.
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