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 Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 12:49 pm
Alright. Shitty morning.
2 AM got pulled over by a ******** cop who thought I was drunk and high at the same time. I was neither. I was in San Diego, lost, looking for a damn U-turn. I didn't get a ticket but it ******** up my morning, I'd never been pulled over before and if I got a ticket I wouldn't be able to drive.
Got over that, slept a few hours, drove home from San Diego to Los Angeles. 150 ******** miles. Got home and my room was all ripped up. My parents went through ******** for no reason. They read my ******** journal. ******** private. They found my webcam, my bottle of Tuaca I'd hid, even though I quit drinking a month ago, went through my drawers, closet, boxes, everything. I'd hid the Tuaca pretty thoroughly. Everything's ripped up, all over, and I'm pissed. I wasn't home and they ******** raided my room. I'm 19, what the ******** happened to privacy?
I'm about ready to ******** kill someone.
I know I said ******** a lot, don't ******** mention it, I'm in a s**t mood and debating homicide. On the parents. Christ.
Sorry about the rant I guess but I had to say it, if I disappear, that's what happened.
And if you see Rachel Hirsch in the news, that's me. It's more than a possibility.
UPDATE: NOt gonna kill them. But they won't let me go anywhere till tuesday except the psych, won't let me have the convo.
And my mom said it wasn't worth getting a job because I wouldn't be able to keep it. gonk
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 12:55 pm
Just chill. Life in prison and scarring Beep isn't worth it. You know it isn't.
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 1:02 pm
Damn, that sux rach. When my rentals went through my room, they found some things too.... ehh, I told my shrink and it turns out that if they go through my room again, I can get a lockable door, and if they still go in, then they get in trouble.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 1:14 pm
Some Lesser Demon Just chill. Life in prison and scarring Beep isn't worth it. You know it isn't.
And this place is a ******** prison. Can't get much worse.
I have a lock on my door. They're not suppposed to go in.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 2:00 pm
s**t. I wish I could get ya out of there but it's just as bad here in different ways.
You need help, lemme know.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 2:09 pm
That's ******** s**t. I don't blame you for the homocidal urges either. ******** them. If my parents ever went through my room, and read my "vent" book, that would be it. I'd be out of the house, and I'd never come back.
That's probably not the right thing to say right now, but, ********. What a shitty thing to do!
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 2:39 pm
Crimson Bat Lady That's ******** s**t. I don't blame you for the homocidal urges either. ******** them. If my parents ever went through my room, and read my "vent" book, that would be it. I'd be out of the house, and I'd never come back. That's probably not the right thing to say right now, but, ********. What a shitty thing to do!
It's worse. The last entry in my journal was written when I was massively psychotic. It's pretty crazy-sounding.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 4:33 pm
h3rsh3y Crimson Bat Lady That's ******** s**t. I don't blame you for the homocidal urges either. ******** them. If my parents ever went through my room, and read my "vent" book, that would be it. I'd be out of the house, and I'd never come back. That's probably not the right thing to say right now, but, ********. What a shitty thing to do!
It's worse. The last entry in my journal was written when I was massively psychotic. It's pretty crazy-sounding.I've read today's entry and I'm sorry that it happened. The room wreaking and the police check. I'll comment later if the site lets me.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 4:35 pm
CrystalCaterpillar h3rsh3y Crimson Bat Lady That's ******** s**t. I don't blame you for the homocidal urges either. ******** them. If my parents ever went through my room, and read my "vent" book, that would be it. I'd be out of the house, and I'd never come back. That's probably not the right thing to say right now, but, ********. What a shitty thing to do!
It's worse. The last entry in my journal was written when I was massively psychotic. It's pretty crazy-sounding.I've read today's entry and I'm sorry that it happened. The room wreaking and the police check. I'll comment later if the site lets me. I meant, my real life journal. It was a mess. And thanks.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 4:38 pm
h3rsh3y CrystalCaterpillar h3rsh3y Crimson Bat Lady That's ******** s**t. I don't blame you for the homocidal urges either. ******** them. If my parents ever went through my room, and read my "vent" book, that would be it. I'd be out of the house, and I'd never come back. That's probably not the right thing to say right now, but, ********. What a shitty thing to do!
It's worse. The last entry in my journal was written when I was massively psychotic. It's pretty crazy-sounding.I've read today's entry and I'm sorry that it happened. The room wreaking and the police check. I'll comment later if the site lets me. I meant, my real life journal. It was a mess. And thanks. Don't mention it. I was thinking the trip away would be nice. sweatdrop The best laid plans....
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 4:40 pm
It was nice, until early morning.
Seeing my cousin was awesome.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 4:42 pm
h3rsh3y It was nice, until early morning. Seeing my cousin was awesome. That's good. And your haircut looks great.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 4:55 pm
CrystalCaterpillar h3rsh3y It was nice, until early morning. Seeing my cousin was awesome. That's good. And your haircut looks great. Not even a cut (: SHe just straightened it and dyed it.
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 5:00 pm
h3rsh3y CrystalCaterpillar h3rsh3y It was nice, until early morning. Seeing my cousin was awesome. That's good. And your haircut looks great. Not even a cut (: SHe just straightened it and dyed it. Looks good. I like it. biggrin
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2005 5:01 pm
CrystalCaterpillar h3rsh3y CrystalCaterpillar h3rsh3y It was nice, until early morning. Seeing my cousin was awesome. That's good. And your haircut looks great. Not even a cut (: SHe just straightened it and dyed it. Looks good. I like it. biggrin Me too. biggrin
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