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 Posted: Sun Apr 19, 2009 3:23 pm
Not in school,not at home...nowhere....so just where the heck do I 'fit in'?No one at my school/home/friends likes/cares about me....I feel so bad because I am a gay nerd that I went for help,here is my message to the help:
"I live in a clan(A family of over 128 members,which is the number in my family)that is extremely and homophobic.All my friends,including closest are also.My mother always tries to pressure me into saying I am gay,which I am.She HATES LGBTs(Lesbians,gays,bisexuals,transgenders),and if she found out she would/will tell the whole clan.I have no idea afterwards.She scares me,and no one in my school likes them(Teachers,friends,counselors,etc.).I have major depression and have wanted to die because of it all.When I even mention something gay they round on me about how much they hate them.I have(and still do) cried myself to sleep,feeling sad,unhappy,having to lie,feeling unloved,and unable to love is something that I feel everyday.I can never leave my house,for my mother thinks I might be doing something I shouldn't.I need help and want to know if you know how to get it.I cannot keep these feelings away.For the love God,I am so messed up I love Sonic Maurice Hedgehog.....That just makes it worse to everyone,because everyone hates him.PLEASE tell me if you know of anything that can help this....
~Miles Speed"
If any of you know of anything that can help,even a little then please do....
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Posted: Fri Apr 24, 2009 3:50 am
aww im sorrie.
homophobics suck.
im only really bi-curious, but i wear a lot of rainbows, so even being mostly straight i get kinda picked on. not as badly as you though.
have you ever seen 'A Prayer For Bobby'? it was this lifetime movie i saw about a boy in a cristian family that was against homosexuality, and he was homosexual. in the end he killed himself and changed his mothers opionion on gays, i think you would relly love it biggrin the ending was inspiring and heartchanging =]
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Posted: Fri Apr 24, 2009 1:18 pm
i don't see what is wrong with LGBT's. i have no problem with them whatsoever nor do i think it's wrong. people say that gays/etc. will be sent to hell by god, i don't believe that, god loves everyone for who they are not what they like.
if i were you, when i turned 18 i would be out of there and start over, they have noo right to give you a hard time about what you like.
they aren't worth the pain, you're better than that.
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Posted: Sun May 03, 2009 8:00 am
That reminds me a lot of my situation. I agree that you need to leave when you can. There are many places where people are so much more accepting. Just, even if you hide it, remember who you are, and never let go. The pain can become a motivator to love others.
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Rainbows Heart Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2009 3:17 pm
Aww it's okay.
People that don't accept others just because I like different things or are different are pathetic.
I'm a girl that doesn't like to have a lot of attention and can be really shy. I don't exactly fit it. But I'm happy because I have friends who accept me for who I am. (:
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 3:04 pm
i hate the jerks that do not like gay/les/bi it is just stupid like leave them alone they can live their life the way they want well stay strong dude read my post in the interdoce yourself thing k
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 9:40 am
i feel that no one cares about me, i have very few friends, just 2 weeks ago during a pep rally this girl behind me jabed her knees into my back until my hand started to shake out of fear, and then she said that it was all my fault.
and today my cat riped a 1 inch hole in my dogs stomach and now my mom is threataning to give him away...but he is my cat, i picked him out, i named him, and even though he picks on the other animals in my house i still love him, and i cried for days when he ran away so my mom should think about how i would feel if she gave him away.......No body cares about what i think they just care about their own opinion..i have axcepted that i dont fit in at school... heck i dont even consider myself as human anymore, because ppl at school are human and i am nothing like them so i must not be human. but when ppl at home hurt me physicly and mentally it really sucks and that affects me at school and it has made me emotional and an esay target for bullys.
any advise?
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