I'm venting because I'm quite frustrated with everything
No activity in the guilds,
All the rp's I make never obtain membership
People are too lazy to effin read
my back hurts
My boyfriend soon to be ex is driving me up the effin wall
And I don't feel like i'm capable of finding someone better.

Let me break down the thing bothering me the most.

My "boyfriend"
He is a over jealous and a possessive turd, he won't let me wear what i want to wear he always threatens to leave me and i can't talk to guys @ school and he always fights with me. the list goes on and on!!!
I just wanted a guy who likes me for me and gives me space
I feel like he's suffocating me!
I keep finding i suppose what you would say "Reasons" to stay with him but what the reall heart of the matter is that, i don't love him, but i don't want to leave him either.
I'm afraid of being alone and I'm afraid that if I do leave him I won't find someone who is better